You don’t see
the storm so oncoming,
or how the clouds
roll right over me,
or how sometimes
we’re meant to lose everything,
and why we fight
when there’s nothing left to be.

You don’t see 
the rain pouring over me
and how the sky
blackens over all I see,
and why sometimes
we’re meant to just be nothing,
and why we die…
though death is just the beginning.

and why we die…
though death is just the beginning.
and why we die…
though death is just the beginning.
and why we die…
though death is just the beginning.


(I could swim underwater but have no scales
to hold back all the hurt behind your words.)
and why we die…
though death is just the beginning.
(I could swim underwater but have no scales
to hold back all the hurt behind your words.)
and why we die…
though death is just the beginning.
(I could swim underwater but have no scales
to hold back all the hurt behind your words.)
and why we die…
though death is just the beginning.
(I could swim underwater but have no scales
to hold back all the hurt behind your words.)
just the beginning.
I could swim underwater but have no scales
to hold back all the hurt behind your words
I could swim underwater but have no scales
to hold back all the hurt behind your words
I could swim underwater but have no scales
to hold back all the hurt behind your words


Part I: Weather

And we float,
the waves they wash me in and out again
while you sink
faster now from all the words I said.
And I swim
to destination anywhere,
struggling to breathe
this hypothermic humid air.
I miss a beat, you fall behind
and all the words I wished for
rush back to my mind. 
The cold takes control,
my lungs fail to move
and undertow takes all that’s left
of old me and you.

And we float,
the waves they wash me in and out again
while you sink
faster now from all the words I said.
Swallowed by seas
and with salt in my heart,
you and I were meant to be
fucked from the start.
My blood turning cold
and closing my eyes,
tired enough to just give up
alone enough to die.

Whether or not
you accept my apologies,
I swear to god
this is not who I want to be.
Who I want to be.

		---No Country for Old Men---

What's the most you ever lost on a coin toss. 
     Sir? 
The most you ever lost on a coin toss. 
     I don't know. I couldn't say. 
Call it. 
     Call it? 
Yes. 
     For what? 
Just call it. 
     Well, we need to know what we're calling it for here. 
You need to call it. I can't call it for you. It wouldn't be fair. 
      I didn't put nothin' up. 
Yes, you did. You've been putting it up your whole life you just didn't know it. You know what date is on this coin? 
      No. 
1958. It's been traveling twenty-two years to get here. And now it's here. And it's either heads or tails. And you have to say. Call it. 
      Look, I need to know what I stand to win. 

		-----

No more fighting the tide, 
losing what’s left of my mind.
Letting go of everything tonight.

Water tightened grips steal my light
I dive deeper through the night
Hold my hand, save my life.
Hold my hand, save my life.

Save my life.

		--- Say Anything – A Walk Through Hell ---
		“And if I could swim, I’d swim out to you in the ocean. 
                 Swim out to where you were floating in the dark.”


Part II: Everything

Hello hell,
crushing weights and endless swells.
Welcome to
the neverending for me and you.
Traded life
for a prison of smoke and fire.
Oh my dear,
I wish that you were anywhere but here.

And I know; my sins condemned you.

What I have left to say…

Welcome to afterlife.
(The coast was once my savior)
No chances for goodbyes
(But no longer can I save her)
Welcome to afterlife.
(Without you is without hope)
And I die in her eyes.

Without you is without hope
Without you is without hope
Without you is without hope
Without you is without hope



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