The Real Runna

A crack in your window and light’s made its way 
Into the hollow room tonight
Empty glasses lie sad on the floor
Last night was a cold long one
Tiny speckles of dust from our tango
The bedsheets have creased away

You, you

You have shattered all my walls
You have a hold on me
You have shattered all my walls
All defenses are gone, I’m lost
Wanna lie here alone tonight

You, you

You have a hold on me 
You have a hold on me
You have a hold on me

You, you

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Mix & Master: @sane

Walls (Sane | mix)

Singer-Songwriter - The Real Runna
Instrumental, Mix & Master - Safe Upstairs
Producer - Safe Upstairs https://soundcloud.com/safeupstairs-wardownbelow

I sit here contemplating
On life’s bitersweet memories
I can’t escape this aching
I can’t fool this body of mine

I want you
I have to have you
You want to
I know you do

You make me
Want it all
You make me
Long for more

shiny from a distance
but does your light keep its pull
your brightness hits me hard
I got to guard my eyes

I want you
I have to have you
You want to
I know you do

You make me
Want it all
You make me
Long for more

Make Me (feat. Safe Upstairs)

Singer-songwriter The Real Runna
Mixed by Wrecking Eyes https://on.soundcloud.com/ta4FGhUcEJfcmZq58

Melted chocolate on my skin
Sitting in my bed, 
Why am I so afraid
I dream of your pale face
Your eyes have pierced my soul
I feel myself

Drink another round of whiskey, yeah
Say another tipsy lie, like you don’t care
Keep me wavering for weeks, yeah, I’m fine!
Your dried up voice crawls down my spine

Get up and run another mile
What’s wrong, why can’t I feel alright?
Get up and run another mile
What’s wrong, why can’t I feel alright?

Dead inside, drives me mad
Mildly numb, it’s numbing all this waste
My altered mind, another fight
Makes me sense that sour aftertaste

Don’t waste your time, honey
Don’t spend another moment on me
Done wasting my energy on this
Seems you don’t know I exist

It seems you don’t know I exist

Why can't I feel alright (Wrecking Eyes | Mix)

Hellride

Skirtchaser ft. The Real Runna | prod. by 회사AUTO - Hurts

inhabited by a cry
fear lives through me
anger eats me up
I don’t want to be

A speckle of dust
On your dirty sleeve
someone you’d trust
But still choose to leave

Behind my words
There’s a world untold
I simmer and rust
Like I’m untouchable 

Feed me, feed my emptiness
Need me, need the openness 
Fool me, fool my silliness 
Choose me, give me tenderness

This time and place
Is an eerie space
Between blinks of an eye
And your shaking breaths

Fill my mouth with sweetness
Touch my skin, it’s reckless 
Hit that ceiling of moisture 
Slip right into my vessel 

Feed me, feed my emptiness
Need me, need the openness 
Fool me, fool my silliness 
Choose me, give me tenderness

Fear Lives Here

My eyes are on fire
They’re burning for her
Well I’m feeling the heat from her every word
cold is still bitting
it bites like a lion
I’ll just take it and tell her I’m alright

thirst is never ending
And I sip for a breath
The high that leaves you angry
And rolling down with death 


Over and over and over and over and over again
Over and over and over and over, over again
I’m falling

Lying here scratching at nightmare
I’m selling my dreams
I'm never upset for the reason it might seem

I'm trading my visions
My sorries won't track
I'm trying, I’m trying and buying all my dreams back

Over and over and over and over, over again
Over and over and over and over, over again
I’m falling

her eyes are on fire
they’re filled with desire
I’m burning red
can’t seem to get her out my head

her eyes are on fire
they’re filled with desire
She’s breaking my heart
and I can’t seem to piece it back again
 
Over and over and over and over, over again
Over and over and over and over, over again
I’m falling

Lyrics: Solitary Son, The Real Runna
Songwriter: The Real Runna

Eyes On Fire

Oath

Rage my insides
You spare no corner
Make me unhinged
Emotional hoarder
We’re parted by the sea
Unforeseen casualties
Gruesome random novelty

Ruthless and violent
This feeling we’re after
Cares not for kindness

Greatest release
You bind me 
You tear me apart
From the inside out
Flow through me
Sweet river

We're cursed to hold on tight
This cruel wave cuts deep, bleeds me out
I can’t be without you
 
Greatest release
You bind me 
You tear me apart
From the inside out
Flow through me
Sweet river

Deep End

Like a feather in the wind
whisper softly from within
I am easy, light and thin
no one hears me as I spin

You spin me round
I am not bound
to the ground
I make no sound

I am everything and nothing
there’s no place to hide
you’re a natural disaster
and you’re stuck inside my mind

treat me kindly
spin me gently
kiss my lips
won’t make a sound

I grow weaker
when you’re near me
give yourself
I’m yours to hold

swear you’ll treat me better
than those before you
say that you won’t break me
I’ve fallen for you

No Place To Hide

feat. Goat Screaming https://soundcloud.com/goat-screaming

You never saw yourself
The way that I see you
You never believed 
That you deserved more than this

Why are you so afraid
Of something new
You don’t need to

See the world in brightest colours
I know that you’ve been hurting for too long
For too long
To be able to see
What I see when I look at you

Let go of the past self inflicted pain at last
These thoughts are just angry demons on you chest
They eat your up, they spit you out
You have got so much light deep inside

Let go of the past self inflicted pain 
These thoughts are just angry demons
They eat your up, they spit you out
You have got so much light deep inside

I see the real you
I see the real you
I see the real you
I see the real you
I see the real you
I see the real you
I see the real you
I see the real you

let go of your past
let go of your past

The one I know (feat. Goat Screaming)

They see your light 
And try to smother it
They hear your song 
They want to kill it

They look at you
They keep on wondering how
You’re still reaching for those heights
They’ve always dreamt of
But they’re not climbing
They dare not try 

You’ve got this
Don’t blink for too long
Look forward
You are so close
You’ve got this
You’re almost there, 
Just trust it
Don’t you let go

I know you’re scared
You’re not alone
Thirsty for your pain
It’s driving them insane that you’re trying
Eager to reign
They want to rule over your body

Are you in chains
No more restraints
Just run over anybody
Who stands in your way

Starlight

Neon lights
Reflecting in your eyes
Midnight talks
Underneath the skies
Hand in hand
In this crazy land
In our world
Where our dreams expand

Neon Dreams

Don’t quite feel like a grownup
Just like a kid that’s playing dressup
I walk in someone else’s shoes
My life's been on a holdup

Oh, you see the path I have crossed
The  footprints I’ve left behind
You see the narrowing road
But please don’t try to rewind

I got issues, it’s what they tell me
When they look into my empty eyes
Nothing does it quite like it used to
Nothing makes me feel as warm inside

You see the laughter we had
All the tears in our eyes
You see my naked body
Behind my chilling disguise

And I know it That you love me
And I can still feel all of that inside
Please take comfort, I still feel it
I still think you made me better

I got issues, it’s what they tell me
When they look into my empty eyes
Nothing does it quite like it used to
Nothing makes me feel as warm inside

I got issues, it’s what they tell me
When they look into my empty eyes
Nothing does it like it used to
Nothing makes me feel 
the way you do
the way you do

I got issues
I got issues
I got issues
I got issues
Nothing does it like it used to

Chasing Shadows

Produced by Gabriel Sucea https://soundcloud.com/gabrielsucea
Singer-Songwriter - The Real Runna

I’ve been holding on
To this bitterness for too long
Can’t leave the past behind
Carrying all the bad shit I hide 

I’ve been holding on
To this bitterness for too long
Can’t leave past behind
Carrying all the bad shit I hide 

I know it stings
Let it all, let it all out
Just let it breathe
Let it all, let it all out

I know it stings
Let it all, let it all out
Just let it breathe
Let it all, let it all out

This thing my hurt
Brush it off, brush it off
It’s not your thing
Don’t let it eat you up inside

Let it all, let it all, let it all
wash away
Let it all, let it all,
Leave it all behind

Let it all, let it all, let it all
wash away
Let it all, let it all,
Leave it all behind

I know you've been hurting, 
I know you've been sad
I know you've been carrying all
leave it behind

Leave it | Gabriel Sucea Mix

Did scary movies teach you nothing
You used to watch them as kid
You fool, I thought that you knew better
Cause darkness lurks, so don’t look back

We’re made of confusion
Your eyes an intrusion
You’ve broken and entered
You’re a wild perpetrator

We’re made of confusion
Your eyes an intrusion
You’ve broken and entered
You’re a wild perpetrator

Did scary movies teach you nothing
You used to watch them as kid
You fool, I thought that you knew better
Cause darkness lurks, so don’t look back

Don't Look Back

I walk these streets alone
The houses look so very small
Your shadow follows me around
I walk these streets alone 

My mind is always haunted 
My thoughts, they never die
They won’t quiet down
They keep on fighting inside my mind

It’s cruel and it’s unkind
The way you make me feel
I’m never gonna be
The same again 

You’ve treated me so well

I’ve tried pretending they’re not there
These thoughts they’re trying not to stare at you
But that is all they do
Tried pretending they’re not there
You gaze into my eyes
Nothing works, it never dies

Clutter

I see your world
The pain and cold
I see your way
Still chose to stay

You were born
With a heart of stone

Heart of stone (x3)
You were born

You walk the night
From side to side
You choose to hide
From this fight

You walk the night
From side to side
You choose to hide
From this fight

You were born
With a heart of stone

You were born
With a heart of stone

You were born
With a heart of stone

I see your world
The pain and cold
I see your way
Still chose to stay

I see your world
The pain and cold
I see your way
Still chose to stay

You were born
With a heart of stone

I see you world

Bridges

In the swirling abyss of scattered thoughts
Where the line between sense and nonsense is lost
Each heartbeat echoes a twisted refrain

Lost in the void, can't you perceive
The realm of illusions designed to deceive
Break from the chains 
Embrace the anarchy, set your spirit free

Our Shadows dance in a fevered trance
We are canvas painted with cosmic chance
Colors bleed and meanings dissolve


Lost in the void, can't you perceive
The realm of illusions designed to deceive
Break from the chains 
Embrace the anarchy, set your spirit free


Amidst the chaos, we find our voice
Against all odds, we make our choice
Despite this madness, we'll weather the storm

Lost in the void, can't you perceive
The realm of illusions designed to deceive
Break from the chains 
Embrace the anarchy, set your spirit free

Exposure (ft. Goat Screaming)

Triggered

That’s how we know, hard not to show
The inner things we share
Whisper my name, I touch your face
Your eyes can see my pain

You smell of songs, they sing of love
Softest skin, it speaks of wounds within

At night you pray, beg me to stay
Your faith so pure in us 
Stay or run
Linger or shun me

Either way the wind will sing your name
You hurt my eyes, your beauty cuts through lies
Either way the wind will sing your name
You hurt my eyes, your beauty cuts through lies


Faith so pure, at night you pray
Beg me to stay
Evermore
Your faith so pure
At night you pray, beg me to stay

Beg me to stay
Beg me to stay
Beg me to stay
Beg me to stay
Evermore

The Wind Will Sing Your Name

I hear melodies. Then try to make them come to life with my very poor writing and singing skills. But I love the process