justaftermidnight.tumblr.com ~ had a dream like this. it was a hit and run and a man was left to die. 2 people helped him while I turned away, and I remember feeling really ashamed for not having the courage to do something. then found out it was a hit, and just felt so scared and disturbed. made me wonder what if they turned on me. i would never want people like that in my life. weirdly enough in that dream i called gravy to buy cocaine. i kid you not, it was a weird orgy sex cult, and I thought he was the leader. later was told that he wasnt, never found out who the leader was. also never  got to have an orgy cuz the cops shut the party down. he was really nice on the phone and gave me a free G because it was my birthday. thought it was weird tho that he had a british accent. 

RECKONING

It Rubs The Lotion On Its Skin

note to self nothing good has ever happened in florida slowed

Painkiller (Soundtrack from the Netflix Series)

Living in the Stone Age

You were born to be real, not to be perfect.
xoxo
<3<3 Tracklist <3<3

Surrendering Does Not Make Sense, But It Does - Alan Watts
Intro - I am Legion
D Smoke & Fireboy DML - Sleepwalking
A.CHAL - 000000 (Dirty) - 	
Frank Ocean - Cayendo (Falcons remix)	 - 	
Easy - DaniLeigh
Damn (feat. 6lack) - Omah Lay
In My Bed - Rotimi, Wale (Jabair Remix) - Jabair
Couros - Circles	 - 	
Jeremih - Fuck U All The Time (Shlohmo Remix)
Mystic - ESCPE
Maribou State - Blue Sunday 
Henry Krinkle - Stay (Justin Martin Remix)	
Ill Chill - Judgement	 - 	
Elastic Heart Remix -  Clams Casino  x  DaniLeigh - Lil Bebe	
FORXST - Cold Paris
ATM  - miami nights	
Art Of Fact - Getting Through
Off My Chest	 -  DE-TU & Congi
ROLLN - ESCPE
Ro$e Gold -  EVA808
self care (Xenotype flip) - mac miller
You Felt Right - K.Flay

**Not my artwork, just thought it was cute :) **

So many connections, things that seemed irrelevant at the time all making sense now. I made this mix right after rehab. I was isolated and rejected by the person I was in love with because of monogamy rules. Completely stonewalled out of the blue. I thought if I could demonstrate what real love looks and feels like I could change his mind. He didn't even listen to it. I was so fucking mad and broken by that. I had no choice but to put that love somewhere else. back into myself. self love can only be learned when you have no choice. that's what healed me. 

 I also started reading tarot at the same time, this must be when I started channeling Mac because he went through the same struggle. I hadn't even listened to his music at this point. only a few songs. but self care got me through the darkest times of my addiction when i felt utterly alone. the few moments of joy were listening to that song. bringing my inner world into creation through music is what healed me.  the big realizon was "why am i chasing someone who doesnt seem to give a fuck about me? what does that say about me?" now i only chase the best version of myself. I still dont know where I'll end up, its more about manifesting a dream and trusting that the right person will find you when the time is right. you can't force love.

 as someone whose used to always getting what I want that filled me with rage.... and that brings us to house of mirrors. and yes serendipidy on that one too. i just harvest and that mix poured outta me like hot lava in 48 hours. my best work came from pain not joy. 

when i finally spoke with him again one year later, he treated me like his worst enemy, because cheating "destroyed" his life. It reminded me of peeta after being tortured by the capitol, like he was turned against me. it's why I don't believe in traditional monogamy anymore. it feels too extreme and naive imo. To me, love is sharing, being humble, generous, and free. "I love to see you laugh even if I didn't write the joke." 
The dark night of the soul is no joke, but you gotta touch the darkness before you can see the light. It's the price of ascension. silver linings. i see dead people. i still dont know for sure... 🤔 uncertainty has it purpose too... look at all the treasures i found in my search! idk imma let the dead rest in peace. thank you, next. luv ya, sing it at my funeral. 

"I observe"
what else is there to do when everyone ghosts you and calls you crazy. a dreamer's curse. we see outside the box 

just cranked up the oven, can u feel it

can empathy be taught? the looming question of my pursuit

no, it must be felt
karma
not a punishment
a desire to understand the inverse of one's actions
the soul seeks to experience all that it doesn't yet understand
ping pong until settling in the middle like a pendulum
how time is kept
∞, was invented by the English mathematician John Wallis in 1655. Three main types of infinity may be distinguished: the mathematical, the physical, and the metaphysical.
21 the world + 0 the fool + 1 the magician
=
2 the lovers + 2 dublcup
just me
my own two hands
odyssey ~ the pursuit of the beloved

Love Alchemy

In this episode, Kapka Kassabova joins us for a conversation about her most recently published book, Elixir, the third in what will soon be a quartet set in the southern Balkans. She speaks about how the heartbreak that she found during her journey for the first book in the quartet prepared her emotionally for Elixir, why she always seeks out a guide during her travels, and why it's important for every traveler (and writer) to "own your wounds and your hopes."

Elixir: Interview with Kapka Kassabova


~ O true apothecary, Thy drugs are quick. Thus with a kiss I die. ~

Act V
as the sun sets in the west
the underworld awaits
caught in queen charlottes web
c'est deja vu
a war of independence

ambrosia runs dry
3 coins for chiron
$$$

I'm curious G
why choose
trick or treat 
when you can have both

the world is a stage
are we just actors?
is G is for Gertrude?
is it nectar or ear poison?
to be or not to be?
or is choice the illusion?

am I Hercules?
with my arrow dipped in hydra's blood?

fuck if I know
all I know is it's deadly
and revenge is sweet
though my teeth will rot

the art of sacrifice
is calculated wisdom

the beauty of creation
outlives the pain of death

taint not thy mind
see you in hell romeo 💋
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
X Wolfgang 
X Amadeus
X Phoenix
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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IM JUST NOW WAKING UP BASSNECTAR 

I do not own any rights to this song. Just a remake I heard live awhile back!

AMERICAN BEAUTY X EMPATHY (Bassnectar Live Edit)

Thank You Happy Birthday

Shake Me Down

Plans

I Will Follow You into the Dark

Rated R

Monsters In The Parasol

Everything Was Beautiful And Nothing Hurt

Welcome To The Slaughterhouse

Reflektor (Deluxe)

Crucified Again

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Surrounded by Vampires

Empathy has become a big buzzword over the past few years, and, chances are you’ve wondered if your spouse, your kids, or your boss lacks empathy altogether? Or are you the one you’re worried about? In part 1 of 2, Tony looks at the 3 components of empathy and covers 5 evidence-based methods for teaching, modeling and nurturing empathy.

Tony Overbay LMFT

Ep93 Can Empathy Be Taught/Learned or Is It a Factory Setting? Part 1 of 2

Part 2 of Tony’s podcast on teaching empathy. Are women more empathetic than me? The answer may surprise you. Tony discusses 5 more evidence-based methods for teaching, modeling and nurturing empathy from Gwen Dewar, Ph.D’s excellent article from Parenting Science. Plus, are we born morally “stupid” or do we inherently know right from wrong?

Ep95 Part 2 Can Empathy Be Taught/Learned or Is It a Factory Setting?

Covering Our Asses is an online collective of musicians covering a wide array of artists. We are always interested in collaboration and adding talent to the circle so if you're interested in contributing private message the channel or email us at coveringourasses@gmail.com.

Guitars - 100011101011 - www.youtube.com/channel/UCmBCCEQ4…AidxJlhbUQ/videos -  @Rubendc4 / @Triplezeroo0 on Instagram 

Vocals - Tim Claridge - www.facebook.com/timclaridgemusic/ - @dolemitetim on Instagram

Drums / Bass / Keys / Effects / Production - CP

God Is In The Radio by Queens of the Stone Age

Tracklist ☀️

00:00 Finally Alone
02:55 The Peak
06:20 Wooden Raft (ft. Tony Goddess) 
07:58 Hand Fishing
11:15 When The Fire Dies 

❤️ Huge huge thanks to Tony Goddess from 90’s band « Papas Fritas » for participating in the EP  

🐟 Find the EP everywhere : coming soon
💿 Get the EP on Bandcamp : https://bit.ly/2rjaz8H

How Not To Die on a Desert Island [EP] 🌴

MERCH

Joji - Ew (OAKK Remix)

All things gangsta ~ future bass, trap, triphop, phonk, latin, house
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Mi$$ G