So where are you
when will i find you
and when i see you 
will it be dark or clear

did heaven spill 
you out of her clouds
or did hell create you with the darkest sounds

ive seen both
spent time deep below
and ive been lifted up above the land and the snow

i dont wanna go back
to the valleys i know
im too familiar with their rivers and stones

are you the same as me
are you dirty or clean
ive lived in the mud and had the water wash me

will you take me like this
do you want me like that
can i take you too in spite of your past

/
i dont wanna go back to where i was born
im so scared of love ive never known it before
my heart is stone but its cracking away 
will you hold me close so i wont be afraid

can i trust your words would you lie to me
can you bring to heaven and take the hell out of me
open my eyes so i can look into yours
and feel your heart so that  
mine can be yours


/
my head is a mess
could you be my rest
a home for heart a shelter from this storm

im selfish and cold 
i dont want no one to know
when you see my insides will they turn you to stone

if you give me your heart
will i know what to do
what if i break it or i steal it from you

and when you give me your body
your temple of flesh
will i hold you gently or break your limbs

/chorus/

O no no i don't know what to do
all my life ive been waiting for you










The Suddenness of Thought