Whatever X Cuhz Chris

Prod. EMVART

Wait up a moment
Laid an opponent 
Out on the carpet
So say what you wanna 

Played to my part and
I'm gonna flaunt it
I've been so pissed off 
Sorry my brothers 

I've been avoiding you yes I admit
But you are my boys and I'll never forget 
So I think its time that im letting you in
Into my mind and my thoughts of some shit 

Suicidal thoughts so frequent 
Don't want you to peep it
The reason I aint wanna call on the weekend
Believe me I don't wanna fall off the deep end
I dont wanna think that my heart is still depressed 

But I can't help it 
I'm helping us out as a crew 
do as much as I can
But that shit killing me slowly 
And im feeling lonely 
Still even tho yall got my back 

But I've been working like harder and harder and now I don't wanna 
I feel like I've brought all I have to the table 
I wanna start balling but more than a part of me died
And its chillin in water 

I wanna slaughter the game like im Carter 
But not having will makes this shit fucking harder 

I don't have hope
And that twinkle in my eye
Is gone
And my tank is on less than a quarter 

Just know I love you and
Gaige I'm more proud of you than I could ever put into some words
I fucking mean it and I never doubted you
I fucking envy the way that you work
You got that will and that drive and that hope
And its way more than I ever had in my life 
So don't ever stop
Cause you never needed me
All that I did was just push you to try 

And fuck it
While I'm in this mood
I got some shit to tell estevan too
Homie I love You
And thats through and through
But you need to work hard as gaige and me do 

But you are my brotha that ain't gonna change
Cause when I was on the verge of death
Homie you stayed
Dogg I respect you in so many ways 
But we never talk about real shit that we need to say 

Uh 

And I believe that's the reason
We not as close as we think and we need to
Be I won't leave ya
Mary need to see her
That woman loves you
And you gotta be there 

And you gotta get your mind in the right area
You can't pretend to be happy forever
I never wanna fucking witness your burial
Better never make me read a bye letter 

I'm worried about it
Thats on God
Cause you get drunk instead of cutting your arm
And I do the same
Thats one of our flaws
Cause we stay in pain stead of raising the bar 

And to anyone that look up to me
I'm sorry this stress has been fucking me
Mentally
Thank you for still showing love to me
I wanna be a role model that yall lean on comfortably 

Lately I feel like I'm fumbling
Tumbling dowm and this weight is abundantly
Getting more heavy and everyday crushing me
Spikes set up under me
Look what I done to me

Yes, I Admit (Bonus Track)

[prod. KYRUB]

I've been here for what seems like many years my friend
And I just wanna see the end
Hardships, lived many lives what's next
So can you tell me what's next
Lights brighten, is it a trick can't mend
My broken heart
I hope I can be saved from this
Can I be saved 

Okay I did What I needed to do and now I'm here
No mistake finna lead me to doom don't shed a tear
I done lived a thousand lives or 2 within a year
No more need to roll the dice my tomb in in my mirror 

Aint looking back now 
Go forward and move straight
Cause they'll bring me back down if I ever lose faith
Killed the 7 deadly ones im on to my next fate
Plead my case unto the judge
And hope I through the gate 

And im sitting here thinking bout where the fuck I woulda been
If it wasn't for her offer to reach out a helping hand 

Ida never made it as far as I've come and I mean it
Cause I was leaning on her guidance to lead me into the end 

Now there's 
One step for lack of a better term
I either turn to light or to ashes and fucking burn 

Cause they'll know 
If I learned
And if I understand why this shit need to be earned 

I've been here for what seems like many years my friend
And I just wanna see the end
Hardships, lived many lives what's next
So can you tell me what's next
Lights brighten, is it a trick can't mend
My broken heart
I hope I can be saved from this
Can I be saved
Can I be saved 

If I told you I've been living for a 1000 years and over
you would never believe me 
You'd just assumed that I aint sober 

This is spiritual living that I've been in 
So getting older
Is a myth among the creatures 
Running limbo 
But if only 

I could tell you what's awaiting for me in my next eternity
Then I would be ecstatic 
But its 50 chance of burning me
And 50 chance experiencing happiness eternally 

And maybe it'd been a hundred if I didn't murder me 

It's been a long long journey in between the light and dark
If I never pulled the trigger
Then it wouldn't be as hard
She done shown me all my friend and family with broken hearts
Showed me people who were really proud of me and who they are 

So I've lived a hundred lives in the shoes that wasn't mine
From a baby to their prime till they old and croaked and died
Anyone I ever felt affected by while I was living
Had to walk all of their miles in their shoes and in their mind

Many Lives (Feat. Muddii)

Pussy want no argument bullet dem cyaan test
Fuck the pussy niggas that pulled up and shot X 

This a RIP to Jah Onfroy cause man set
So many bars high like a fiend in the projects 

So x if we could ever talk then
I would tell you just how motherfucking often
Words that you said they helped me get out the bottom
If it weren't for you
Then I would be in a coffin
Honest 

Suicide was riding in my mind then I fucking tried it
I was tryna keep the knife to the side when I started crying 

Feel off I
Pill popped the whole bottle
But I couldn't do it
I was too pussy to fucking swallow 

Then I thought about my idol
You see you are my hope
The reason I aint pop those fucking beans when I felt broke 

To me you were a king
You got leader in your soul
I believe what you were preaching
I dont need to feel alone 

2017
December 7th 

A shooter walked into my school with only bad intentions 

That shit had fucked me up cause i knew I was in the presence
Of motherfucking menace
Who's sending children to heaven 

And in that second 
I felt the fear in me of what death is
The ptsd 
It woulda lasted me fucking decades
But then your message and positivity was a blessing 
Cause the way that I connected
It helped me to get back at it 

And ever since we lost you
I feel like I lost some family 
I'm watching videos of you
I feel like you'd understand me 

And I can't even put into words of how much you helped me
You made me realize that ain't no money can make you wealthy 

All your lyrics make me float
Yo I feel I'm high as ever
Wish we got to see what you planned for bad vibes forever 

It sucks that we will never get to hear it but im fed up
With your fucking management and how they milk you for the cheddar 

We look up to you
Fell in love with your mindset 

I was in my room when they said you pronounced dead 

But they can't say you're gone 
They ain't listen what Jah said 

Cyaan tek my yout, dem
Fuck what dem waan say 

Very fucking rare with the pistol, the concept

Rare (RemiXXX)

Boutta Start Shit

All I’ve Lost

socks on

Plastic (Yung Slink X Lada L.C)

I RECOMMEND YOU READ THESE LYRICS

Back in the act cause a nigga never lack
I might pack a fucking mac in the back of a Acura 

Cause the fact that I'm mad make me wanna get a gat and just brrattt at nigga make a strap my vernacular 

Fucking with me is like a dance with the devil
A normal drum beat is no match for my level
So homie yung slink mixing trap with the metal 

But it ain't ever slowing me
Homie
They fucking loathing me,
OP ho I'm a OG
And vocally I'm exploding
I'll never OD on codein or Molly won't be a dope fiend
You're sodium bitch so low key you salty cause you're below me
You 40 spitting that phoney shit 
Opening with bologna 

You owe me that respect
But you babbling off on bitch shit
Working out to fitness blade in your wrist till its Slit 

Guys why the fuck he hitting this hard and just relentless 

Cause you done pushed me till im pissed
And bitch im hitting my limit 

All day never get a break
Anyone get flamed
Prxd Jay
Catch a fucking bank shot up in the paint
Sautee him in his own weight
Crock pot of Jay 

Aw wait
Last night
Notice I had a problem ayy 

Nah I smoking a blunt
I'd rather be smoking on Jay
You fucking thick Tarzan
I might DM your Jane
You disrespect the caterpillars and you laugh in their face
You supposed to help em cocoon till they're butterflying away 

I dont respect someone with power who use it wrong
I cant bare it
How the fuck your mix is perfect
But the songs are all generic
Bruh your Ego needs some popping
So DMG finna tear it
And don't try to take a shot back Cause homie you gon air it 

Air Ball
Your pair of balls
Are very small
L printed on your face
Embarrassed it ain't wearing off 

Bitch niggas wanna fuck with me 
It's okay
Cause they're all late
When im rocking balmanes 

Talk shit to me
How hot will hell be
Fuck everyone 
Even lada l.c 

Nah dogg got cock blocked by your homie
Tony
Nah dogg you're not raw 

Pop make bro bleed 

He the type to
Hear this and tear on the mic
A
Deer in the light
With his rear to the night 
I appear in windshield 
Then I steer to the right
Just to make sure I hit the pussy nigga on sight 


I aint done till im burning the fucking world into ashes
And any pussy nigga wanna fucking battle can have it
I put a bullet in my head before I fall to the masses
And lucixx nigga
Know your fucking place when you rapping 

I'm super sonic
I Diddy bop thru the city im walking 

You just a broke nigga
Looking for that pity to party 

And you and Lada can bow to me
Kiss the pavement im walking 

Fuck niggas you leaching 
Get off my dick
What im talking 

Fucking dumb bitch really thought I'd miss
What the fuck said 

Said she'd lick on my fucking dick
Gimme sloppy head
Then she slipped cause she thought she hid 
This shit from her friend
This a bitch cause the problem is
Her friend is my ex 

Stupid lil bitch wanna give that pussy out
Then she wonder why I only want my dick up her mouth 

No spouse I laugh out loud
Fuck her on the couch
Then she wanna be my girl 
I say no and she call me foul

Disrespectful pt 2

beats by Ramxon

I & M (XXXTentacion)

https://linktr.ee/Yungslink

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