Sometimes you are the one who breaks someone's heart. Sometimes you fail to apologize in the moment. Sometimes you want to apologize but you can't anymore. So this is a song I wrote to say how sorry I am to the person who's heart I broke. 

Forever and a Day

I have been alive for over nineteen years now. In the eighteen years of my existence, I have seen a lot of things. Some, I want to remember forever. Some, I want to forget right now. And some that I want to erase irreversibly but I can’t.

So you might be wondering if that is how i classify things in my life. Well, no. I classify everything in my life under the following two categories:

1. Things that I can change.

2. Things that I can’t change.

Believe me, it makes life a whole lot easier. I am a mess of a dreamer. I dream about the craziest things like winning Grammys, collaborating with Adele, becoming a doctor and engineer together and what not. However, I have learnt enough lessons to understand that one might be capable of doing a million things; but in the end there’s just one thing he or she can do. If you try to do everything, you might end up with nothing. But if you sacrifice everything to do just one thing, you will definitely not return empty-handed. I think life is a series of decisions. What you decide now might affect you five years later. That is why, every decision, big or small, counts.

I’m over-enthusiastic, over-analytic, sometimes right, mostly wrong and over-emotional. Must be a Sagittarius thing.

Sagittarius… Do I believe in horoscope? Do I believe in the ‘supernatural’? Honestly, I don’t know myself. I’m like those millions of people who get drawn into all of this in weak moments.

I can play a little guitar. I love country music. Now, that doesn’t mean I don’t like the others. I have a special place in my heart for genres like soft-rock, dubstep, hip-hop, rap etc. However, I love/play/compose/write country music because I love storytelling. I love sharing my experiences. And the best way I can do that is by writing songs. Songwriting is one of those things that I can do anytime and anywhere. It’s kind of like a way to vent.

Honestly, I don’t know myself enough to write more about me. So yeah, this is it. look forward to being able to know myself more by writing about my experiences.

Thank you for reading.

TheAbhinav