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TRACK 1 : "THE ART OF ISOLATION"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

a poem written by @the0000
interpreted and voiced by @deadrazy
composed by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

English version :

Silence.
It was the only thing that mattered.
Shutting ourselves away in a bubble, keeping everything inside, feelings or anxieties, fears or impulses, nothing was to come out.
The desire to isolate ourselves from others was, in the beginning, in our eyes, a way of preventing ourselves from making them suffer with our ills.
It's by cutting ourselves off from the world that we lose the human in us.
Most of the time, we are forced to resort to this option when an emotional shock or trauma becomes too much to bear.
Our wounded heart, thinking it will be repaired, forces us to submit to our impulses in order to purge our being.
Artificial paradises, such as alcohol, help us to drown our unhappiness, but they don't make it go away.
The higher the dose, the greater the physical and psychological consequences.
The mutilation, the self-destruction, the desire to leave this world, to see it disappear with us, the desire to put an end to this cycle of chaos, intensifies. Chaos stays within us.
Buried in our bubble, without saying a word, these impulses rise little by little, but yet, impossible to scream.
Silence is a pact with the devil, with ourselves.
It muzzles us, weakens us.
People watch us wither away, and we can't beg them to put an end to our suffering.
Silence reigns supreme in our minds.
The art of isolation,
Memoirs of a mutist.

theo & deadrazy - the art of isolation

FRAGMENT 8 : "KERNEL"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

written and interpreted by @the0000
produced by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

Lyrics :

I am stuck inside a spiral, trapped endlessly in this cycle
Mind and body burns, it's painful, for my sins, I will repent
Down the hatch, let me ingest the strongest poison, in my chest

I crave to destroy each of my afflictions
Tear off my limbs to feed my addictions
My sanity lives off of my prescriptions
I think we already crashed, drown it all with just a flask
Comfort lies behind the mask, I cannot live without the mask
I think we already crashed, drown it all with just a flask
Comfort lies behind the mask, I cannot live without the mask
I think we already crashed, drown it all with just a flask
Comfort lies behind the mask, I cannot live without the mask

Onto my will, I grasp
Wonder how long I'll last
My soul was just a draft
I will be free at last
My soul was just a draft
I will be free at last
I will be free at last
I will be free at last
I will be free at last
Onto my will, I grasp
Wonder how long I'll last
My soul was just a draft
I will be free at last
I will be free at last

I am stuck inside a spiral, trapped endlessly in this cycle
Mind and body burns, it's painful, for my sins, I will repent
Down the hatch, let me ingest the strongest poison, in my chest

I crave to destroy each of my afflictions
Tear off my limbs to feed my addictions
My sanity lives off of my prescriptions

Onto my will, I grasp
(Onto my will, I grasp)
Wonder how long I'll last
(Wonder how long I'll last)
My soul was just a draft
(My soul was just a draft)
I will be free at last
(I will be free at last)
My soul was just a draft
(My soul was just a draft)
I will be free at last
(I will be free at last)
I will be free at last
(I will be free at last)
I will be free at last
(I will be free at last)
I will be free at last

Onto my will, I grasp
Wonder how long I'll last
My soul was just a draft
I will be free at last
I will be free at last

theo & deadrazy - kernel

FRAGMENT 9 : "DROWNING IN EUPHORIA"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

written and interpreted by @the0000
produced by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

Lyrics :

I cry only on the inside, so that every single demons drown
Fallen flowers growing out of my chest, until they're all reaching the clouds
I broke the chains of my suffering, they deprived me from breathing
Ingested ethanol inside of my guts, to finally feel myself floating

Drowning in euphoria, forgetting about all my wounds and letting myself bleed out, because of amnesia
Emptying many bottles of alcohol as I let myself drown into euphoria
This is my self-anesthesia
Drowning in euphoria

I don't think I wanna make it
Take my memory erase it
If you wanna leave me, then do it
If you wanna kill me, please do it
I don't think I wanna make it
Take my memory erase it
If you wanna leave me, then do it
If you wanna kill me, please do it

Drowning in euphoria, forgetting about all my wounds and letting myself bleed out, because of amnesia
Emptying many bottles of alcohol as I let myself drown into euphoria
This is my self-anesthesia
Drowning in euphoria

Drowning in euphoria
(Euphoria, euphoria)
Drowning in euphoria
(Euphoria, euphoria)
Drowning in euphoria
(In euphoria)
Drowning in euphoria
(In euphoria)

Drowning in euphoria, forgetting about all my wounds and letting myself bleed out, because of amnesia
Emptying many bottles of alcohol as I let myself drown into euphoria
This is my self-anesthesia
Drowning in euphoria

theo & deadrazy - drowning in euphoria

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