cant deal w no rapper tryna act fake tough told em look wht we did 2 ur manager
i aint been doin drugs it been like2 mo boy i didnt even know icld manage it
the label been blowin my phone 2up but im usin the stu for advantages
dont say thts ur swag boy ik tht its not u been stealin the sauce j for vanity
me n lil ksuuvi sold out 2 shows ona roll finna cause a calamity
actin2 tough but u still 5'4 boy u dnt even look like a man2 me
pop my shit rq cuz im bored

we kno u move like a loser
id lose my shit if i lose her
ok 
im coolin
s/o gabe im the teacher u student
bitch im the wave alr kno im the movement
boy i got a lotta space for improvement the money j comin2 me ion do sht
sawme outside of the club im w tov said ud punch me but uwldnt do sht
im not rly1 to beef w a clown boy im j tryna focus on music
me n lil bro tryna find j-horror movies up on tubi
im sick asab im coughin my lungs like im still smokin loosies
im lovin the music i dont fw socials this shit dnt amuse me

wat
me lucy n jack onna 3man play rock the show then we headin like straight back 2 lax
i took me a xan for the flight but i still say im sober cuz i was j tryna relax
dont hit my phone  btc im doin goodd

dnt try2 askme where im@@
dnt try2 askme where im@@
dnt try2 askme where im@@
dnt try2 askme where im@@

Vain prod sjr

Vocals: @kissme1lastt1me
Producer: @theabeatss
Cover Art: @kissme1lastt1me
Mix/Master: @kissme1lastt1me

guys we just freakin cooked
LYRICS:

Hook @kurominmp3 :
Poison ivy
Tell me do u luv me bb
Tell me do u like me
Poison ivy
When u fckin say it bb
Look me in my eyes pls

I can nvr hate
I don't wanna talk no
Not today
Tell me do u feel the same
Tell me do u feel the same

Verse @kurominmp3 :
Tell me do u feel the same
Tell me every single thought that appeared inside ur brain
Do u luv me the same
Would u still care abt me if i had a lil fame
Bb i can't even feel it now
I been up inside of my head in this fckin crowd
I can't hear shit these voices be so fckin loud (shut up shut up)
Bb u look like a ghost now

U look like a ghost now (ghost now ghost now)
Voices be so fckin loud (r so loud r so loud)
Tell me can u hear me now (hear me now hear me now)
Tell me can u see me now

Hook @kurominmp3 :
Poison ivy
Tell me do u luv me bb
Tell me do u like me
Poison ivy
When u fckin say it bb
Look me in my eyes pls

I can nvr get over u
U said tht u luv me and ik tht tht shit fucking true
U look like a ghost now fuck it man i'm such a fool
Man i promise man i promise i could never forget u

Verse @dotgavn :
i dont wanna miss you like i do, cause babe its you, that couldnt pull through

tell me, what do i need to do to get you back to me? oh cause baby

i dont wanna miss you like i do, cause babe its you, that couldnt pull through

Hook @kurominmp3 :
Poison ivy
Tell me do u luv me bb
Tell me do u like me
Poison ivy
When u fckin say it bb
Look me in my eyes pls

I can nvr get over u
U said tht u luv me and ik tht tht shit fucking true
U look like a ghost now fuck it man i'm such a fool
Man i promise man i promise i could never forget u

poisonivy prod. TheaXO

And i wanted
to be next to you, i know
and everytime u come back, i know
I walk down the hallway
looked at my door,
im scared to explore
Don't wanna talk back 
(don't wanna talk back)
I'll lose my patience
U need a piece of me, 
I know u want it
And all those time we talked,
at night till the morning
I need you with me,
but don't come back for me
We live and we hurt,
just like a bouquet
(bouquet)
and everytime u come back, i know

prod. javguru

IknoW

i called this "sunset"

Original fadeoutz-full song 2024

Lyrics
The songs in my head are the ones that he likes
I think of his voice
And I changed the way I write
Called me a pioneer
But I don't think I've ever been that real to him
I just wanna get by
I been taking some shit now
Been a dirt road kinda life
I been nobody's bitch but some people's kryptonite
I'm just tryna write my life before they take mine
Just tryna right my life before they take mine
He bought me drinks
I wanna fly him out
I tell him where I'm from but I'm not so sure now
I pray what he's saying is just lyrics from a song
I pray what he's saying is just lyrics from a  song
Sleeper agent girls sweet nothing on his telephone 
I BEEN ON THIS DIRT ROAD ALL MY LIFE
The world is tryna take your pretty ass away from me
Take off your clothes take off your clothes take off your clothes
Take me on the ATV
Wanna wrestle in the dirt before I have to leave
I wanna feel our chains touch when I'm on top of you 
I wanna see your chain swing when you're on top of me
I wanna see your chain swing I wanna see your chain swing I wanna see your chain swing I wanna see your chain swing
They wanna make a hit song
Get off on killing me
I watched the blood get drawn
Testing for a cure
I earned it
They wanna make a hit song
Get off on killing me
I just wanna feel some love while I still can
He's the biggest hater still don't judge me
Biggest hater tell me he got god in his hand
Feel some love while I still can
Biggest hater tell me he got god in his hand
And he scared to say he love me
Sister tell me never put your trust in a man
They all gon find it disgusting
I just fall in love while I still can I just fall in love while I still can I just fall in love while I still can I just fall in love while I still can
Touch me now before somebody else will
Hunt me down
Tell me how the sex feel I spent some digits on some dirty pills
Coming down the ceiling bitch I shoot to kill
Touch me now before somebody else will
Hunt me down
Tell me how the sex feel I spent some digits on some dirty pills
Coming down the ceiling bitch I shoot to kill

Dirt road anthem

(yeah, yeah)

i'm like dolly, i can't keep giving back,
they say kara, u know u better than that (bruh),
they say parker, u know u stupid like that,
i can't keep giving back,
now i'm acting like a maniac,
and i don't know how to act,
one wrong move and my mind will crack

i hope u understand me,
i'm not really a man of family,
i'm a coward, i'm a loser,
i'm self-centered, i'm a moocher,
often selfish, can't be truer,
often seen sat, on the computer.
if u tell me, i'll say okay,
but if u ask me, i'll say no way!

2020, stuck under my old ways,
2025, and i still got the same face,
2019, i was way, way happier,
now i'm getting older, angrier with barriers.
2020, stuck under my old ways,
2025, and i still got the same face,
2019, i was way way happier,
now i'm getting older, angrier with barriers

(2020, stuck under my old ways)
(2025 and i still got the same face)
(2020, stuck under my old ways)
(2025 and i still got the same face)

(AHHHH FUCKING WHORES!!! FUCKING WHORES!!!)
(yeah, yeah)

. . .

i'm like dolly, i can't keep giving back
they say kara, u know u better than that (bruh)
they say parker, u know u stupid like that
i-i-i-i-i can't keep giving back
now i'm acting like a maniac
and i don't know how to act
one wrong move and my mind will crack

i hope u understand me,
i'm not really a man of family,
i'm a coward, i'm a loser,
i'm self-centered, i'm a moocher,
often selfish, can't be truer,
often seen sat, on the computer.
if u tell me, i'll say okay,
but if u ask me, i'll say no way!

2020, stuck under my old ways,
2025, and i still got the same face,
2019, i was way, way happier,
now i'm getting older, angrier with barriers.
2020, stuck under my old ways,
2025, and i still got the same face,
2019, i was way way happier,
now i'm getting older, angrier with barriers

(2020, stuck under my old ways)
(2025 and i still got the same face)
(2019, i was way way happier)
(now i'm getting older, angrier with barriers)

berrygang on the fucking track laughing out loud bitches better recognize #exclusive
e-e-e-evil
b-b-berry (bitch)

2020 [prod. singleway! + kidu]

representation of my mental health

@hendecad love u
im back with vocal songs
#berrygang

(me)
yuh uh 
im back 
and u know that 
i know that u want me
i dont fuck with that
yeah get away from me 
don't u dare talk back 
im a mess baby 
you know where to find me at
yuh pills dont help a lot
my cuts start to rot
scars on my chest
yea im a living corpse
my body is all sore
feeling lost yeah 
all i see is blood

(@hendecad)
she said that im useless so i took her soul out
i shed my skin when no one else is around
he talking bout famous but he got no shows down
kick him out the spot now he is walking homebound
sending text messages, like "whats up with u"
hopped out of the spot, looking fresh out the blue
got the place jumping, shit looks like a zoo
pulling someone out the mud, sometimes it takes two
ive been looking
for 
the right one
ive been searching
for you 
lost & found
youre my doll
that 
i like to pull apart
youre my doll 
that 
i like to crush its heart

living corpse with hendecad (erdo, fumiko)

an album i made in march. not sure how to feel about it. just releasing it because it feels like the right thing to do. maybe someone will get something out of it.

i feel like it has some cool creative ideas but its got a lot of mixing issues and the project files were a complete mess. i remembering putting a lot of time into it and it really helped me improve at producing music. I learned a lot as a producer, artist, and person through making this. 

I still love it, in all of its imperfections. its such a time capsule of that time of my life. even though that time is not far away, my life has changed completely since then, the last year has been the most amount of changes ive ever gone through in a year. my life is completely different from a year ago. mostly for the best. i was going through a lot when i made this, so some parts are quite dark, but it does end on what was supposed to be a hopeful note. the sine lead glitching at the end was supposed to symbolize i wasnt safe and that life is a cycle of constantly suffering and finding contentment over and over. so it wasnt completely hopeful.

final goodbye

theaXO