A little motivation-talk for myself.

I, always, seek, for a meaning. Maybe, this journey, is my only and biggest meaning on life?


(I LOVE this song tbh. Such a powerful song for me)

Mountain - The Cosmic Cat

Slowly, but surely, forgetting who you are. The curse of the protagonist was something that we live throughout our lives. Losing ourselves in our lives to be never seen again. Sometimes, even a small blink of sunlight can make us forget where were we coming, or going, and make us chase after it.

But as time passes, we have to get back on foot. Even if there is no destination that we have to go to, we should never stop to walk. Because, I believe, leisurely, we will progress to a meaningful end.

Leisurely - The Cosmic Cat // TimeChurch Album

Hey mannn, relax here a little bit, I can see how tired you are from your eye bags! Just bring your favourite coffee ,☕ let us talk about your problems. Sure we can find the correct answer for you.

Lapis

A cold rainy day, and I'm chilling here as if there is no tomorrow.
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Art:
Photo by: Max Bender (Unsplash)

Rainy Lofi

My little microtonal art piece 😆
Seriously, this brings me such joy, even though this is like, what? My 5th song that I have ever created? However, if you encounter this, just write to me, you such lad!

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Art by: GongTy
https://unsplash.com/@deathclutch108

Hype

A slow dance of the circuits!

Fun fact: After 3 years I just went to a real Techno. So, no. This is not a techno. But I have to say, it is very danceable :D

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Art by Pawel Czerwinski
https://unsplash.com/@pawel_czerwinski

TechnoCat

Dreams, all of us have those,
However, not all of us can catch them, to be honest, most of us can't.
They usually take lots of effort. To make something good, and nice, and meaningful...
And few people who are ambitious can see them, even fewer try to reach them.
My dreams lie down on an optimistic chaotic grassland. It is both happy, hopeful, sweet, but ironically painful, impossible to reach, and scary place to be in. It is just, such an abstract portrayal that impossible to describe. However, this little song can just do that.
Can you feel the tension? Can you feel the hope? Can you feel the hypocritical nature of me?

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I made a sheet note as well:
https://musescore.com/user/39734368/scores/6918397

Art by: Photo by Tran Phu on Unsplash

Dream Catcher

It's based on my story of the last 2 and a half years of high school and someone that I REALLY cared about and loved.
Everything that has happened, everything that has been felt, everything that has told. 
I probably wouldn't change anything, as I'm sad, I'm glad at least everything happened.

Just... It's painful that it's ending...
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The Art by: Wolfgang Hasselmann (https://unsplash.com/photos/QuGhER-Z_yM)

The Story

Bonsais grow veeeeeeeeeeeeeery slowly, but they have their own fun? Am I right :)

So, I want to be a tree? Am I not?

Bonsai

“The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear, and the oldest and strongest kind of fear is fear of the unknown.” - H. P. Lovecraft.

#Phonk

Art by: https://pin.it/75cJHPt

Unknown

A random song that I was inspired by Daniel James Taylor, the guy who made Factorio's music. Also, I love playing Factorio, maybe too much...
=_=

Art by: Factorio Original Page

Car Ride in the Factory

The Tragedy Of Man

All the pro-war movies, games, and stories just created a generation of destruction and aggression, as everybody sees the domination of the other country is as like as just a goal in video games. But this mentality will give us a quick and unattended end. Are you ready for the fun of the destruction?
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Art: https://tr.pinterest.com/pin/942026447030296104/
@2022

World's End

I heard from someone that we can't just enter the future, but create.

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Art by: vectorpocket 👌
#synthwave

Long Drive Of Technology

Nowadays, I feel a bitter sadness as I remember my old memories. I'm in a grayish-blue mood as I think of a solution to something that happened months ago. As deeper I think, as profound I sink. The worst thing about these scars is, I am glad I have them. The irony lurks from the windows of cafe shop that I am in. I wouldn't change anything even If I could, I wouldn't dodge the bullets. Every day is haunting me and there is no escape. I woke up in the horror of this repeating terror...

But in the end, I did everything I could, and II think I am okay. I could be having a bitter happiness as where I'm right now but I'm glad everything turned out ok.

It's just that, I miss my best friend, and I was expecting more understanding from her. Because of this, as the shadow of the past falls, I can feel the frost.

Shadow Of The Past // TimeChurch Album

Sometimes, I search for the courage that might help me to overcome my own problems. Even in the worst situation, a little spark of hope may start a fire...

I didn't deny that I'm lost Nor didn't accept the defeat. I'm searching in this chaos. Even if I end up frozen to death, there is nothing I can do better in that situation. 

So, I'll let the courage rage again, and let me heat up a little bit during that cold.

Courage // TimeChurch Album

A beast approaches from far,
To a peaceful town at the night.
Everything will get burnt,
At the last stand of humankind.
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Art: 
https://tr.pinterest.com/pin/662592163942324932/
https://tr.pinterest.com/pin/374221050306577010/
https://tr.pinterest.com/pin/621567186088293692/

Beast

Amateur comeback!

I really missed the whole fun behind creating music without thinking the audience and professionalism. Lately, everything had to be perfect. So, I sat on my DAW; Reaper, started tweaking things, watched production videos and overall, enjoyed.

Maybe I'll upload this with a better mix, but for now, I want to lean on my chair and relax as I created something unique.

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Art by: 
Pawel Czerwinski
pawel_czerwinski on unsplash

Chroma

It will sound bad, but I missed the Corona times.

Those were the carefree days, schools were closed, I was learning Lmms and everything was hard to do, but in the end, I was glad that I decided to become a musician/a composer. I wish I could hug a song 🥺

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Btw both the song and the cover are from those times.
I love how C418 impacted me musically during those times.  He was one of the reasons I started composing.
I just added the last section, didn't mix it (obviously) and posted it. I love it (but a compressor would be nice)

Simpler Times

A question about whether existing is optimal or not.

."..and the other days, at 3 am, the balcony feels very deep, very relaxing and charming and, eternal… The blinking light of the parking lot calls me everyday. The view is just amazing.",


Happy birthday to me.

Exist

never gonna be famous or smth idc

WIP contemporary piano piece for masterclass

Gray Liminality Record 0.1 (for Masterclass)

My second project on EDM, so we can say experimental...
:)

Cosmic Cat - Art Of AsianZ DreamZ (p2)

My 3rd project. My piece tells the story of an Arabic nomad's one day. He wakes up, packs up his tent, and goes to write his own story with his camel. 

One day, I woke up from a desert-like dream. I don't know what made me dream such a thing, but It was interesting enough to remember I suppose. I didn't remember anything but this melody. So, instead of forgetting the melody and go to have breakfast, I decided to work on it (by a miracle). It took all my day, but when the clocks lean to 3 am, All I had was that.

I'm happy with this actually, even though I hadn't had anything beside free plugins, I managed to do something listenable

I hope you enjoy :)

Cosmic Cat - A Desert Story

This is my first song, I used Lmms and it has no plugins except Dsk inside. I wrote for Lo-fi. It is not a very successful project, but it is my unsuccessful project :) I hope you share your ideas in the comments section, Thank you <3

Cosmic cat - Crickets

I tried a few new things like mastering in this piece, Uhm, it wasn't the best but this is my piece. So I'm happy with this :)

This piece was inspired by our home at midnight. I'm a little tired (took my whole day (especially guitar and trumpet chords), so it may be a little muffled ... OwY

Thanks for listening, Good midnight :)

Cosmic Cat - Midnight

A chilling morning in the snowy fields. It is cold out here, but the fresh cold air and the birds' sounds through the morning sun make It a little more bearable.

The main character of our story leaves his warm and lovely house to collect some wood, but on the far, a sun reflection attracts his attention. He sees something shiny and unusual, but he can't pick what it is. So, with a big curiosity, he lefts his axe, and starts to walk to the reflection he's seeing.

As he continues to walk, he sees the building wasn't that close to him. He starts to doubt if he should turn back, or continue going. With an unbearable wonder of what it might be, he continues to approach. As time passed, he starts to forget about time or his duties. All he can think is the flashing colorful light that comes from a blurry thing.

After an uncountable time, he reaches the reflection. It is a cathedral fully made of ice. He is almost hypnotized. But after the amazement of this beauty, he looks back.

Where was he? How much time was passed exactly? Who was even he? 

Then he sits, as all the questions were passing through his mind. 
He continued to sit...

TimeChurch - The Cosmic Cat // TimeChurch Album

This is one of my old projects, actually I like this one's hype/feelings. 

When I made this, nobody like this, because of bizzare sound/melody. But this is what i wanted to make exactly.

You can't believe how much this piece worth to me..

*Note: Troubadours are musician travellers  at the medieval

Troubadour - The Cosmic Cat

Desperation, he was going through,
Forgetting, all he was known as a truth.
Remembering, just the broken feelings,

Why would you go to a reflection 
that is eye-burning?

Frozen Time - The Cosmic Cat // TimeChurch Album

I'm Suck At Edm Production (lofi) - The Cosmic Cat

Alperen Demirkaya (Composer/pianist)

Glad you came! I am not a bot, beep boop :D

Really, I am an independent artist in college, I study contemporary classical music composition, however, music is more than one genre. So, why not try to make in every genre that a mind can imagine??

Goals to myself:
[X] Create 100 tracks (with contemporary stuff)
[  ] Reach 1k on a single track
[  ] Somehow create an artist identity while publishing weird and unrelated stuff (idk how to achieve this btw)
[  ] Find artist buddies (who also loves EDM, apparently we are very rare)

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