Every time I close my eyes
I see you still
And I smile

Every time I close my eyes
I see you still
And I smile

All my life
I've felt alone
I thought it would
Go on forever

But now
My eyes are open
And I see you
I can't help but smile

Every time I close my eyes
I see you still
And I smile

Every time I close my eyes
I see you still
And I smile

Bandcamp

I See You

https://soundcloud.com/abandoneer

You'll take the ride
To leave this town along that yellow line
You'll find the life on the outside
You can't deny
The walk's too long
You'll get there in half the time
If you take a seat on the shotgun side

Tahoma calls
It's waiting there to get rid of us all
When the big one comes better pray the car don't stall
Better hop on in
The pass will close if the clouds start rollin' in
Can't take the thought of being stuck again

Botch - Afghamistam (Cover by Abandoneer & The Anthropophobia Project)

https://soundcloud.com/abandoneer

all I want
all I get
let it be captured
in my heart

world on fire
world of pain
find myself wanting you again
all I want
all I need
let it be captured
in my heart

all I want
all I get
let it be captured
in my heart

all I want
all I need
let it be captured
in my heart

all I want
all I get
let it be captured
in my heart

can't speak
can't talk
can't do anything they want

can't hide
or change your mind
gonna live with all my soul inside

can't speak
can't talk
can't stop for the reeling cause
or love
i told 'em all about it
can't talk
cause i'm already lost

can't think
can't cry
keep thinking of a suicide
it's hard
i just can't forget it
gonna fade cause i'm already dead

can't think
can't dream
don't care if i live or die
don't talk
i just can't believe it
gonna fade cause i'm already dead

can't think
can't dream
don't believe anything i see
oh yeah
i don't wanna get it
gotta leave while i live to regret it

can't speak
can't lie
can't go anywhere to hide
can't think
can't cry
keep thinking of a suicide

can't speak
can't talk
can't do anything i want
can't hide
or change your mind
gonna live with all my soul inside

can't speak
can't talk
can't do anything i want
can't hide
or change your mind
gonna live with all my soul inside

Danzig - Let It Be Captured/Cantspeak (Cover by Abandoneer & The Anthropophobia Project)

Ohh, can't anybody see
We've got a war to fight
Never found our way
Regardless of what they say

How can it feel, this wrong
From this moment
How can it feel, this wrong

Storm in the morning light
I feel
No more can I say
Frozen to myself

I got nobody on my side
And surely that ain't right
Surely that ain't right

Ohh, can't anybody see
We've got a war to fight
Never found our way
Regardless of what they say

How can it feel, this wrong
From this moment
How can it feel, this wrong

How can it feel, this wrong
From this moment
How can it feel, this wrong

Ohh, can't anybody see
We've got a war to fight
Never found our way
Regardless of what they say

How can it feel, this wrong
From this moment
How can it feel, this wrong

Portishead - Roads (Cover by The Anthropophobia Project)

Where are those happy days, they seem so hard to find
I try to reach for you but you have closed your mind
Whatever happened to our love? I wish I understood
It used to be so nice, it used to be so good

So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me, S.O.S.
The love you gave me, nothing else can save me, S.O.S.

When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on?

You seemed so far away, though you were standing near
You made me feel alive but something died, I fear
I really tried to make it up, I wish I understood
What happened to our love, it used to be so good

So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me, S.O.S.
The love you gave me, nothing else can save me, S.O.S.

When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on?

So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me, S.O.S.
The love you gave me, nothing else can save me, S.O.S.

So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me, S.O.S.
The love you gave me, nothing else can save me, S.O.S.

So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me, S.O.S.
The love you gave me, nothing else can save me, S.O.S.

When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on?
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on?

ABBA - SOS (Cover by The Anthropophobia Project)

Played the acoustic guitar over the original song by Sinth
https://soundcloud.com/sinth-2

Sinth - Echos Of Light (feat. The Anthropophobia Project)

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbyes
I nearly do

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you, dear

Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

Slower, slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart, my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Snow Patrol - Run (Cover by The Anthropophobia Project)

Baby, I've been waiting
I've been waiting night and day
I didn't see the time
And I waited half my life away
There were lots of invitations
And I know you sent me some
But I was waiting
For the miracle, for the miracle to come

I know you really loved me
But, you see, my hands were tied
And I know it must have hurt you
It must have hurt your pride
To have to stand beneath my window
With your bugle and your drum
And me I'm up there waiting
For the miracle, for the miracle to come

I don't believe you'd like it
You wouldn't like it here
There ain't no entertainment
And the judgments are severe
The Maestro says it's Mozart
But it sounds like bubble gum
When you're waiting
For the miracle, for the miracle to come

Leonard Cohen - Waiting For The Miracle (Cover by The Anthropophobia Project)

Guitar solo by Wojo of Sumptus Ignis
https://soundcloud.com/joshua-lee-wojtaszek
https://soundcloud.com/sumptusignis

When the rain falls
I'll be home safe
When the rain falls
I'll be in my cave
When the rain falls
I'll have no regrets
When the rain falls
I'll be here, I guess

My life's been spent hiding from the rain
My life's worth more than the pain

When the night falls
I venture out
No one sees me
I have no doubt
Oh, when the night falls
I'm covered by the rain
When the night falls
It covers up the pain

My life's been spent hiding from the rain
My life's worth more than the pain
My life's been spent running from the pain
Now I know that I can take the rain

When The Rain Falls (feat. Wojo)

Collaboration with crsa
https://soundcloud.com/crsamusic

I am mending my heart for you
I am mending my heart

I don't care if your heart is split in two
You know I'll always, always be there for you

I am mending my heart for you
I am mending my heart
(I don't care if your heart is split in two)
(You know I'll always, always be there for you)

I don't care if your heart is split in two
You know I'll always, always be there for you

Mending My Heart (feat. crsa)

Hi. I'm back. Good to see you again.
Here is a teaser of what is to come.

Original song "A Warm Place" by Nine Inch Nails

A Warm Determined Place

Wait until I fall asleep with you
Until I am dreaming next to you
Waterfalls are flowing through my heart
And you
Lie awake and stare to the moon
What will be left of this when the morning comes?
You’ll be ready to sleep and I will start to sing

Why did I wait so long
To show you my heart and let you know you belong?
I know I’ve done this before
But this time I’ll show you that I won’t anymore

How did I live like that for so long?
I told myself it was right, but I was wrong
I know now that my thoughts were misconstrued
I know now that my heart was made for you

Why did I wait so long
To show you my heart and let you know you belong?
I know I’ve done this before
But this time I’ll show you that I won’t anymore

Why did I wait so long
To show you my heart and let you know you belong?
I’ve made mistakes and I’ve ran away from my heart
But all of this led me to you
And now I am strong

My Heart (August 2023)

Gratitude

Hello.

Good to see you again.

I hope you are well.

~Mike

Liar's Cove

Not All of Them Were Lies

Life Is Good.

Footsteps

Something In The Way (Liars Cove)

Standing next to the frozen lake at night

Scars on Scars

Song written and recorded by Wojo of Sumptus Ignis
https://soundcloud.com/joshua-lee-wojtaszek
https://soundcloud.com/sumptusignis

Mixed/Mastered and bells and whistles added by The Anthropophobia Project

Colossus (Wojo & The Anthropophobia Project)

Massive Attack - Angel (cover by The Anthropophobia Project & Skyline Tigers)

Remixed version here:  https://soundcloud.com/theanthropophobiaproject/youre-not-doing-what-you-should-feat-abandoneer

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I'm not doing what I should

Collaboration with The Aquaerials
https://soundcloud.com/aquaerials

Nameless/Faceless (Feat. The Aquaerials)

My own rendition of a classic.   I hope you enjoy it.
https://youtu.be/_LKGeyCQDYA

Hush now don't you cry
Wipe away the teardrop from your eye
You're lying safe in bed
It was all a bad dream
Spinning in your head
Your mind tricked you to feel the pain
Of someone close to you leaving the game of life
So here it is, another chance
Wide awake you face the day
Your dream is over... or has it just begun?

There's a place I like to hide
A doorway that I run through in the night
Relax child, you were there
But only didn't realize and you were scared
It's a place where you will learn
To face your fears, retrace the years
And ride the whims of your mind
Commanding in another world
Suddenly you hear and see
This magic new dimension

I will be watching over you
I am gonna help you see it through
I will protect you in the night
I am smiling next to you, in Silent Lucidity

If you open your mind for me
You won't rely on open eyes to see
The walls you built within
Come tumbling down, and a new world will begin
Living twice at once you learn
You're safe from pain in the dream domain
A soul set free to fly
A round trip journey in your head
Master of illusion, can you realize
Your dream's alive, you can be the guide but...

I will be watching over you
I am gonna help you see it through
I will protect you in the night
I am smiling next to you

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Queensrÿche - Silent Lucidity (Cover by The Anthropophobia Project)

You shatter me
Your grip on me
A hold on me so dull it kills
You stifle me
Infectious sense of hopelessness and Prayers for Rain
I suffocate
I breathe in dirt
And nowhere shines but desolate
And drab the hours all spent on killing time again
All waiting for the rain

You fracture me
Your hands on me
A touch so plain, so stale it kills
You strangle me
Entangle me in hopelessness and Prayers for Rain
I deteriorate
I live in dirt
And nowhere glows but drearily
And tired the hours all spent on killing time again
All waiting for the rain

You fracture me
Your hands on me
A touch so plain, so stale it kills
You strangle me
Entangle me in hopelessness and Prayers for Rain
Prayers for Rain
Prayers for Rain
Prayers for Rain

The Cure - Prayers For Rain (Cover by The Anthropophobia Project)

Don't think sorry is easily said
Don't try turning tables instead
You've taken lots of chances before
But I ain't gonna give anymore
Don't ask me, that's how it goes
'Cause part of me knows what you're thinking

Don't say words you're gonna regret
Don't let the fire rush to your head
I've heard the accusation before
And I ain't gonna take any more
Believe me, the sun in your eyes
Made some of the lies worth believing

I am the eye in the sky
Looking at you
I can read your mind
I am the maker of rules
Dealing with fools
I can cheat you blind
And I don't need to see anymore
To know that
I can read your mind (looking at you)
I can read your mind (looking at you)
I can read your mind (looking at you)
I can read your mind

Don't leave false illusion behind
Don't cry I ain't changing my mind
So find another fool like before
'Cause I ain't gonna live anymore
Believing some of the lies
While all of the signs are deceiving

I am the eye in the sky
Looking at you
I can read your mind
I am the maker of rules
Dealing with fools
I can cheat you blind
And I don't need to see anymore
To know that
I can read your mind (looking at you)
I can read your mind (looking at you)
I can read your mind (looking at you)
I can read your mind

I am the eye in the sky
Looking at you
I can read your mind
I am the maker of rules
Dealing with fools
I can cheat you blind
And I don't need to see anymore
To know that
I can read your mind (looking at you)
I can read your mind (looking at you)
I can read your mind (looking at you)
I can read your mind

The Alan Parsons Project - Sirius/Eye In The Sky (Cover by The Anthropophobia Project)

I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh Lord
And I've been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh Lord
Can you feel it coming in the air tonight, oh Lord, oh Lord

Well if you told me you were drowning, I would not lend a hand
I've seen your face before my friend, but I don't know if you know who I am
Well I was there and I saw what you did, I saw it with my own two eyes
So you can wipe off that grin
I know where you've been
It's all been a pack of lies

And I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh Lord
Well I've been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh Lord
I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh Lord, oh Lord

Well I remember, I remember, don't worry, how could I ever forget
It's the first time, the last time we ever met
But I know the reason why you keep your silence up, oh no you don't fool me
Well the hurt doesn't show, but the pain still grows
It's no stranger to you and me

I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh Lord
Well I’ve been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh Lord
I can feel it in the air tonight, oh Lord, oh Lord
Well I've been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh Lord
I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh Lord
And I've been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh Lord
I can feel it in the air tonight, oh Lord, oh Lord
Well I've been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh Lord, oh Lord

Phil Collins - In The Air Tonight (Cover by The Anthropophobia Project)

In city shoes
Of clueless blues
Pays the views
And no-mans news
Blades will fade from blood to sport
The heroin's cut these fuses short
Smokers rode a colonial pig
Drink and frame this pain I think
I'm melting silver poles my dear
You bleed your wings and then disappear
The moving scenes and pilot lights
Smithereens have got 'em scaling heights
Modern times come talk me down
And battle lines are drawn across this town
Parisian boys without your names
Ghetto stones instead of chains
Talk 'em down cause it's up in flames
And nothing's changed
Parisian boys without your names
Riot like 1968 again
The days of rage yeah nothing's changed
Well pretty flames
In school I would just bite my tongue
And now your words they strike me down
The flags are false and they contradict
They point and click which wounds to lick
On avenues this Christian breeze
Turns its heart to more needles please
Our eyes roll back and we beg for more
It frays this skin and then underscore
The case for war you spin and bleed
The sales you feel screensavers feed
The girls you breed the soaps that you write
The graceless charm of your gutter snipes
The moving scenes and suburbanites
And smithereens got 'em scaling heights
Modern times come talk me down
The battle lines are drawn across this town
English boys without your names
Ghetto stones instead of chains
Hearts and minds and U.S. planes
Nothing's changed
And English boys without your names
Riot like the 1980's again
The days of rage yeah nothing's changed
More pretty flames

Original song by Massive Attack

Massive Attack - False Flags

https://soundcloud.com/lisa-p-442529239

I am the key to the lock in your house
That keeps your toys in the basement
And if you get too far inside
You'll only see my reflection

It's always best when the light is off
I am the pick in the ice
Do not cry out or hit the alarm
You know we're friends till we die

And either way you turn
I'll be there
Open up your skull
I'll be there
Climbing up the walls

It's always best when the light is off
It's always better on the outside
Fifteen blows to the back of your head
Fifteen blows to your mind

So lock the kids up safe tonight
Shut the eyes in the cupboard
I've got the smell of a local man
Who's got the loneliest feeling

That either way he turns
I'll be there
Open up your skull
I'll be there

Climbing up the walls
Climbing up the walls
Climbing up the walls

Radiohead - Climbing Up The Walls (feat. Skyline Tigers)

Take my hand
I need it more than you do
I assure you

Oh no
What have I done?

We shouldn’t be here
We’ve taken the wrong path
Oh I promise you

Oh no

Exactly why are you here with me now?
What’s in it for you?
What are you getting out of this?

 Hey! My hand!
I need this more than you do
I assure you

What did I do to you?
I don’t even know you now
The world has turned against me
And I’m sick
Sick of it all
And where were you?
I’ve been alone this whole time
I blame you
I blame you

What I need is right here in my chest

My heart is blocked from view
My wall is surrounding you

My heart is blocked from view
My wall is surrounding you

My heart is blocked from view
My wall is surrounding you

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Hi. My name is Mike. Pleased to meet you. ❤️

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