hi so uh this is my first track ever to have been uploaded on soundcloud. i originally wrote this song and recorded it in my bedroom so both of the music and the audio quality may sound like shit. anyway it's my depression anthem so i hope y'all enjoy it.
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here's the lyrics:

[verse 1] ask myself
what do i want in this life?
ask my heart
why do i want to take my life?

[pre-chorus] bring my self into life, hand myself in tonight,
set myself free from my mind
hold me up in the void, face my own inner voice,
push my pass my breaking point.

[chorus] if there's a god above
please tell me what to do
if there's a god above
please tell me am i free to go?
all of this pain i can't take it no more so please leave mercy on me, let me go.

[verse 2] search for help
what do i do to escape myself?
run away 
from all the feelings that went astray.

[pre-chorus] 
[chorus]
[bridge] aaaaaaaaaaa please help me aaaaaaaa
ba-da-da-da-da ba-da-da.

self.

so this is like a small present for my boi who is half the earth away from me.
i love you a lot.

the moon song cover ("her" ost)

so like i promised to post this track at the beginning of the month but i happened to eventually post it at the end of the month and 2 hours later than promised. but like this piece of music is dedicated to my boyfriend as i wrote this for his birthday and we're currently half the earth apart.
and i love him.
sit back and enjoy.

[verse 1] từ lúc anh đi xa, dưới hiên nhà chỉ còn em và gió
(since you were gone, underneath the terrace only me and the winds left)
ca mãi bài ca, những lời ru đưa anh về trong giấc mơ
(singing forever the song whose words bring you into my dreams)

[pre-chorus 1] nhà vắng teo, phòng hút heo, mình em với hai con mèo
(house is empty, room is empty, only me with two cats)
giường vắng tanh, chỉ thiếu anh, chỉ mong anh về thật nhanh
(bed is empty, awaits you only, wants you to come home soon only)

[chorus] bao chiếc hôn sao vượt ngàn dặm xa bay tới?
(a million kisses, how to surpass a millions miles to get to you?)
mái tóc ai với hình hài đang ở phương trời nào mới?
(whose hair with whose figure, where are they?)
nhớ lắm nhưng cũng chẳng biết làm sao, thôi em xin gửi anh nắm mùi hương, thôi em xin gửi anh nắm tình thương.
(miss you so much but i don't know what to do, i'll just send you a handful of my scent, a handful of my love)

[verse 2] ngày tháng cứ trôi qua, vẫn mái nhà, và em vẫn giữ
(days pass by, the home still, i hold still)
mãi những niềm thương, những hoài mong thấy anh về trong nắng mai
(the memories, the longings for you to come home under the sunlight)

[pre-chorus 2] rồi ngóng trông rồi nhớ mong ngồi đây viết ra vài dòng
(and waiting and longing, and being here writing down stuff)
hình bóng ai mùi hương ai biết đến bao giờ nhạt phai?
(whose figure whose scent, i wonder when they'll fade?)

[chorus]
[outtro] aaaaaaaaaaaa x3.14

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