i learned

how I would end it

i can see right thru u
i can see inside ur shell
won't you call me worthless
won't you say you're doing well
and we were only 13
when we decided not to care
the lights are getting brighter
and now we're losing all our hair, and teeth, and flesh, and seeds, and mother seems to be calling
ignore the phone and cut ourselves, the blood will pour oh well, oh well
we'll find someone to raise us new, im growing pretty fond of you
addicted to a feeling that i miss 
a couple of them there's a list
and you would be the first to know
when i give in, into the snow
when i finally overdose
i love you, thought i'd let you know

i can't seem to breathe
i can't seem to stop speaking
about the freezing cold
and how it's making us grow old
and i always saw it coming
i never knew it'd be so soon
i need to get some answers
i need to get away from you, your eyes they draw me in
the gravity it gives me wind to pull myself out of the pit
i fall back in i fall back in
mistakes will make us greater in the end but there's no help to grow from them
whatever should i approach next
the choice could lead right to my death

and im so close
and im so close
the air is thin 
a comatose
dont go home 
dont go home
i need your help
down in my bones
and this must be the end
the grasshoppers will fly again
and all the long lost kids
will be abandoned once again, again, again and again

ignore the phone (demo)

I wasn't thinking
The night I told you all about my feelings
But you just listened
Shared a smile or two
I loved looking at you

I matched the distance
Met you on a train and you made me think that I was going insane
But in a good way
If that makes any sense
I kind of enjoyed it

Te distance

lyrics:
And at long last the time has come
To watch the water watch it run
Away from us back to the sea
But we won’t ever see a thing
Cos it moves faster than u think
Can u picture skating rinks
And sliding at the speed of light
Just like we did that summer night,
Do u recall just what u said to me
Do u realize what it means
Maybe not but that’s okay
I might have to go away
cos I can’t take much more pain
am I getting in the way
i’m distraught and now my thoughts are eating away at my brain

And could u see
the look inside my eyes the moment you got out and stared right back at me
How could it be
My stomach starts to cramp when ur around and start to speak, am I a freak
I hope it’s me
That you can’t help but notice when you’re walking down the street, I hope it’s me
But could it ever be
Well I don’t really know but do I wanna know or just keep wondering

I wrote ur name big in the dirt
And collapsed because something hurt
But I don’t know just what it was
It took my breath it took the sun 
Out of my eyes for just a sec
And scared me shitless so I checked 
to Make sure I still had a pulse and it was slow, oh that was close
And u ran over just to check on me
And u kissed me on the cheek 
But now it’s been a couple months
And u have disappeared for what
Maybe im too daft to see
maybe ur in front of me
Maybe I should stop looking, maybe I should stop looking

And could u see
That for u I’d tag along, just for you I would do anything
How could it be
did u find somebody else already, find somebody much better than me
Wish I was free
So I could move along already, I know you’ve been hiding just from me
But could it ever be
The thought that haunts my brain so often, the reason I would give u all of me

and could you see (demo)

white rooms (alt version)

Song was on Through The Soil, a compilation of many songs from many artists.
Song was removed from the compilation after some things that happened. 

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time (alternate version)

reflex - fail better heal faster cover

1979 - smashing pumpkins cover

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