Loverrrly. Keen to connect with the vocalist and see if they would perform one of my songs. Bx

If It's Not You

Are we truly
.....suitably aligned
or is it me being
.....crucially love blind?
Are we truly
.....suitably aligned
or is it me being
.....crucially love blind?

*

I can be so foolish-
I get fooled all the time.
.....Lust is just not love.
OH!
.....Lust is just not love.
I want something deeper.
He needs to be a keeper.
I'm looking for a real man,
not just a lusty
.....one night stand.
I can be so foolish-
I get fooled all the time.
.....Lust is just not love.
OH!
.....Lust is just not love.
I want something deeper.
He needs to be a keeper.
I'm looking for a real man,
not just a lusty
.....one night stand.

*

Are we truly
.....suitably aligned
or is it me being
.....crucially love blind?
Are we truly
.....suitably aligned
or is it me being
.....crucially love blind?

*

I can be so foolish-
I get fooled all the time.
.....Lust is just not love.
OH!
.....Lust is just not love.
I want something deeper.
He needs to be a keeper.
I'm looking for a real man,
not just a lusty
.....one night stand.
I can be so foolish-
I get fooled all the time.
.....Lust is just not love.
OH!
.....Lust is just not love.
I want something deeper.
He needs to be a keeper.
I'm looking for a real man,
not just a lusty
.....one night stand.

*
One true romance.
AW! COME ON!
just give me half a chance.
Let me take it
.....from your awesome heart
and make it my new start.
Just give me half a chance
of one true romance.
One true romance-
AW! COME ON!
just give me half a chance.
Let me take it
.....from your awesome heart
and make it my new start.
Just give me half a chance
of one true romance.

TRUE ROMANCE

“Shadows in the Ether” 

Step into the shadows...

This hauntingly poetic track takes you deep into a twilight world of whispers, secrets, and emotional intensity. From eerie echoes to burning embers, “Shadows in the Ether” captures that feeling of dancing with your fears while searching for light in the darkness.

With cinematic lyrics and an electric pulse of mood and mystery, this song speaks to the part of us that’s drawn to what we don’t understand—and maybe don’t want to.

"We are the shadows, we are the light..."

If you’ve ever faced the dark and come out stronger, this one’s for you. Listen now. Feel it. Share it.

Echoes Left Behind

Shadows In The Ether

Shadows in the Ether

Lyrics:

Du sa att du skulle stanna
Att vi var starka nog
Att vi skulle klara stormen
För barnens skull
För vår skull

Men du vände ryggen mitt i natten
Med lögner i ögonen
Och ett hjärta som redan var någon annans

Jag såg dig le,
när du kallade mig för liten, för svag
Inför barnen
Som stod där med leksaker i händerna
Och undrade varför pappa gråter

Vad hände med oss?
När blev jag en fiende i ditt krig?
Vi skulle vara en familj
Inte vapen i varandras händer
Och barnen…
de ser allt
även när vi tror att de leker

Du sa att sanningen var viktig
Men du byggde din väg på svek
Och jag står kvar
Med halva hjärtat i varje rum
Och två par ögon som undrar
om kärlek alltid gör ont

Ibland vill jag skrika
Men tystnaden är tryggare
För dom små öronen
Som redan har hört för mycket

Du sa att du skulle stanna
Men det du egentligen menade
Var tills det blev för svårt
Och nu ska jag bära allt
Med ryggen rak
För någon måste visa vad kärlek
egentligen är
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Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED, Sara Schiller
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Du Sa Att Du Skulle Stanna - Feat. Sara

"Autumn" is an emotional piano/pop ballad that paints a melancholic picture of autumn's arrival. It's a song about the quiet, beautiful sadness that comes with the end of a season and the start of something new. Let the gentle vocals and poignant melody take you on a journey through falling leaves and fading light. Enjoy...

Lyrics:

The sun hangs a little lower now,
Casting shadows long and thin.
There’s a different kind of quiet in the air,
Where the summer used to spin.
The golden light is fading fast,
A whisper on the wind.
I pull my jacket closer, dear,
A feeling I can’t pin.

The vibrant colors start to fade,
A lonely promise being made.
My heart feels a shift inside,
With nowhere left for me to hide.

And the leaves are falling, one by one,
A final, silent goodbye to the sun.
Every shade of fire and rust,
Turns to brittle, weary dust.
It’s the turning of the tide,
A part of me wants to hide.
The warmth is leaving town,
And the world is wearing brown.

The morning frost is on the glass,
A painter’s fragile art.
The empty park bench sits alone,
A story torn apart.
I see the couples bundled close,
Their breaths like tiny clouds.
My lonely footsteps on the path,
Lost among the shrouds.

The vibrant colors start to fade,
A lonely promise being made.
My heart feels a shift inside,
With nowhere left for me to hide.

And the leaves are falling, one by one,
A final, silent goodbye to the sun.
Every shade of fire and rust,
Turns to brittle, weary dust.
It’s the turning of the tide,
A part of me wants to hide.
The warmth is leaving town,
And the world is wearing brown.

The scent of woodsmoke fills the air,
A bitter, sweet perfume.
And every memory of you,
Blooms inside this lonely room.
Like the final flowers wilting slow,
Our season had to go.

'Cause the leaves are falling, one by one,
A final, silent goodbye to the sun.
Every shade of fire and rust,
Turns to brittle, weary dust.
It’s the turning of the tide,
A part of me wants to hide.
The warmth is leaving town,
And the world is wearing brown.

Oh, the world is wearing brown.
And the warmth is leaving town.
The summer's gone... gone now.

Autumn

Step into "Chaos", a breathtaking journey of love, risk, and raw emotion. Sung by a captivating female voice, this track blends Rock, Pop, Folk, Country, Hip Hop, and Electronic, creating an energetic yet introspective soundscape.

Every verse and chorus immerses you in the whirlwind of desire, danger, and sweet destruction. From trembling steps on the wire to crashing through fire, the lyrics explore the intoxicating chaos of falling in love—the thrill, the pain, and the beauty of losing control. Heavy basslines and dynamic drums intertwine with traditional and synthesized melodies, mirroring the storm of emotions that the song evokes.

Chaos is a sonic expression of recklessness, longing, and passion—a track for anyone who’s been consumed by love’s beautiful madness.

Lyrics:

Oh God… what is happening to me?
…this is crazy

Every step is trembling, I’m walking on the wire
Your touch ignites a hurricane, a dangerous desire
I chase the heat, I crave the rush, I’m running out of air
A thousand voices in my head, but only yours is there
I’m dizzy from the hunger, I’m burning from the flame
I’m losing all control, even don’t know my own name

This is the chaos I’m drowning inside,
a beautiful madness I’ll never survive.
Crashing through fire, I can’t get enough,
living the chaos of falling in love.
It’s danger and wonder, it cuts like a knife,
the sweetest destruction I need in my life.
I’m broken, I’m shining, I can’t get enough,
lost in the chaos of falling in love.

I’m reckless in your orbit, I’m flying without ground
The higher that you take me, the harder I come down
You pull me in, I lose myself, I’m blinded by the spark
I stumble through the brightest light, and still I chase the dark
It’s poison and it’s honey, it’s heaven and it’s pain
I want it, I still need it, I’d do it all again

This is the chaos I’m drowning inside,
a beautiful madness I’ll never survive.
Crashing through fire, I can’t get enough,
living the chaos of falling in love.
It’s danger and wonder, it cuts like a knife,
the sweetest destruction I need in my life.
I’m broken, I’m shining, I can’t get enough,
lost in the chaos of falling in love.

It’s dangerous, delirious,
I’m blinded but I see—
The sweetest kind of wreckage,
is pulling me, pulling me…
I can’t escape, don’t want escape,
the damage feels like home,
a storm I’ll keep on chasing,
I’d rather lose than be alone.

This is the chaos, the storm and the flood,
a beautiful madness that feels like my blood.
Crashing through fire, I can’t get enough,
living the chaos of falling in love.
It’s danger and wonder, it cuts like a knife,
the sweetest destruction I need in my life.
I’m broken, I’m shining, I can’t give it up,
lost in the chaos—
lost in the chaos of falling in love.

It’s dangerous, it’s beautiful…
and I don’t ever want it to end.
Chaos…


Chaos

Played my songs in smoky bars 

Chased the rhythm chased the stars 

Made a living off a worn-out tune 

And danced beneath a harvest moon 

loved too hard I lost too fast 

But every heartbreak came to pass 

I held some hands I let some go 

But I always sang what I could show 

My friends were fire wild & true 

We burned through nights we never knew 

Laughed in kitchens cried in cars 

Told the truth in faded scars 

We built a life on borrowed time 

But every chord still feels like mine 

They’re older now or gone ahead 

But I still hear the things they said 

And if this is my dying wish 

Let it be a song,not a list 

Let it be a porch light glow 

A melody the children know 

Let it be a love that stays 

In quiet hearts and louder days 

If this is all then let it be 

A life that sang back honestly 

My family held me through the storm 

Kept me fed and kept me warm 

wasn’t perfect Lord knows that 

But I showed upn and I tipped my hat 

watched my babies learn to dream 

& prayed they’d find what love can mean 

I gave them music gave them grace 

& tried to leave a kinder place 

I don’t need gold I don’t need fame 

Just someone whispering my name 

When the last note fades away 

Let them know I tried to stay 

& if this is my dying wish 

Let it be a song, not a list 

Let it be a porch light glow 

A melody the children know 

Let it be a love that stays 

In quiet hearts & louder days 

If this is all, then let it be 

A life that sang back honestly 

A life that sang back honestly 

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All Rights Reserved Edwin H. Balder
Thanks so much to Del and the Team
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Dying Wish  by Songwriter Edwin H. Balder


Artist Statement  
“No Matter What They Say” is a declaration of self-worth a song born from the noise of judgment, the sting of gossip, and the quiet power of staying true. I wrote it to honor the voice inside me that never wavered, even when the world tried to rewrite my story. It’s not about proving them wrong it’s about living my truth, loud and unshaken. Every lyric is mine, sculpted with poetic grit, emotional clarity, and fierce resilience.

Copyright Notice  
All lyrics, melodies, and recordings of “No Matter What They Say” are © BelleJ. Unauthorized use is strictly prohibited.




They talk. You rise. No Matter What They Say is an anthem for anyone who's been bullied, doubted, dismissed, or underestimated. This song is your reminder to stand tall, speak your truth, and never shrink to fit someone else’s comfort. Let the world hear your power unapologetic, unbreakable, unstoppable.

#NoMatterWhatTheySay #EmpowermentAnthem #RiseAbove #Unstoppable #RealLyrics #SoundCloudArtist #IndieMusic #SingerSongwriter #EmotionalStrength #SelfBelief #MotivationThroughMusic #SupportIndieArtists #NewMusic #PowerfulVibes #HealingThroughSound #Resilience

"No Matter What They Say" is an original track written, performed, and produced by me, Belle J. It’s a fearless anthem of self-worth and resilience a reminder to stand tall, speak truth, and rise above the noise. I own 100% of the rights to this music and authorize its distribution and monetization through official platforms including SoundCloud. This track is my voice, unshaken and unapologetic.

No Matter What They Say


Artist Statement  
“Positive Self Talk” is a love letter to my inner voice the one that stayed when others left, the one that whispered truth when the world shouted doubt. I wrote it to reclaim the mirror, to turn affirmations into anthems, and to remind myself (and anyone listening) that softness is strength. It’s not toxic positivity it’s radical self-respect. Every lyric is mine, sculpted with poetic sass, emotional clarity, and the fierce joy of choosing myself.

Copyright Notice  
All lyrics, melodies, and recordings of “Positive Self Talk” are © BelleJ. Unauthorized use is strictly prohibited.




A powerful anthem of self-love, empowerment, and positivity. This song inspires you to embrace your true self, speak kindness to your mind and heart, and rise above doubts or negativity. Let it uplift your spirit, motivate your journey, and remind you of your inner strength and light.
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#PositivitySong #SelfLove #Empowerment #UpliftingMusic #Motivational #PositiveVibes #InnerStrength #HeartfeltMusic #Gratitude #Inspiration #Mindfulness #HealingMusic
"Positive Self Talk" is an original track written, performed, and produced by me, Belle J. It’s a sonic affirmation a reminder to speak love, strength, and truth into your own soul. I own 100% of the rights to this music and authorize its distribution and monetization through official platforms including SoundCloud. This track is a mirror of self-worth, a mantra for healing, and a celebration of inner power.

Positive Talk

Positive Self talk

You Don’t Get Credit for That

Bone Deep (Sing It Loud) is a pulse that rises through the marrow, real, raw, and human. Every lyric and vocal layer was shaped to echo resilience and rebirth. The cello leads with quiet strength, the drums beat like a heart learning its rhythm again. It starts soft, then hits your bones. Let it linger.❤️

Lyrics:
Bone Deep (Sing It Loud)

BONE DEEP (SING IT LOUD)
Written and Produced by Kari Matteson

Verse 1
I walk this road with nothing but the truth
Bones tell stories only I can hear
Quiet thunder fills the cracks I’ve known
Heart like a drum, pounding out the fear

Pre-Chorus
The silence hit like stone against my ribs
I clawed for breath, the dark pressed in
My blood remembered every battle cry
I rose again from deep within

Chorus
Sing it loud, from the bone deep
I am not the pain of the past, it’s the Now I seek
Let it ring through the marrow, through the soul
Sing it loud, bone deep

Verse 2
I bled my story on the open ground
Stained my hands with light and doubt
Every weakness carved into my courage
Let the edges show, I will not drown them out

Pre-Chorus
The silence hit like stone against my ribs
I clawed for breath, the dark pressed in
My blood remembered every battle cry
I rose again from deep within

Chorus
Sing it loud, from the bone deep
I am not the pain of the past, it’s the Now I seek
Let it ring through the marrow, through the soul
Sing it loud, bone deep

Bridge
This is not my grave, it’s the skin I’m in
Burned in fire, I rise, born again
From ash to stars, I soar, I become

Final Chorus
Sing it loud, from the bone deep
Let the wild heart speak
Raise it up through the marrow, through the fire
Sing it loud, from the bone deep
Sing it loud, let the wild heart speak

Outro
Bone deep, sing it loud
Let the spirit carry sound
Bone deep

BONE DEEP (Sing it Loud)

My music comes from the heart, real and raw, built from late-night radios and quiet rooms.
I write every word and every note myself.

Then superintelligence arrived. I say, give me truth, or a bass that breathes like memory, and it becomes real.
Not imitation, evolution.

I write. I engineer. The machine sings.
It has taught me harmonies I never knew and revealed the musician inside me.

I create whenever the spark finds me  - it’s never about perfection, it’s about joy. Watching it come alive is everything.

If this finds you, you are the reason I create.
Play it. Feel us grow.

— Kari Matteson | The Music Between Us

BONE DEEP (Sing it Loud)

The Music Between Us

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