Hxstage

play this at a low volume in your room by yourself

i'm not like you, 86 me.

you chose a good time to duck out 
i wish that i could join you but i can't 
cause i'm still here
cause i'm stuck here
so please
take my life from my hands 
i've always been way too scared to pull the trigger
only time can take away the pain 
or me

Please...

right now i'm numb
i did this to my fucking self
and i'm to blame 
evereything that's wrong stems from me
it's up to me to fix this mess
maybe i never will 
cause i've been too tired
maybe someday i'll find myself within the dissonance

Dissonance

don't waste my time 
was this for naught?
should i tell myself that you'll be waiting here if i can just hold out?
and i can't stay trapped inside the runaround again 
you don't seem to be affected as much as i am

i can't stay trapped inside the runaround again 
you don't seem to be affected as much as i am
and i can't just sit back and watch you get away with this 
i still sit here in my misery while you act like everything is fine

and i'm not pressed for time 
i just don't want to waste mine 
cause i can't take it 
i no longer want to fake it 

i can't take it 
this shit hurts but what's worse 
i can't fake it 
anymore

Hxstage

Tenshi