night thoughts

When you know all the details, but they just come a little fuzzier each time.

idealism | phosphenes
the Notorious B.I.G. | My Downfall

blurryeyed

fruity

school project ft. a friend.

Exam week celebration.

Lyrics:

I have no remedy for this mind boggling extremity
Exams are hurting me to an extent that I am dramatically mentioning 
All the pain that it wrought to me and all the test that is brought to me
And my mind that is toppling that’s a sign of my tragedy  

And I say stop please, I can take no more and I cry
About the mountain of stress that’s so crushing I could die 
And the flowing of assessments that I previously mentioned
Is piling over the top of my hopes that were denied 

It’s the end of the year and I get everyone’s stressed
And my friends think it’s queer that my life is a mess
But it’s a trend of my fears of the multiple tests
That my determines my grade that I worked hard for no less

So stop stop stop, it’s too much I can’t take it
It’s all too crazy and though I try I can’t fake it
You can smile and say “oh baby you’ll be fine”
But I’ll spin your rotten lie on a dime ‘cause I won’t make it 

Okay cool breathe, everything will turn out okay
Oh boy that sounds like something all my teachers would say 
It’s a lie without truth, and I don’t mean to be rude
But I hate the guy who knocks the ball out of the park like babe ruth 

This must be a joke, or a cruel game that I’m losing
‘Cause I’m watching in the sidelines of the people that’s cruising
Through the tough times that I’m clicking at night cause I can’t make amends
And I look around but I see no one not one single friend 

Who can feel how I feel about card I was dealt
Who can understand it’s real about the emotions I felt 
So leave me alone, I have some studying to do
It’s strange that you care; heck, that’s really taboo

remedy (ft. shawn)

throwback to cars, road trips in the desert.

Life Could Be a Dream

verse of my life.

Originals:

Aether - Catharsis: https://soundcloud.com/aetheraudio/catharsis
Big Sean (ft. Drake, Kanye West) - Blessings: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M6t47RI4bns

Passage

Ukiyo

Burial

leaves

as promised, the re-release(where the lyrics are audible this time.)

* * *

Born new yorker, writing was my first thing
Took up production doing this since I was thirteen
Looking kind of thirsty, quench your thirst with the worst memes
Insert these, I appeased then you took the chance to hurt me

Still don’t what that was about
You wanted me on your ride so I took you for a round
And I could have turned around, but I stuck it out, dedication
Take your medication for the ins and outs of 
what love is all about, we both had the best taste
Then you decided to be the reason for my depressed state, every night gave you the best case
You could have been in the right, instead you showed me the left face, we were in the best place… 
We were in the best place

Memories fly by like a timelapse, 
The beat for this song I wrote for you, I designed that
We’re past the story’s climax, you’re like youtube rewind that
Don’t care if you’re sensitive, my song my rap, 
The truth’s out, hide that, I’m tired of your voice in my head
Begging for attention like you’re the only voice to be fed
Given the choice, you’d be dead, or just moved away at least
Want me to want your love, I ain’t signing any lease
Put my friends at stake, then you put me on a leash, man, I’m 
Tired of your lies, you’re like “he always has a scheme”
Then retreat behind online so you can hide behind a screen, verbal violence is obscene
My every atom apologizes you hone your particle beam 
they say teens become confused I know what’s bothering me, 
apparently for you it’s just harder to see,
I stand by what I say, just a martyr of me

martyr

alaskan tapes - maybe (remix)

misty (or, fitzella2)

Level

Tried something new, vocal overlays. Also, 3/4!

Daydream

First take at a liquid dnb track, think it turned out pretty alright

Sample: Max Richter - On the Nature of Daylight (Entropy)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QGtN3lpI2f4

Daylight

Sorry for the wait

Hope you enjoy

Sample: Clean Bandit - Symphony

Symphony

This is it! My last song on this account, since I ran out of space :(

I've continued posting here: soundcloud.com/the_den2

Symphony (slowed)

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