The Epitone NEW FULL

This, wasn't wrote as a song but a letter
In my mind, I thought I'd better
Cause in time this will become my eulogy
Wait, for the last minute; it is a preview
As the first 30 seconds a review
Of a life spent wasted
All this time it was failure tasted
Served up, as a dish made with promise and hope
As dreams served up as a cold sick joke
And now I'll just go for broke
The outside, is opening up as a whole
A young man who put all his soul 
Into trying to be a better man

I wish I knew
What it's like to be you
So happy and cladistine
To live on faith
To live on truth
But none of it binds me to
A vacant world
A vacant heart inside
A broken mind
A broken intuition
Some far-fetched dreams
A nightmares worth of memories
Into the clouds and I wish

I wish I die
Not a part of me survived
That way theres nothing but infinity passing
I wish I'd burn
And there was no return
That way my ashes fly away
I wish I knew
How to be like you
That way I could ignore what is real and untrue
But in the end
My soul is broken
No one remembers those who tried to show

Faith; is an empty promise and choice
And nothing will hear my voice
Thru this unblessed cloud of judgement
Religion; though tried is lies and void
If there is a healer then avoid
Because there's nothing healing a world of war
Why; must one show love and faith and they learn
But somehow these teachings are not earned
And there is no true reward
The faceless, have now become the entity
Though the machine is slowly turning me
Into the depression I have become

There was never hope
There was never happiness
These are things I must confess
Every single tear
Every single word
Means nothing now
To hold on
To let go
To be right
It's too slow
My memories
They just won't fade away

And I won't be asking any questions this time
The only thing I know is there's no answers why
As I fall down
Will I be picked up slowly
I feel so lonely
This is the only way to escape
A eulogy made for a twisted fate
And the chamber will be empty 
But for far too long; I have gone
With disgrace

And for far too long..

The coffin that sealed so tight
Is the coffin that feels so right
The beauty in tears
No worry of fears
Sadness searing for all those years
Completion has come to past
The journey has ended at last
In a perfect place
There would just be grace
And vindication for all

And now I'm free; For enternity
VINDICATION

New Reluctant Full

The mirror shows shadows
The face is a blur
The night was soo long 
That the morning is stirred
The smell of a burning
The sounds of pure pain
The figure is clearer 
Thru ashes of rain
Someone has died here
The sun burns so red
If not for the light
Then you would feel dead
The cries they grow louder
"Oh what have I done??"
To look on the floor
Oh the bloodshed had just begun

And on that night there was debauchery
And the world started to burn
To feel regret, to feel apologetic bullshit
Is just wrong, as the world still burns

The feast was so lustful
With liqour and spit
To try to adjust
This world reaked of shit
You walk in your bedroom
The harlot still sleep
But she is not waking
The dead do not wake again

And this apocolyptic nightmare
Has just begun
And the world will turn
The fires blazed
And some still raved
Carelessly 
And then they stopped
Just to watch it burn

Here we are
(As it meant nothing)
Here we start again
Waiting to watch it burn
Here's the ghost
(Your eyes aren't gripping)
Here is cries again
(The naked truth)
You made this world start to burn

(Solo)
And now I feel us burn

Here's the start
(What have we done)
Here's where it all begins
(Why did it go so far)
The ghost tears the world apart
Don't turn around
(Don't look at us)
Don't be a burned one found
(We are the sacrement)
As we just took our turns
We could've saved
(Ourselves; this world)
But we just let it go
Now it starts to unwhirl
I can't imagine
Life is so drol
(As we just watched it burn away)

I can't believe that happened
But we've become the thing we feared
The ghost alive, inside us all
The fire that we now revere

The Ghost 7 String Full

Underneath Her Heart

Pop Electro Clip

The groove lmao

Featured vocals from someone else soon

POP Instrumental.MP3

It's been awhile. And I still have gotten any better lmfao :P

Breathe: Nightmare Begin

Little side piece of many of been messing around with and working on

Light Jam.MP3

Tightened

My most personal son yet

I was
So wrong
Too late
To hold on

I dreamed
Of you
But it hurts
What should I do

My heart is burning to cinder
As I watch you pull away
I can't lose you, I surrender
Though suffer to hold back everyday

I have now become embattled, to my own pain
No one can hear me cry, and I feel like I'm drowning in the rain
I can't/watch you/push away
Tell me/that it will/be okay

I now know why I hate it all
Too much to bare, I fear the fall

I can do this, it'll work out fine
In my own, delusion, I'll watch me die

As the torment of watching myself fade
Turns into a wicked game I play
I can if one thing turns out great
But in the I'll be alone anyway

Too much/to take/I know
The truth/it makes/the pain grow

And as I watch me tears fall
There is hate deep within
To break thru after all
But first I have to break through my skin

I could cry and beg but fact remains
Nothing here isn't my fault, am I to blame
As I look into the ice I face
The truth that I didn't want to take

I am
Too close
To the end
Maybe
They'll love me
When I'm dead

The Unknowing