Of Other Worlds

inhabited by a cry
fear lives through me
anger eats me up
I don’t want to be

A speckle of dust
On your dirty sleeve
someone you’d trust
But still choose to leave

Behind my words
There’s a world untold
I simmer and rust
Like I’m untouchable 

Feed me, feed my emptiness
Need me, need the openness 
Fool me, fool my silliness 
Choose me, give me tenderness

This time and place
Is an eerie space
Between blinks of an eye
And your shaking breaths

Fill my mouth with sweetness
Touch my skin, it’s reckless 
Hit that ceiling of moisture 
Slip right into my vessel 

Feed me, feed my emptiness
Need me, need the openness 
Fool me, fool my silliness 
Choose me, give me tenderness

Fear Lives Here

My eyes are on fire
They’re burning for her
Well I’m feeling the heat from her every word
cold is still bitting
it bites like a lion
I’ll just take it and tell her I’m alright

thirst is never ending
And I sip for a breath
The high that leaves you angry
And rolling down with death 


Over and over and over and over and over again
Over and over and over and over, over again
I’m falling

Lying here scratching at nightmare
I’m selling my dreams
I'm never upset for the reason it might seem

I'm trading my visions
My sorries won't track
I'm trying, I’m trying and buying all my dreams back

Over and over and over and over, over again
Over and over and over and over, over again
I’m falling

her eyes are on fire
they’re filled with desire
I’m burning red
can’t seem to get her out my head

her eyes are on fire
they’re filled with desire
She’s breaking my heart
and I can’t seem to piece it back again
 
Over and over and over and over, over again
Over and over and over and over, over again
I’m falling

Lyrics: Solitary Son, The Real Runna
Songwriter: The Real Runna

Eyes On Fire

I’m here, can you see me?
do you hear when I scream?
I shout, you’re not near me
burried all of thy will

you’re hurting inside
and it’s spilling all over 
your love is obscene
it’s a dirty machine

sullied and swallowed
these muddy waters
your affection so shallow
all I’m left with is hollow

hold me, please
give me ease
I’m dying
don’t disappear

hold me, please
give me ease
I’m trying
please don’t disappear

your twisted fate
consumes my soul
your ghostly arms
thy eerie hold

the terror and pain
I suffer in vain
your affliction
has drained me

sullied and swallowed
these muddy waters
your affection so shallow
all I’m left with is hollow

hold me, please
give me ease
I’m dying
don’t disappear

hold me, please
give me ease
I’m trying
please don’t disappear

hold me, please
hold me, please
hold me, please
hold me, please

Mother

Oath

reign over me

pale and cold
a view untold
it screams for me
chants follow the

void of your eyes
a massive disguise
of secrets on hold
your mirror unfolds

red on your face
red your embrace

(exhale and inhale
while you part with this trail
your heaviness
slips into my ears)

and there it rests
there it breeds

trick my fear
your whisper near
I swallow thy pain
till darkness will reign

your mush is so fraille
it trembles and tears
your skin is a a sin
unseen as it flares

red on your face
red your embrace 


reign over me, reign, over me

Reign Over Me

Rage my insides
You spare no corner
Make me unhinged
Emotional hoarder
We’re parted by the sea
Unforeseen casualties
Gruesome random novelty

Ruthless and violent
This feeling we’re after
Cares not for kindness

Greatest release
You bind me 
You tear me apart
From the inside out
Flow through me
Sweet river

We're cursed to hold on tight
This cruel wave cuts deep, bleeds me out
I can’t be without you
 
Greatest release
You bind me 
You tear me apart
From the inside out
Flow through me
Sweet river

Deep End

Entangle all my wires, you make me obsolete
Relieve me of my sorrow
And when you say I have this warmth inside me
Back and forth, the things that we resort to
Between panic and surrender
Desire and disillusionment 
We forgo all of these notions we have of love

It’s hot and cold, 
can’t get a hold
of the one I used to be
I’m torn apart
my broken heart
relief this ache inside of me

Grab me and throw me into the abyss
This bottomless feeling, you’ve triggered this itch

come undone, defenseless 
Don’t let go, I’ll fall and crawl

Grab me and throw me into the abyss
Grab me and throw me into the abyss

I'm torn apart, my broken heart
I'm torn apart
I'm torn apart, my broken heart
Relieve this ache inside of me

Those Who've Tasted

Like a feather in the wind
whisper softly from within
I am easy, light and thin
no one hears me as I spin

You spin me round
I am not bound
to the ground
I make no sound

I am everything and nothing
there’s no place to hide
you’re a natural disaster
and you’re stuck inside my mind

treat me kindly
spin me gently
kiss my lips
won’t make a sound

I grow weaker
when you’re near me
give yourself
I’m yours to hold

swear you’ll treat me better
than those before you
say that you won’t break me
I’ve fallen for you

No Place To Hide

feat. Goat Screaming https://soundcloud.com/goat-screaming

You never saw yourself
The way that I see you
You never believed 
That you deserved more than this

Why are you so afraid
Of something new
You don’t need to

See the world in brightest colours
I know that you’ve been hurting for too long
For too long
To be able to see
What I see when I look at you

Let go of the past self inflicted pain at last
These thoughts are just angry demons on you chest
They eat your up, they spit you out
You have got so much light deep inside

Let go of the past self inflicted pain 
These thoughts are just angry demons
They eat your up, they spit you out
You have got so much light deep inside

I see the real you
I see the real you
I see the real you
I see the real you
I see the real you
I see the real you
I see the real you
I see the real you

let go of your past
let go of your past

The one I know (feat. Goat Screaming)

They see your light 
And try to smother it
They hear your song 
They want to kill it

They look at you
They keep on wondering how
You’re still reaching for those heights
They’ve always dreamt of
But they’re not climbing
They dare not try 

You’ve got this
Don’t blink for too long
Look forward
You are so close
You’ve got this
You’re almost there, 
Just trust it
Don’t you let go

I know you’re scared
You’re not alone
Thirsty for your pain
It’s driving them insane that you’re trying
Eager to reign
They want to rule over your body

Are you in chains
No more restraints
Just run over anybody
Who stands in your way

Starlight

Neon lights
Reflecting in your eyes
Midnight talks
Underneath the skies
Hand in hand
In this crazy land
In our world
Where our dreams expand

Neon Dreams

Don’t quite feel like a grownup
Just like a kid that’s playing dressup
I walk in someone else’s shoes
My life's been on a holdup

Oh, you see the path I have crossed
The  footprints I’ve left behind
You see the narrowing road
But please don’t try to rewind

I got issues, it’s what they tell me
When they look into my empty eyes
Nothing does it quite like it used to
Nothing makes me feel as warm inside

You see the laughter we had
All the tears in our eyes
You see my naked body
Behind my chilling disguise

And I know it That you love me
And I can still feel all of that inside
Please take comfort, I still feel it
I still think you made me better

I got issues, it’s what they tell me
When they look into my empty eyes
Nothing does it quite like it used to
Nothing makes me feel as warm inside

I got issues, it’s what they tell me
When they look into my empty eyes
Nothing does it like it used to
Nothing makes me feel 
the way you do
the way you do

I got issues
I got issues
I got issues
I got issues
Nothing does it like it used to

Chasing Shadows

Did scary movies teach you nothing
You used to watch them as kid
You fool, I thought that you knew better
Cause darkness lurks, so don’t look back

We’re made of confusion
Your eyes an intrusion
You’ve broken and entered
You’re a wild perpetrator

We’re made of confusion
Your eyes an intrusion
You’ve broken and entered
You’re a wild perpetrator

Did scary movies teach you nothing
You used to watch them as kid
You fool, I thought that you knew better
Cause darkness lurks, so don’t look back

Don't Look Back

I walk these streets alone
The houses look so very small
Your shadow follows me around
I walk these streets alone 

My mind is always haunted 
My thoughts, they never die
They won’t quiet down
They keep on fighting inside my mind

It’s cruel and it’s unkind
The way you make me feel
I’m never gonna be
The same again 

You’ve treated me so well

I’ve tried pretending they’re not there
These thoughts they’re trying not to stare at you
But that is all they do
Tried pretending they’re not there
You gaze into my eyes
Nothing works, it never dies

Clutter

I hear melodies. Then try to make them come to life with my very poor writing and singing skills. But I love the process