Written, played and recorded by De Cauwer Mathias at Dead Space maze studio, 06/07/2021.

Translated lyrics :

Far from here, from all of you, I walk through tunnels of dangerous thoughts. I wasn't born yet but I had been waiting for a long time. Shadows that don't leave me, now tell me what to hate. Behind that far corner comes something suspicious. Completely bloodied, violent noise. Just beware, or it will take control of you. Tramples all the silence I sow.

A creature of the black cluster. Buy everyone and keep them calm. The emissary of the slavish people. They pull me to their hypno vortex. But I keep quietly hiding. Many doors are locked. Secrets will die in silence. And so they destroy the earth.
I have to be here. Premeditated. An irrepressible lust, has kissed me threateningly. Predictions of fate, but little chance of success. With tragic weapon in hand, I wait menacingly at the edge.

Tell me, tell me where should I go? If only I had been born there, beyond this monster sea.  
What are you going to promise me? My eyes are already full of mud. I don't like all that whining.
There's nothing I can believe anymore.

On the floor, in the veins. I see it everywhere where bugs are groaning. In the ceiling but who was speaking? All titles of the books. God, don't let murder seek me anyway.

What I see, everyone is allowed to join, standing on the highest towers and yet never satisfied. Everything crashes while they are still eating meat. Do you think I want to know all that?
I tell myself why is there so much red.  There is something more because otherwise I want to die. I travel back to times gone by, to touch the end.

Tunnel

Tunnel (live alternative version)


Call me tonight. I am tired of this hope. It makes me sick. 

Call me tonight. I am tired of this world. 

I hear the rain stalking my mind. Too many words have been spoken that one does not find.
(Forbiden silence has won) (backing)

I see  mountains of mistakes
shiney peak shows, smashing smiles, hiding what comes my way. And i am nowhere and no one. 
And nobody knows how its been done.
Blinded laugther spreads like  poluted waters. I don't want to wait and see how destructive the things you believe in will be.


There once was a time, when we where all a born crime.
There is justice know for everyone,
So shoot the bad with your gun.
If everything is right, than tell me wasn't it a useless fight? 
I'll stay on my own. I feel that everything is gone. Everything is gone.

Call me tonight. I am tired of this road, it makes me sick.

Composed, produced and played by Van Niemandsland Mathias.

Echo testament

Written, played and recorded by Mathias De Cauwer at Dead space maze studio, 07/12/2022.

Pondering on my cold, cold bed,
Reminds me of all the things that's been said.
There's something wrong within my heart.
How could i ever learn
From a story with missing parts 

It's beautifull when the stars fall on me
Darkness is my friend, don't you agree?
I only give you all my light
Everytime you die
Don't you agree?
I know what you want
My gift pleases few. 
Blinding claimants of a critical world
Can i give you something new?
Colourfull cloud creatures, high in the sky?
Deep dark tranquility.
You seek to kill my mind
All thoughts die, whatever i claim.
Prophecies fulfilled, it stays the same 

Give me a desolation that floats on peacefull waters. Save my dying for a night among the stars 

It's beautifull when the stars fall on me
Darkness is my friend, don't you agree?
I only give you all my light
Everytime you die
Don't you agree? 

Stars fall on me


'And I looked as he opened the sixth seal, and there was a great earthquake. The sun became black as sackcloth of hair, the whole moon became as blood
And the stars of heaven fell unto the earth, even as a fig tree casteth her untimely figs, when she is shaken of a mighty wind.´

Revelation 6: 12, 13

Cold glow

Cold Glow

Millions of eyes long for this picture.
My heart is drowned
In the lost values of dust 

I'm staring and staring, try to understand.
It's so cold out here, but warmer than the human race 

In shiney hands, there's a star that's born.
Why do it makes everyone so  blind?
I only exist in my own light 

Waiting here in strange nights,
and never want to go... 

Drifting away, there's no goodby
Disapear forever 

And no one will get hurt

Written, played and recorded by Van Niemandsland Mathias at Deadspacemaze studio, March 2024.

I only exist

Make a journey into a dead space maze, if you can make the time to listen...

Home Is Where The Scarecrow Is

Make a journey into a dead space maze, if you can make the time to listen...

This soundscape song is created and inspired based on a dream. This style of making soundscapes/music is therefore called ‘ Dream Story sonification’ in my opinion. There is a scientific aproach to capture the brainwaves from dream activity into sounds but not the whole story and atmosphere of a dream. For making this possible, there is just the memory of the mind and use it to translate it in the right sounds and compositions with experimental sounds of a sampler/synth or other gear. This I have been training for years, to memorize my dreams and using these dreams in translated sound compositions. That was my intention in this song/soundscape.

Corridor Of Pareidolia

Still Tied

Boredom Amusement Park

Tragic Promise

Melody Made Of Falling Tears

Cheap Existence

Release Augustus 2019 at Dead Space maze studio, De Klinge, Belgium.
Written, played and produced by Mathias De Cauwer. 

This soundscape song is created and inspired based on a dream. This style of making soundscapes/music is therefore called ‘ Dream Story sonification’ in my opinion. There is a scientific aproach to capture the brainwaves from dream activity into sounds but not the whole story and atmosphere of a dream. For making this possible, there is just the memory of the mind and use it to translate it in the right sounds and compositions with experimental sounds of a sampler/synth or other gear. This I have been training for years, to memorize my dreams and using these dreams in translated sound compositions. That was my intention in this song/soundscape.
Youtube : https://youtu.be/Elqzfr7HJhs

06/2019

Inserted

Release januari 2020 by Dead space maze studio at De Klinge, Belgium.
Written, played and produced by Mathias De Cauwer.

26/12/2019

Ice anger

Recorded at Dead space maze studio, november 2020. Belgium, De Klinge. Written and played by De Cauwer Mathias.

The Doll's Ascension

Recorded at Dead space maze studio, December 2020. Written and played by De Cauwer Mathias. Mask on the picture made by De Cauwer Mathias.

Desire Of A Dead Child

The superstitious concept of recognizing something as art lies in its nurturing by the public and culture. Non-public creativity is alive and difficult but pure. You will exist in your own light
Says the man with severed hands.
Here are some contempary impurities and public beliefs that can help define the concept of so called ‘art’ and making it but that can kill creativity : 
- Be famous
- You must be educated
- Work on your appearance
- Follow the famous examples
- You must be seen
- What does it yield financially?
- Using drugs

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