Name: Crazy Child by The Butterfly Clan
Duration: 3 min 26 s
Description: Very personal song. When we recorded it we decided not to use it on the album. It's therefore never Mastered.

The second part of my fourth long mix providing a musical space for ceremonies and journeys within. 1st part here: https://soundcloud.com/michael-rasa-1/how-far-we-have-come-part-1
3rd and final part here: https://soundcloud.com/michael-rasa-1/how-far-weve-come-part-3-coming-back

If you like the individual tracks I have used, please support the artists. Link to their Soundcloud/Bandcamp/other sites are provided with the tracklist below.

"See the fruits of time
Taste the sweetness of being
surrounded by this raw creation" <3 (from Mirabai Ceiba / She)

At some track transitions nature sounds are used, for others a track is mixed into the next. For a few silence is used. This is done, as it for me is important to focus also on the silence and ambient sounds of our planet. It is from this, that the music arises. (Listen e.g. to Eckart Tolle www.youtube.com/watch?v=jGcijS_eSKg )

"Part 1 - Settling" is meant for settling in, arriving at the place where you listen to this music, as well in yoour own body.
"Part 2 - Going Deep" is meant for the real work, where you on your journey travel within. The music can here help you experience different states and emotions and will guide you through
"Part 3 - Coming Back" will be posted in the near future , and is meant slowly to bring you back, letting go of your inner work, and integrate it in a state of celebration in a space of love and light

Artwork: Artwork: Growing Mandala by myself.. For Ann <3

When you are tough on yourself, remember to look back. See how you were lost some years ago, and be proud of how far you have come and of who you are. That's Big Medicine!

Full music track list below:

00:00 Michael Rasa - New Lucid Dream Beginnings (unpublished) https://soundcloud.com/michael-rasa-1
01:30 A Winged Victory for the Sullen - So That the City Can begin to Exist - https://awvfts.bandcamp.com/
05:49 Alan Watts & Boreta - Listen - https://superpositionworld.bandcamp.com/album/listen-dream
12:12 Aukai - Entretanto - https://aukai.bandcamp.com/
14:09 Mirabai Ceiba - Heart of Perfect Wisdom - https://mirabaiceiba.bandcamp.com/
22:40 Silvia Nakkach with Christopher Eickmann - Morning Melody - https://www.amazon.com/Medicine-Melodies-Songs-Healears-Hear/dp/B007DCHYDY
26:30 Zoë - Amasona - https://zoepollock.bandcamp.com/
30:30 Ólafur Arnalds - Woven Song - http://olafurarnalds.com/
34:31 Aukai - Reverie Krida - https://aukai.bandcamp.com/
37:14 Dreamstate Logic - Dreamtime Dilation - https://dreamstatelogic.bandcamp.com/
45:05 Maneesh de Moor - 111Hz Breath of Life - https://maneeshdemoor.bandcamp.com/
1:05:02 Maneesh de Moor - Madre de la Selva - https://maneeshdemoor.bandcamp.com/
1:11:20 Angus MacRae - Silent Fall - https://angusmacrae.bandcamp.com/
1:16:47 Sebastian Plano - Soul I (Avow) - https://www.sebastianplano.com/
1:19:19 Erot - The Bygone Schematics - https://ultimae.bandcamp.com/album/gneiss-ep
1:25:49 Lauge - Oceanography (Extended Pulse - Rasa Rework) - https://laugebabagnohm.bandcamp.com/ 
1:42:14 Greg Haines - So it Goes - https://greg-haines.bandcamp.com/
1:49:32 Dictaphone - The Conversation - https://dictaphonemusic.bandcamp.com/
1:54:02 Ayla Schafer - Grandmother (I am Earth) - https://aylasong.bandcamp.com/
2:01:10 Aukai & Message to the Bears - Soplo del Sueño (Message to Bears Rework) - https://aukai.bandcamp.com/
2:03:52 Jane Winther - Echoes of Silence - https://soundcloud.com/janewinther/sets/echoes-of-silence-9
2:08:55 Pulse Mandala - Temple of Holographic Synergy - https://pulsemandala.bandcamp.com/
2:15:38 AES DANA - Inks - https://ultimae.bandcamp.com/
2:22:13 Jon Hopkins - Open Eye Signal (Asleep Version) (Edit) - https://jonhopkins.bandcamp.com/
2:26:49 Mirabai Ceiba - She - https://mirabaiceiba.bandcamp.com/

How Far We've Come - Part 2 - Going Deep

Hierbij de eerste semi oefenruimte demo van Van Troje. Een band opgericht middenin een wereldwijde pandemie waarbij een onwaarschijnlijke muzikale vierling tot mooie creaties kwam. Van Troje is onderweg

Onderweg  (Jacob's demo versie)

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"My dad was first diagnosed with cancer in April 2001, but probably had been sick for quite a while without even knowing it. 

At first, they operated him and tried all sorts of hormone therapies. With mixed results. It took these hormones quite a while to adjust to his body, and were effective for a short amount of time, leaving him weaker and sicker than before. 

Around 2009 there were no more hormones to treat him with. So they turned to chemo and radiation therapy. With the chemo some sort of pattern emerged.  With every round he got sicker and weaker, until his body had adjusted to the chemo, and then he would bounce back again. But never as strong as he was before he started the chemo. 

He never lost hope. He always spoke about his illness as his "little problem", which was a real understatement. He always remained very positive, until the very end. 

His death came to us as a total surprise. And to him. He had just started a new round of chemo again. He was sure he would bounce back again. He had plans. But his body decided otherwise. It all went really fast. We had fun and talks on Tuesday night, he fell into a coma on Thursday night, and he died on Saturday. 

He never got to see my second-born son, he barely got to be the grandfather to my first-born son.

This track is my representation of him. I am not sure how this track started. The beat-section was done quite a while earlier, and one night I was messing around with these beats and my then new SH-201 synth. When I finally had the moody bit, it all came together very quickly. 

The moody progression represents the ever-continuing cycle of him taking the hormones and the chemo, getting sicker, the blood results showing slight improvement and him starting to feel a bit better again, but then losing effect way to soon.

When I listen to the track, I feel there is hope in there too, until the very end. 

Due to the hormones he could be very grumpy sometimes. The bassline is him "mopperend or grumpy" about nothing and anything. 

The last bit represents his sudden passing; him fading away... My Dad died on January 18th, 2014. I still miss him to this day.

When Andy Bass Agenda first mentioned this project, later named: "Touched Bass", I immediately said that I want to be part of it. With "Track for My Father".

This is important.

Please help us.

This money can turn cancer tragedies into cancer triumphs.

This music might not be your thing, or maybe you don't even like music. That's OK. Donate anyway. And give the download link to someone else. But please: help us."

https://bassagendarecordings.bandcamp.com/album/touched-bass-for-macmillan-cancer-support

RIP Arno Lammerts 05091946 - 18012014

Broadcast & Support:
* Elektrodos 19/1/2015
* Dave Clarke White Noise

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Track For My Father [Bass Agenda BA-020]

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The Road Less Traveled

Very personal song. When we recorded it we decided not to use it on the album. It's therefore never Mastered.

Crazy Child

10 Open Your Eyes

self produced + written song. hope u enjoy. picture taken by my lovely and talented best friend: instagram.com/6wies

yesterday's interlude

1	.	offthesky	.	terra firma	.	psalm of solum
2	.	36 & Black Swan	.	Part 2	.	In Four Parts
3	.	THIS VALLEY OF OLD MOUNTAINS	.	Flykra	.	This Valley Of Old Mountains
4	.	Rafa Ramos Sania & Edu Comelles	.	Cleistocactus Strausii	.	Botánica de Balcón
5	.	offthesky	.	lamina	.	psalm of solum
6	.	LTO	.	The Arrow Of Time	.	Déjà Rêvé
7	.	Pie Are Squared	.	Apricity	.	Con Calma
8	.	ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ	.	Ærial Mod	.	✫ W.S. ✫・゜
9	.	ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ	.	Subtle Shift Dub	.	✫ W.S. ✫・゜
10	.	LTO	.	Ten Years	.	Déjà Rêvé
11	.	Aphex Twin	.	Lichen	.	Selected Ambient Works, Vol. II
12	.	ASC	.	Idyll Of Sorrow	.	No Stars Without Darkness
13	.	Autechre	.	vletrmx21	.	Garbage
14	.	Benoît Pioulard	.	That Wounded Weathered	.	Sonnet
15	.	Biathalon	.	Sleepless [Grischa Lichtenberger Remix]	.	Sleepless
16	.	Erik Satie	.	Lent Et Grave	.	OST Mr. Nobody
17	.	Deaf Center	.	Asia	.	Neon City
18	.	Deru	.	Addictive Yearning	.	1979
19	.	Egyptrixx	.	Disorbital	.	A/B Til Infinity
20	.	Rafael Anton Irisarri	.	Mellified	.	Peripeteia
21	.	COREY FULLER	.	Look Into The Heart Of Light, The Silence	.	Break
22	.	Erik K Skodvin	.	Reflecting	.	Flame
23	.	Evan Caminiti	.	Starve	.	Coiling
24	.	FEDERICO DURAND	.	Melodía de felpa	.	La Niña Junco
25	.	Fennesz	.	Liminality	.	Bécs
26	.	Funckarma	.	Stamp Dirn	.	Psar Dymog
27	.	Ghost and Tape	.	Choices	.	Shift
28	.	Islands Of Light	.	Bodil	.	Ruebke
29	.	John Beltran	.	Tennis	.	Everything At Once
30	.	Leigh Toro	.	L'Esprit De L'Escalier	.	L'Esprit De L'Escalier
31	.	Logic Moon	.	Buried In Time	.	Oblivion
32	.	M. Ostermeier	.	Head Cut Off	.	Tiny Birds
33	.	MARCUS FISCHER	.	Veering	.	Loss
34	.	Porya Hatami & Arovane	.	eer	.	Kaziwa
35	.	Purl	.	Cocoon	.	Form Is Emptiness
36	.	Roel Funcken	.	Orthione Griffenis	.	New Ambient Stuff
37	.	Aphex Twin	.	btoum	.	Drukqs
38	.	Benoît Pioulard	.	And Relent	.	Sonnet
39	.	Bersarin Quartett	.	Welche Welt	.	III
40	.	Christopher Bissonnette	.	Shuttering Slides	.	Pitch, Paper & Foil
41	.	Clark	.	Dew On The Mouth	.	Body Riddle
42	.	Clark	.	Open Foe	.	The Last Panthers
43	.	Daniel W J Mackenzie	.	Unser Blauer Morgen	.	Every Time Feels Like the Last Time
44	.	David Wingo	.	Opening	.	Take Shelter
45	.	Deaf Center	.	The Clearing	.	Pale Ravine
46	.	Dedekind Cut	.	Fear in reverse	.	$uccessor (ded004)
47	.	Erik K Skodvin	.	Stuck In Burning Dreams	.	Flare
48	.	FSOl	.	Eyes pop-Skin Explodes-Everybody Dead	.	ISDN
49	.	Funckarma	.	Amon Velvet	.	Psar Dymog
50	.	Funckarma	.	Pipe Screen	.	Psar Dymog
51	.	Funckarma	.	Fraid Shim amb	.	Vell Vagranz 2011
52	.	Greg Haines	.	So It Goes	.	Where We Were
53	.	Ital Tek	.	Reflection Through Destruction	.	Hollowed
54	.	Jonathan Kawchuk	.	Fast Twitch	.	North
55	.	K'an	.	Womb Is A Perfect Place To Conspire	.	Babel
56	.	Kane Ikin	.	Oberon	.	Sublunar
57	.	Kettel	.	A French Composer	.	Volleyed Iron
58	.	Leandro Fresco & Rafael Anton Irisarri	.	Cuando El Misterio Es Demasiado Impresionante, Es Imposible Desobedecer	.	La Equidistancia
59	.	Legiac	.	Ambikythera Mechanism	.	The Voynich Manuscript
60	.	Deaf Center	.	A Scent	.	Low Distance
61	.	Evan Caminiti	.	Hand in Flame	.	Varispeed Hydra
62	.	Floating Points	.	Birth	.	Crush
63	.	Ital Tek	.	Become Real	.	Bodied
64	.	Secede	.	The King Of Sanda	.	Tryshasla

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The Butterfly Clan is een project rond Wieb Zigtema (o.a. The Rousers) en zangeres Christa Brouwer, van eind 2001 t/m 2006. De merendeels akoestische muziek heeft Ierse invloeden en is geïnspireerd door de gedichten van Emily Dickinson.

Bezetting

Wieb Zigtema   componist, gitaar, tekstschrijver, zang
Christa Brouwer   zang
Roland Verduin   gitaar
Wout Folmer   basgitaar

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