Lyrics:

Wake with regret at waking up again
Open my mind, and light a cigarette
Bring on the noise behind my eyes: 
Today is already the same as yesterday, and the day before...

I'll keep my feelings underground
While I'm telling you I'm fine
I could try to speak my mind, but it's just a waste of time
It doesn't make no shred of sense 
To shatter someone's innocent pretence
That they know or that they'd understand at all...

Travel down a rabbit hole of self worth, self pity and self doubt
Tell myself I can keep it in, don't let it blacken anybody else
Defer, deflect, retain, and claim I'm honest with myself
Try to find the words I need to ask for help 

I'll keep my feelings underground
While I'm telling you I'm fine
I could try to speak my mind, but it's just a waste of time
It just don't make no shred of sense 
To shatter someone's innocent pretence
That they know or that they'd understand at all.

There's a light just up the way 
If you can shut the door on yesterday
I'll pull you through so kick and scream
Just know you can always count on me
We'll find the way, we have to try
Stop kidding yourself that the end is nigh...

I'll keep my feelings underground
While I'm telling you I'm fine
I could try to speak my mind, but it's just a waste of time
It just don't make no shred of sense 
To shatter someone's innocent pretence
That they know or that they'd understand at all.

The Pulsar Night