is it the sun?
head in the headlights
looking for a sign 
just a little longer now, it'll come
but it don't

so i sit in a little chair
wait for something else, but it don't
am i dumb?
and i sit in my little chair
dream of never getting up
is that wrong?

do you feel alone?
do i live a lie?
it's just not what i thought it'd be
and i'm not who i thought i'd be
oh it's not what i thought it'd be

two yellow lines, blinded by headlights
get by the shine and maybe then you'll know
but you won't
no you won't

headlights

i want that all your nights
when you say "hold on close"
so i hold on
i'm wanting all your time
when you say "don't let go"
so i don't

i want you at your worst now
i want it like the others say

i want you at your worst now
i want it like the others say
you told me that i'm out of time
you wanna do it anyway?
i want you at your worst now
i want it like the others say
you told me that i'm out of time
you wanna

3:45 when we got back
365 we can get to it
clothes are the stairs, are you into it?
this a lot of talk i could put you through it
you can tell the difference when im runnin through it
any man in your phone go ahead and fucking lose it
trying to make me beg, way your body moving
trying to make me, huh

yeah
if you want to
if you need it
i don't want to talk about nothing no more
if you want to 
and you need it
just say what i want to hear
if you want to 
and you need it
i don't want to talk about nothing no more
if you want to
and you need it

want

oh i wanna hurt you bad even if it means no winning
who took you out your cloth, who put your ass on linen
oh i wanna say i meant it just so i can say i didn’t
i don’t wanna pull you back, i just wanna push you in it
and you cut me so damn deep, muscle fibres in it
oh i wanna hurt you bad even if it means no winning
oh i wanna say i meant it just so i can say i didn’t
i don’t wanna pull you back, i just wanna push you in it

and you know where this goes

took a long time to find out i was bleeding
in bed the light on your face from your phone
took a long time for my eyes to see it
somehow i was the last to know
color drain from your face when i read it
funny how fast you can learn how to mourn
better men would just move on and leave it
but better men i am not, i need to

know

was the gold not bright enough? diamonds never were clear enough?
did i hold you too close? guess you never adhered much
i couldn’t get a word, you said that i didn't hear much
too much baggage on me, i guess that i didn’t heal enough

was the gold not bright enough?
diamonds not clear enough?
do you care about anything? are you sure that you feel enough?
don’t look at the wall, are you sure that you’re here enough?
is that fair enough? guess we’ll see huh?

oh i wanna hurt you bad even if it means no winning
who took you out your cloth, who put your ass on linen
oh i wanna say i meant it just so i can say i didn’t
i don’t wanna pull you back, i just wanna push you in it
and you cut me so damn deep, muscle fibres in it
oh i wanna hurt you bad even if it means no winning
oh i wanna say i meant it just so i can say i didn’t
i don’t wanna pull you back, i just wanna push you in it

-

oh please, oh please, oh please
don’t go begging me
like what's the value on my time, but you can’t answer me?
i got a deadline to meet
how you so hurt at that?
maybe i’m looking too deep
maybe you sow what you reap
maybe you reap what you sow
maybe it’s worse if you know
you could just tell me to leave, but you know it’s harder alone
i know you’re used to the co
i learned dependence is weak
i wish i could let that one go, i can’t, but it’s like the leaves at my feet
in enough time it’ll grow
go on and look through the trees
go on and look through the smoke
maybe i’m looking too deep, but it go forever and more
go on and look through the trees
go on and look through the smoke
maybe i’m looking too deep, but it go forever and more
it go forever and more
it go forever and more
it go forever and more
it go forever and more

no winning

turn the other cheek or look the other way
i'd look at myself but i don't want to know
i don't want to scare you damn near every day
please put on your smile. please put on a show

some days i just feel like i'm faking it
maybe i'm dramatic, know you have it worse
some days i just snap, some i'm taking it
maybe it's imbalance, maybe its a curse

-

maybe i'm just scared of what i really am
some days i wish that i had nothing to lose
lately i've been pulling the whole picture back
just because i see it isn't an excuse

five years since i really lost my confidence 
middle of the sea and i'm dying of thirst
and i'll do it again with no consequence
maybe it's imbalance, maybe it's a curse

it take time
it take time
it take time

Fall[demo]

The BDBoyz

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