This song was written in 2020 and is a call to arms for the disenfranchised.

Choke

A song about the challenges we all faced in 2020, and how we got through them. We are stronger than we give ourselves credit for.

Summer Vacation

A satirical song about people who refused to wear masks in 2020.

Livin My Life

Make It Through The Day

Oh
Look at you
Laying in the sun
Your body spread
to take in

I'll push you to the ground
Turn you to my own
as the dawn
comes anew
with the day

Oh
I see you
Dripping with the sweat
Of our bodies entangled
No beginning and no end
A moment cast in stone
To return to when you choose
Don't you want to go

Oh
That eternal scream
Surrender all
all you have
Take in every bit
Cover you in life
Till the dawn
cracks us open
Don't you want to go

Oh
Look at you
Laying in the sun
Your body spread
To take in

Everything I have
Everything I am
Make it yours
Take it in
Make it yours

The Accidental Villain

She sat outside in the sunset
Brush and easel in hand
Capturing complex colors in the sky

I watched her from afar
Unable to make a sound
Listening to my beating heart go by

As the sun went down
She packed the paints away
And took the frozen image home

Painting miracles
Sunsetting miracles
In dark amber hues
I could only 
Watch
Through a watery blue

We waded through rainy nights
Watching over the other
Dancing 
Through the overtaking waves

It became too much to bear
So we dove into the warmth
And swam

What do we blame
When we watch the sunset over again?
Over mountains crumbling in the distance?

We blame miracles
Sunsetting miracles
Of dark amber hues
We could only
Watch
Through a watery blue

Sunsetting Miracles

Let's negotiate the terms of my emancipation
Company's sole profits are in the red
And I really never wanted to have this conversation
But I feel much better if it wasn't left unsaid

By the time I finally remembered
Why I tattooed my eyes and shaved my head
Didn't even get a nice benefit package for my trouble
Guess I'll just go home and go to bed

CHORUS
Buy me out, buy me out
Buy that solamente cloud
From the east, to the west
It's not the way it had to be

I won't let the door hit my ass as I am leaving
But I fear the door may be slamming shut for you
And though it may appear that I've been grieving
I assure you I've regressed to huffing glue

CHORUS

Please pardon my appearance as I remodel
Trying to remember that there are brighter days left ahead
Ever since I let that demon genie out of the bottle
I find I deeply regret a lot of what I said

CHORUS

Solamente Cloud

It wasn't me.
It was you all along.
You didn't care, you wouldn't. Not who you are.

Don't you think the lies you told would hurt? They hurt.
Don't you think it would break me?
You didn't care! You just let our lives be wrecked. I tried.
It was you! It was you all along.
Ask my mother, please ask my mom.

She'll tell you that I tried.
Gave all I had for you.
All for our son.
All for that sweet little boy, he used to be so sweet!

IT WAS YOU!
It was you all along, you changed!
She got so deep in your head.
You dishonored me, for her!
You weren't there for our son, never were.
You don't care!

Have you noticed all I've been going through?
The weight of your sins is all on me.
Not that it'd matter, I'm only the mother of your son.
Wouldn't matter, not to you!

I tried.
For our son.
You didn't listen, didn't want to.
You weren't there for our son.
You didn't try!
What the fuck!

Wasn't me, didn't care, didn't try, wouldn't matter not to you!
Seriously!
What the fuck!


Woke up early this morning
Went off to work, I was fine
Then those thoughts came creeping in,
Rustling up my mind,
She's gonna go
I'm gonna die

Got off of work in the evening
Went to the bar by the by
Smiled and hid, laughed with my friends
Just to keep from cryin'
She's gonna go
And I'm gonna die

Stumbled on home around midnight
Got in my robe and I lay
Her body kept me warm that night
And with her I will stay
She's gonna go
And I'm gonna die (we're all gonna die)

The Onion Rats