your Just In Time For The End Of The World!! (marshall4 Mix)

MV LINK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8KMGh5PngeU

stems: https://www.dropbox.com/sh/eley8mzmapqdzr8/AADeheA6oKLbBz7re972ppiga?dl=0

this song is vaguely about my ex
after i made this song i deleted his contact lol

prod me >:)

LYRICS
need to delete u from my contacts
i need to realize u were a setback
but i know for sure that u won’t like that
but i know for sure that u won’t like that

need to delete u from my contacts
i need to realize u were a setback
but i know for sure that u won’t like that
but i know for sure that u won’t like that

it’s been a year since i ghosted u
ive been doin alright, never posted u
fuck my social cues
went to california, never noticed u

got faded, had a panic attack
scrolling thru twitter tryna bring me back
thought that would make u disappear
but that didn’t happen

i got used to the pain
got me driving in the rain
doin 90, switchin lanes
i think that I’ve gone insane

ive been in my head and my mind is a mess
ive been going thru shit i just need to address like

need to delete u from my contacts
i need to realize u were a setback
but i know for sure that u won’t like that
but i know for sure that u won’t like that

need to delete u from my contacts
i need to realize u were a setback
but i know for sure that u won’t like that
but i know for sure that u won’t like that

stream <3

k4yd3nce - delete my contacts

prod me
vox by me & @starflye
samples
https://soundcloud.com/wido123456789/just-enjoy-okei
https://soundcloud.com/kmoethekid/gloves
https://soundcloud.com/underscores/kinkos
https://soundcloud.com/adelemusic/send-my-love-to-your-new-lover
https://soundcloud.com/1glaive/prick
https://soundcloud.com/prodbyaustyn/bittersweet-ft-vincent

"screaming at a brick wall has kinda helped with everything"

PART 1
(kaydence)
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u

(star)
theres a palpable sense of dread thats so deep in my gut
getting into arguments, ive rly learned how to push my luck
ive gotta get it out somehow
im learning to push on
im putting my foot down
im righting all my wrongs 
i dont wanna get caught
up doing the wrong shit
ur leaving me distraught
ur leaving my calls missed
ik we hate each other but i think that we can settle it as adults
thats just a suggestion
and ik im being passive aggressive
but w all the shit that's goin on u cannot blame me
uve been going on this same shit lately
uve been going on this same shit lately
i think i need to get out my head lately
my head lately

(kaydence)
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u

call me the center of attention but when it's on me i want it off
all i wanted was a mention but i know there's someone i cut off
call me the center of attention but when it's on me i want it off
all i wanted was a mention but i know there's someone i cut off

i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u

PART 2
(instrumental)

PART 3 (ending credits)
(kaydence)
u left ur shirt at my place
don’t u want it back
i thought i told u
but i guess that i lost track
take a deep breath and take a seat
everything’s closing in on me
but i think that I’ll be fine

u came to my place, we watched a film that’s set in space
that’s when i made my biggest mistake
i fired the gun, then u told me we were done
and u left before the credits played 

i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
talk again, talk again, talk again
talk again, talk again, talk again

catharsis (feat. starflye)

listens to avril 14th once

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bXAYkz4wTY4
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0qJ52H99lsMypUUPOD9PQ8?si=a033d81888d741d0

bandcamp !!

20 1/2

add this to the list of my best friend user covers
mashup of being harsh by a.g. cook and my best friend by karnaboy
idea taken from https://soundcloud.com/oct4v1a/how-to-wear-a-vest


i had to tune my guitar all weird for this pls stream

my best friend, stop being harsh!

https://soundcloud.com/xaev/pretty-sure

NOW ON STREAMING https://open.spotify.com/track/5AjkNjhwxAJZ0jd6ozKkFZ?si=1de5f867e1954806

played live @ closurefest '22 ty @xaev for giving me a set :)

losing all my focus
hope that u don’t notice
cause the last time that we fought i lost my shit and packed my bags
fuck all of this bullshit
can’t escape the notion
cause im pretty sure u just want me six feet below the ground

im not suprised that u think that im worth nothing
cause i was at ur party hoping for a reduction
and i took a couple tabs and i lost motor function 
im dealing w ur shit, guess that means im complacent
i won’t have to grind down to get that placement
leave me as i lay face down on the pavement
with my half dead phone and my brain that’s vacant

[so basically, what im trying to say is, fuck]

losing all my focus
hope that u don’t notice
cause the last time that we fought i lost my shit and packed my bags
fuck all of this bullshit
can’t escape the notion
cause im pretty sure u just want me six feet below the ground
losing all my focus
hope that u don’t notice
cause the last time that we fought i lost my shit and packed my bags
fuck all of this bullshit
can’t escape the notion
cause im pretty sure u just want me six feet below the ground

xaev - pretty sure +marshall4

thanks for 300 likes <3

happy pride month nerds :3

sample list
(a word i can't say) woman (she's homeless) - crystal waters
be nice to me - bladee
pearl's regeneration (steven universe)
good time - owl city + carly rae jepsen
musician - porter robinson
obsessed - addison rae
don't stop the music - rihanna
bojack's theme - patrick carney
aerodynamic - daft punk
came to my show - 100 gecs
boy's a liar pt 2 - pinkpantheress + ice spice
warp pad (steven universe)
butterflies - skrillex + four tet + starrah
ride - food house
big ass truck - file sharing
leave me like this - skrillex + bobby raps
be fine - madeon
valerie - steve winwood
random tiktoks i saved on my phone 
some family guy clips i downloaded

my mission has been compromised!

hi everyone sorry for the lack of uploads new original marshall music soon but here's a track i can't mix anymore cause the project file corrupted :')

this is essentially my version of https://soundcloud.com/xaev/pronoun-picker-sing-berdlycore lol

i get the joke now!

prod/art by me :D

LYRICS
meet u tonight, we'll act like star crossed lovers
hit up my line, i can link u with another
still in my prime, we making moves undercover
i think that it's time that i move out the suburbs
meet u tonight, we'll act like star crossed lovers
hit up my line, i can link u with another
still in my prime, we making moves undercover
i think that it's time that i move out the suburbs

living in a vacuum, evaporating my conscious
taking pills n getting some sleep just so i can stop it 
living in a vacuum, evaporating my conscious
taking pills n getting some sleep just so i can stop it 
if i start 2 cry from this
i need 2 get offline for a lil bit
maybe take some time to get all my shit
maybe start packing and move on from this
i just need more time

barrel down the highway, im revving up the six speed
yeah, it's gonna take a bit if ur tryin 2 fix me
pop a couple pills, hope that it's enough to fill
if i knew any better, i'd know you were tryna kill me
barrel down the highway, im revving up the six speed
yeah, it's gonna take a bit if ur tryin 2 fix me
pop a couple pills, hope that it's enough to fill
if i knew any better, i'd know you were tryna kill me

meet u tonight, we'll act like star crossed lovers
hit up my line, i can link u with another
still in my prime, we making moves undercover
i think that it's time that i move out the suburbs
meet u tonight, we'll act like star crossed lovers
hit up my line, i can link u with another
still in my prime, we making moves undercover
i think that it's time that i move out the suburbs

(solo)

meet u tonight, we'll act like star crossed lovers
hit up my line, i can link u with another
still in my prime, we making moves undercover
i think that it's time that i move out the suburbs

undercover

vox by me + @iwasthatrobochick
prod by me + @starflye

piece of my heart </3 (w/ Jade) [marshall4 + starflye]

art/prod by me :D
vox by me + @buttonmaker and @starflye

@marshall4
harder 2 breathe cause u punctured my lungs

@buttonmaker
i was caught up, you don't know what ur doing to me
i mightve messed up when i said i dont want u to leave
if u might have caught feelings that can b news to me
i dont want u to leave, i dont want u to leave
i was caught up, you don't know what ur doing to me
i mightve messed up when i said i dont want u to leave
if u might have caught feelings that can b news to me
i dont want u to leave, i dont want u to leave

@marshall4
this is the last time im spilling my guts
now they're all on the floor, i gotta pick em up
i walk out the door, im saying im done
it gets harder 2 breathe cause u punctured my lungs
this is the last time im spilling my guts
now they're all on the floor, i gotta pick em up
i walk out the door, im saying im done
it gets harder 2 breathe cause u punctured my lungs

@starflye
digging the blade in my chest
if u gon kill me, then give it ur best
i will not rest till i be coughing up blood n im making a horrible mess, oh
u can kill me urself, u can drag me 2 hell
but if i know u fr, ur just afraid out ur shell
i could give u hand, i could show u a world
if u put down ur guard, i could make u my girl
would that b what u want, am i being too much
got some money ill flaunt, i can treat u n such

@marshall4
i still can feel the imprint of when u put ur lips on mine 
u said you’ll call me back but u haven’t hit my line
oooo i can’t fckn take it
u only say u love me when ur blackout wasted
show up at my place u say u want me naked
i can taste the bourbon on ur breath, i can’t fake it, no i can’t fake it

this is the last time im spilling my guts
now they're all on the floor, i gotta pick em up
i walk out the door, im saying im done
it gets harder 2 breathe cause u punctured my lungs
this is the last time im spilling my guts
now they're all on the floor, i gotta pick em up
i walk out the door, im saying im done
it gets harder 2 breathe cause u punctured my lungs
this is the last time im spilling my guts
now they're all on the floor, i gotta pick em up
i walk out the door, im saying im done
it gets harder 2 breathe cause u punctured my lungs
this is the last time im spilling my guts
now they're all on the floor, i gotta pick em up
i walk out the door, im saying im done
it gets HARDER 2 BREATHE CAUSE U PUNCTURED MY LUNGS !!!!

lungs (feat. Button Maker + starflye)

first time singing in a while pls be nice

cream soda cover i made while high last night

thanks for a great year love yall <3
NOW ON STREAMING AUG https://open.spotify.com/album/4XgNcnmvZAb2jn6nh0I62k?si=MiRrY6rNToG77nvfDeTESw

i don't really know if im the right one
i really seem like somebody who's gonna die young
u should really wait until im long gone
cause im someone u shouldn't waste ur time on

spofy <3

the right one

i recorded this in like an hour tbh lolol

og by @46b

with you (edyn cover)

u u weh (ty for 200 likes <3 )

art/prod by me <3

i try hard, but this feeling isn't going away
i can't start, cause ur in my head like 12 times a day
in my car writing paragraphs of what i would say
think i would make a mista-a-a-a

i try hard, but this feeling isn't going away
i can't start, cause ur in my head like 12 times a day
in my car writing paragraphs of what i would say
think i would make a mistake if i said this to ur face

i don’t wanna miss it
u got me determined, im a woman on a mission
i tried so hard to fix it
but u don’t wanna listen
that’s understandable, it’s way out of my business
we’ve seen each other naked
i can’t fuckin take it
dragging all this out the way im forcing conversations
i get courage when im wasted
im done w the fake shit
if i ever mess this up, id rather get sedated 
can’t fake it, no

i try hard, but this feeling isn't going away
i can't start, cause ur in my head like 12 times a day
in my car writing paragraphs of what i would say
think i would make a mistake if i said this to ur face
i try hard, but this feeling isn't going away
i can't start, cause ur in my head like 12 times a day
in my car writing paragraphs of what i would say
think i would make a mistake if i said this to ur face

crossroads (reprise)

inspired by @cowenjoyer and @beverlyhillsmom

close_the_ep_with_this_one.wav

vocal chop by @CILCxx ty xoxo
drop inspired by https://soundcloud.com/cat-eyeliner/all-is-fair-in-love-and-dance-music

i have movementplus now and i now have nearly 40 hours on the game now :)

stream

MovementPlus

happy pride month <3

https://twitter.com/goombacore/status/1801292530316706134

talk talk (charli xcx cover)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6kIpxmFQ35wgI3cK77LKbx?si=a7e9d1df06954a34

hello seattle

[in denial about a falling out]

feel it down my throat, so i can hide the pain
feel u inside me, but it doesn't feel the same
talkin abt the thoughts we have inside our brain
grab me like u used to, but it doesn't feel the same

"all i want is for u to leave me be"
take some time, stare at the sky
"all i want is for u to leave me be"
take some time, stare at the sky

[10-8-2024]

RAWR__unmastered__.wav

havent uploaded here in a bit my fault

lyrics
I don’t know why I grasped at straws
to make sure I get anything from you
I know there’s a lot of things that I lack
but I can’t wait to get my life back
I don’t know why I stayed that long
I thought I could power through
I know there’s a lot of things that I lack
but I can’t wait to get my life back

if you want me, I think you should know
it won’t kill you to admit I told you so
i’ve had to trash the playlist on my phone
it won’t kill you to admit I told you so