All of a sudden you're covering tracks
Blowing smoke circles girl speak what I lack
All of this madness just drives us insane
High off your substance it's always the same
All of a sudden you're covering tracks
Blowing smoke circles girl speak what I lack
All of this madness just drives us insane
High off your substance it's always the same

I know they all said we'd just fall apart at the seams
Girl tell me what I mean girl tell me what I mean
To you now
Could it be that you want me
Or something more I suppose
Cause a girl like you so dangerous
Are we lost in love
Are we lost in love

Don't tell me I'm over reacting every time you walk away
Should I just tuck my thoughts away

Because they always seem to collapse into themselves such a sacred thought over and over again we go
And if glitter thoughts are all were worth
Who will cash in my thoughts for a warning
Silent movies in your basement
Tell the story now

All of a sudden you're covering tracks
Blowing smoke circles girl speak what I lack
All of this madness just drives us insane
High off your substance it's always the same
All of a sudden you're covering tracks
Blowing smoke circles girl speak what I lack
All of this madness just drives us insane
High off your substance it's always the same

Always the same
With you my baby

What you got to say your confidence got you acting shady
Said you'd save yourself for me it don't look like that lady
No It don't look like that
So tell me how you got these thoughts inside your mind
baby don't turn around it's not a waste of time
slow it down just know that you're the one
Never had a doubt about you lady
Make sure you stay sleeping all alone

Should I just tuck my thoughts away
Because they always seem to collapse into themselves such a sacred thought over and over again we go
And if glitter thoughts are all were worth
Who will cash in my thoughts for a warning
Silent movies in your basement
Tell the story now

Mixed and mastered by Jerome Alan Chan - MZD Studios

Silent Movies (feat. Joey Holiday)

(You been messing with my head)
For way too long
(I've been wondering how I Can)
Get closer to you
(Baby I can show you)
If you came along
(If you give me a chance 
A chance to grow)
Chance to 

Baby I'm not like the others
Baby let's go and discover
The love that we could have
Darling I got you on my screen
Deep in the crevice of my dreams
Under the covers of my bed

It's only a matter of time
Before I find out where you live
For then you'll notice me
In our virtual reality
(Doll like eyes
And porcelain thighs
The way you move your lips I know you're begging to be mine
I won't be denied
I swear that I'm a nice guy
So come whore I know that you just wanna be adored)
(Ooo if I must conspire
To steal your fire I will find a way
I harbor my deep desire
I will acquire to your dismay)

And even after all we've been through
I promise I'll be there
Waiting on
You
And there's nothing you can do
I won't be your tool

Porcelain dolls and figurines 
litter my room with my wet dreams
I can't remember all the things that I've wanted 
but you'll make my final collection

I swear the basement's not so bad
In me you'll surely wish you had
A-- lover who makes your soul sing
You won't just be a fling

(Pretend i don't have these
Voices in my head
I know 
it's so convoluted but I can't get you out of my mind 
I swear this won't be the last)

(Ooh if I must conspire
To steal your fire I will find a way
I harbor my deep desire
I will acquire to your dismay)

(And even after all we've been through
I promise I'll be there
Waiting on
You to finally accept me
And there's nothing you can do
To stop me from loving you
I won't be your tool
Anymore)

Baptize Me In E-Girl Bathwater

Welcome to my world 
forgive me Its fragile
it's not what I wanted
but just what I needed 
just when I need it

They wont believe this 
give me me more reason 
just to pack my shit and leave it all behind me

whoa now, this feeling overloads now
I'm trading in my everything 
this is just the opening 

Its everything I wanted, yea.
I hope you enjoy the show 

I swear that I need it
I swear that I mean this 

Under your spotlights
I feel sort of human 
I need interaction 
I need the attention
this cosmos seemed empty 
till I spawned into it
I know I'm conceited 
but bitch I'm the realest 

love me or hate 
I'll stand on your stage 
I'll carry all your burdens 
Stay anxious for days 

whoa now, give me more now 
help me grow now
anything your needing from me
even if it slowly kills me
whoa now, take it slow now,
live and learn now 

I'm far from perfection 
so I guess you'll learn
your fucking lessons 


hello aspirations we meet here again 
Destruction by natures been my only friend 
I've self medicated and cant sleep tonight 
So I'll write these words 
and you can dissect the lines 

intoxicated, paranoia, I'm obligated 
self destructing, narcissistic, my colors fading, 
unrealistic, I'm a being from imagination 
Feed me light, I've been held captive by deprivation  

breathe in slow 
it's out of my control now 
feelings grow 
infatuated, whoa now
take it slow 
in love with who I cant be 
self obsessed with 
everything I cant reach 

and I dream of the day
when they cant believe their eyes
They'll see what I've made 
and the price that i've payed 
to make me so unforgettable

Nothings impossible, 
Achieve your unstoppable 
We only get one life 
So don't fucking waste it
You know what you want 
So believe in the everything
We only get one life so 
Here we go

I love it, i hate it, 
i cannot replace this,
this feeling of loathing 
goodbye to the old me 
I build to destroy 
then construct, recreate it 
a powerful being 
made of substance and energy 
Goodbye

Turtle Dreams

**BOB ROSS LYRICS**

(What the fuck 
I live my life inside these empty frames
I'm just a victim to others motives 
By their hands 
An artist trapped inside these walls all night 
Your picture perfect is far from perfect
Fuck) 

Let me paint for you a poorly mental picture
An artist trapped just tryna paint a little clearer 
(Just as clear as one can make me out to be 
Paint me oceans in a new life of ecstasy)

I said direct to the world that you wont go
And I don't feel like this life means anything at all
That I owe

(In still frames I'm meaningless 
I'm hollow, the emptiest
So mother fucker am I worth being free from this)

And I lived this life on the low
Not alone
 
(You watched me fall
I filled the room with a million pieces
What's worth the damage when I feel like)
I have no meaning

And I feel this in my bones
Break
Break everything off the walls
And I'm painting my life in these pictures
And you're watching them fall

Break it all
To open and find that all
My Gods are against me again
And I live this life of sin
Let it go

(Galileo better search a little deeper 
I hate this shit 
And why the fuck did you walk away)

(I feel like my life has no meaning again 
So while your watching me fall 
Remember nothing fucking stops me)

Take your life and let me know
(I'm forgotten in this portrait throughout time)
If you can feel the fall
Break the line and let know
(So paint me colors of a new life black or white)
When you call me home
Be free of love
And be free of life
And its in the dark tonight

(Leave me here unworthy)
Fear not my son
(Will this ever end)
There is something to see
(I think I'm lost with no way home)
Places that I been I cannot define
(Take me away from here)
All of these things that are clouding my mind
(Take me away, take me away)
You're trying to relate oh no
(Paint me a new life)
And you're trying to relate oh no
(Paint me a new life)
Let it go
(I'm trapped here for all of time)
Trapped for all time
(So why the fuck did you walk away from here)
And I've been thinking about love
(I'm trapped now)
And I've been thinking about life
And love 
No No No

(I'm trapped through this back and forth) 

Back and forth it's the same old story 
(It's the same old story)
Back and forth it's the same old story 
(It's the same old story)

(Why did you leave me here)
Tell me why just tell me why 
(I swear I'll never be the same again)
(Why did you leave me here) 
(I swear I'll never be the same again)
Woah ho ho ho
(I swear I'll never be the same again)

Mixed and Mastered by Jerome Alan Chan (MZD Studios)
Featured screams and vocals Christian O'neal (Vocalist for Chemical Youth)

Bob Ross (feat. Christian O'neal)

Silent Movies (Instrumental)

Mixed and mastered by Jerome Alan Chan - MZD Studios

Bob Ross (Instrumental)

**LYRCIS**

Can you feel the silent lights
They haunt us all the way down

All that i gave
All that i gave 
Was never enough

Fast forward now
I just want to feel your love forever 
Don't hold me down for too long
And if this is the way you have to go
About saying you don't want to feel alone at night saying you don't want to feel the way you made me feel

I know your heart writes riddles within its walls
And I know your heart writes riddles within its walls

I will weaponize these photographs
this is my chance
this is my chance

Offer me this one request 
You know I always picked you up
When you were not at your best 
Emotions take over
I don't think im sober
Don't let this be the last time 

don’t let this
be the last
time i see
your face
don’t let this
be the last
time i see
your face

Paranoia now
Sets my mind 
And I don't know how long I have 
until I'm Completely disassembled by the ghost of you 
It haunts this bedroom 
Now I'm just 
A riddle in your heart 
Don't lie anymore 
A riddle in your heart 
Don't lie anymore 

I will weaponize these photographs
this is my chance
this is my chance

Offer me this one request 
You know I always picked you up
When you were not at your best 
Emotions take over
I don't think im sober
Don't let this be the last time 

don’t let this
be the last
time i see
your face
don’t let this
be the last
time i see
your face

repression it is
harnessed to my weakness to
weaponize it
dealing with all that i’ve become

i will not be
so far away
far

Away 
so far
from me 
Ohh ohh a woah 
We change our minds 
Far too often
Pardon the way 
I can't change mine 

You’re the bridge between
you’re the bridge between
i can’t change mine
my, my breakdown

You’re the bridge between
you’re the bridge between
my breakdown

you’re the bridge between
you’re the bridge between
my, my breakdown

And all our lights 
Cut to the low
I just feel a part of you
Forever glowing
All around me

Mixed and mastered by Jerome Alan Chan - MZD Studios

Midnight Beauty (feat. Joey Holiday)

Midnight Beauty Instrumental

All
All

Fast forward now
I just want to feel your love forever
Don't hold me down for too long
And if this is the way it has to go
About saying you don't want to feel alone at night saying you don't want to feel the way you made me feel

And I know your heart writes riddles within its walls
And I know your heart writes riddles

Offer me this one request
You know I always picked you up
When you were not at your best
Emotions take over
I don't think I'm sober
Don't let this be the last time

Offer me this one request
You know I always picked you up
When you were not at your best
Emotions take over
I don't think I'm sober
Don't let this be the last time

Paranoia now
Sets my mind
And I don't know how long I have until I'm
Completely disassembled by the ghost of you
It haunts this bedroom
Now I'm just
A riddle in your heart
Don't lie anymore
A riddle in your heart
Don't lie anymore

Offer me this one request
You know I always picked you up
When you were not at your best
Emotions take over
I don't think I'm sober
Don't let this be the last time

Offer me this one request
You know I always picked you up
When you were not at your best
Emotions take over
I don't think I'm sober
Don't let this be the last time

Don't pull
away from me
Don't you pull
away
We change our minds
Far too often
Pardon the way
I can't let go

We change our minds
Ohhh
We change we change
We change our minds

And all the lights
Cut to the low
I just feel a part of you
Forever glowing

Midnight Beauty Acoustic Feat. Joey Holiday

Before you spend your life
Just looking back was it who we were before the fall 
Staring at your phone
Just waiting for my call
And when he
Can't hold it down for you like I do
Baby don’t you worry 
Don’t you cry
I am just a phone call away

When we exchange these words
Do they cut down to the core 
Of who were long before
All this critical thinking
Got you all shook 
Now your reviewing something
About your love
And when we decay
Who will wash us away
Before we wake

I feel so alone 
Could you just try
To understand 
That I am not the man I was before
So pick me up
Just to let me down
I speak no ill word about you

Before you spend your life
Just looking back was it who we were before the fall 
Staring at your phone
Just waiting for my call
And when he
Can't hold it down for you like I do
Baby don’t you worry 
Don’t you cry
I am just a phone call away

Drinking liquor all night
Just to feel alright
Got me thinking sideways
Say if I was better
Would we stick together
All of our lives
Wherever the wind blows
I find myself drawn
Back to you

Just tell me
Are you sleeping all alone
Because i don’t know how long
This can carry on for

(In those heartfelt)
(In those heat filled)
(In those moments)
(In those moments)
(In those)

Are you hiding my heart
Inside your banks
Only there
Only there
I feel 
Something worth fighting for

Before you spend your life
Just looking back was it who we were before the fall 
Staring at your phone
Just waiting for my call
And when he
Can't hold it down for you like I do
Baby don’t you worry 
Don’t you cry
I am just a phone call away

Caramel Sunshine (feat. Joey Holiday)

**LYRICS**
I just came to vibe
no wonder i feel alive
no wonder im not surprised
I got wearing demon eyes
I got you visualized 
i got you in my eyes 
i got you in my eyes 
I forget, I forget, I forget
i forget Im a menace 
i forget ima kill em 
forget Ima leave and forget
I forget im a legend
forget ima kill em
forget Ima live and forget 
outlive them, okay
i live in decay
Im blowing my brains 
i'm living insane
life what you want from me
death don't bother me
life what you want from me
death dont bother me
baseball bat to the head
baseball bat to the face
baseball bat to them titties
baseball bat to the city
baseball to hades 
give em all fucking hell
okay you knew grace, okay you knew thought 
who would go thought, that a thought would have been more than a thought 
I forgot, I am god
im popping these bitches im popping.. all
im killing it always , im killing slowly
im killing like im fucking karate kid
on that Jackie chan shit with the bruce lee man 
you can get my 4 arms 
all across your neck, my hoe
call it how I see it on my mothafucking phone
fucking rings, and it rings 
that motherfucker ring 
that motherfucker ring 
i just came to vibe
no wonder i feel alive
no wonder I’m not surprised
I got wearing demon eyes
I got you visualized 
i got you in my eyes 
i got you in my eyes 24 with the 27 win the combat 
you don’t even wanna call that
you don’t even wanna take a picture, kodak, Kodak 
well you can’t ever get it
so black black black
when you get it like that
like a brand new tat
that shit is forever, like that
that shit is forever, light
put that demon in a mothafucking legend, uhm
story mothfucking get twisted 
story about to get twisted 
put that demon in a mothefucking legend
story motherfucking get twisted 
story motherfucking get twisted

Silent Movies (feat. Joey Holiday)

The Angel Like Expression (TALE)

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