its not gonna be okay im gonna blow my brains out im sorry ik im a coward

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I Cant Love Myself </3 Feat. Mishaal (PROD. BY Monty Datta)

Alone

SadBoyProlific - Alone [Feat. Ivri ]{prod. Ocean}

…
you hate me.



beat: A thousand reasons why by Coldsteeze 

edited to sound like a woman.

ｗｈａｔ＇ｓ ｓｏ ｇｒｅａｔ ａｂｏｕｔ ｌｉｖｉｎｇ？

How Miserable Do I Have to Be Before You're Happy

CREDITS: 
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LYRICS:

Worse thing comes to worse
I fucking die a tragic death or some shit, and
I'm not able to see out my dreams  

I, at least, wanna know that the kids perceive my message 
And were able to make something of themselves 
And able to take my message 
And use it, and turn it into something positive 
And try to have at least a good life

I just need to be alone right now
I'm so numb to the world right now
It's like I wanna live, but then I let my head down
Just wishing that these people could really feel my pain right now
Now you see me smile (Huh)
But I'm really just lost trynna find myself right now
So please pay attention
What I say is all real when I write it down 
I wanna stand up, but I'm falling back down 
And my life's crashing down 
Wondering what I'm gonna do now
What am I gonna do next?
I'm trynna pull myself, and tell these people I'm the next best
But I'm just really stressed and depressed
So I light another cigarette 
With ten papers worth of aggress'
And I'm writing in my car 'til the sun sets
And I'm playing these beats 'til the feeling gets - surreal 

Yeah, I'm so numb, yeah, I'm so numb, yea
I'm so numb to this world right now (Right now)
I'm so numb, yea, I'm so numb, yea, I'm so- 

Ayy, maybe we should walk a day inside of my shoes
And maybe you would feel the judging that these people put me through
And maybe you would understand my sudden change of mood
And you think I'm being numb to the feeling when a person hurts you
But I'm not- surprise 
Yeah, we hanging in the phone, getting blown up by 20 guys 
A stupid bitch full of lies 
With some angel eyes, but she the devil in disguise, yo
Yeah, red roses on my grave, look up to the sky
My daddy's gone, I ain't even tellin' why 
This silver cross on my neck got some god worth
February 21st I just watch you fly
I just sit back and I cry
I write another line, trynna push it through- decline, decline
So numb I wanna see the sun shine 

Yeah, I'm so numb, yeah, I'm so numb, yea
I'm so numb to this world right now 
I'm so numb, yea, I'm so numb, yea, I'm so

Yeah, what these-
Like what ya'll don't understand about my music is like 
When I say I'm numb like
I've had to drown out all the hate 
That's on my own so I can- 
You know try to pursue a dream that I have
And it's hard- 'cause my thoughts start rushing
When I get this anxiety, feel like- takes over my body
I just be driving down the road and my face just goes numb 
'Cause my thoughts are racin'
And that's why I wrote this song, 'cause I get so numb 
I have to block out all the pain, you know
So that's why, so I fill this song, fill this song

Yeah, I'm so numb, yeah, I'm so numb, yea
I'm so numb to this world right now (Right now)
I'm so numb, yea, I'm so numb, yea, I'm so-
End it

Shiloh Dynasty, Phoenikz Avtaniz, Wolf - Numb

Damn..

i’m sorry too (prod. Why Loner)

Novocaine

Broken(Yung City)

KRYPTONITE

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