Masochist

The Death of Me

Pray for Rain

[Verse 1]
The skyline screams in gasoline hues
Smoke drips down like yesterday's news
Sirens hum me back to sleep
While demons dig where hope runs deep

[Pre-Chorus]
I used to beg for silence, now it’s all I hear
A choir of nothing, cruel and clear

[Chorus]
Tell me how the fuck I’m supposed to carry on
When every prayer I had was dragged on
I rot in the noise, erased from the throng
When the world is on fire
Where do I belong?

[Verse 2]
Billboards weep with vacant eyes
Selling pills to drown the cries
They scream "awake" while I’m half-dead
Gnawing on the lies I’m fed

[Pre-Chorus]
Apathy's a blade I kiss each night
Draws no blood but still bites

[Chorus]
Tell me how the fuck I’m supposed to carry on
When truth gets gutted in every song
I'm just static where the screams belong
When the world is on fire
Where do I belong?

[Bridge]
Watch the oceans blister, the heavens seethe
No gods, no grace, just grit in teeth
If this is survival, then let me decay
I'd trade this breath for a faster way

Skies bleed rust, and the soil won't sleep
Graves fill faster than secrets keep
I scream through smoke till my lungs are gone
Still no one's listening; just moving on

[Chorus]
Tell me how the fuck I’m supposed to carry on
When mercy’s mute and justice gone
My voice, a cinder, in a world gone wrong
When the world is on fire
Where do I belong?

[Outro]
Where do I belong
When even rage feels hollow
And hope won’t follow

Belong Part 1

Wash me in shadow
Pages in Clouds 2025


The night is wide and cold and deep,
A hollow place where secrets sleep.
I called for help, I begged the sky…
But only silence passed me by.


There’s no reply… no mercy near you.
You can scream in the darkness… no one will hear you.



You can scream in the darkness!
No one will hear you!
Tear your throat raw — it won't come near you!
Scream in the dark!
No one will hear you!
This void is your god now — let it steer you!


Alone with nothing, not even pain,
Just echo's bones and blacker rain.
No walls, no ground, no end, no birth—
Just floating rot beneath the earth.


You can scream — but it fades.
You can beg — but it betrays.
You can bleed — but no one sees.
The dark forgets… everything.


You can scream in the darkness!
No one will hear you!
No one. Will hear. You.
SCREAM IN THE DARK!
NO ONE WILL—
NO ONE WILL—
NO ONE—WILL—HEAR—YOU!


I whispered once…
I screamed for years…
And all I found
Was silence near.
You can scream in the darkness…
But no one will hear you.

pb2025

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