We were so nervous
but we held each other steady I could feel it
your hands on my face and body with a purpose
Under grey Kentucky sky my heart was served a writ

To find the line from then to now 
that traces
All the pain we feel written 
on our faces
How we were drawn together or were led 
By every decision and every word we said 

Coincidences can’t explain how
We bumped into each other in this crowd
To reunite while meeting for the first time
You stole my kisses but there was no crime
Brought back together though we never met
understanding things about each other no one else would get

You know the wilderness the wildness
That grew up inside my heart
Spanish moss and sand beneath the grass
Dark sky an ocean filled with stars 
A lawless love for living free
Orange blossoms fragrant on the trees
I feel like you’ve always been loving me.

You say I leave you at a loss for words
But then you say the sweetest thing I’ve ever heard
You offer me all the angels 
that you bring
seeking ways
to stay together when apart
you soothed my soul till I could sing 
and I opened up your heart

Does it mean anything
To start and end together in the same place
Have we been looking
Is that why I know your face
Like a memory or a dream 
Like a treasure long long lost
Is that why I need you darlin
Regardless of the cost.

You know the wilderness the wildness
That grew up inside my heart
Spanish moss and sand beneath the grass
Dark sky an ocean filled with stars 
A lawless love for living free
Orange blossoms fragrant on the trees
I want you always loving me

Lawless Love For Living Free

How could you let my love so true
get covered up by lies
How could you know I wanna be with you
& keep a thousand miles in your eyes
Still my heart won’t stay broken
It’ll heal against my will
Stitch itself back together 
to be in love with you still 

They will say You don’t look good on paper
 & we don’t make any sense
Thatchernothin more than a heart breaker
For whom I have no learned defense (up)

But when you say you love me
I don’t question if it’s true
I close my eyes & try to hide
But you just ask me to look at you
& for now you say it’s okay 
If we feel a little blue
As long as we remember
What we’ve said is what we’ll do 
They’ll say You don’t look good on paper
& we don’t make any sense
Thatchernothin more than a heart breaker
For whom I have no learned defense 

But when you say you love me
I don’t question if it’s true
I close my eyes & try to memorize 
what my senses say about you
& for now I think it’s okay 
To let you think I hung the moon
& if asked why the stars above shine
I’ll say for sure it’s cause of you 

& so my heart won’t stay broken
It’ll heal and beat so strong
Stitch itself back together 
Cause loving you ain’t wrong.




Any mean thing I ever say to you is a lie
A cry to try to show you how you hurt me
I’ll love you till the day I die
we’re unruly but  we’re still meant to be

They’ll say You don’t look good on paper
&we don’t make any sense 
Thatchernothin more than a heart breaker
For whom I have no learned defense 

But when you say you love me
I don’t question if it’s true
I dive inside your coolriver eyes
Smile and say I love you too
& for now we’ll say it’s okay 
If we feel a little blue
As long as we remember
Together is how we make it through 
Together is how we make it through
Together
Is how we make it through

How We Make It Through

It's obvious to me 
Where the problem lies
I can see it clearly 
In my own blue eyes
what I’ve been told
I need to be
Is somewhat less myself
A bit more like
Just bout anybody else

When you see Someone 
Seeing you get hurt
And then you see Someone 
Decide to not step in
Yeah you can’t help but take that in
Inside your heart  
to a shattered little part
Because isn’t Someone supposed to love you?

I might cry all day
Knowing She don’t care about me at all
no matter what I say
I worry how far the apple falls

Have I hurt Someone the same way
Did I get inside his heart
make a shattered little part
make a Someone scared like me

who thinks he can see it clearly 
where the problem lies
in his own blue eyes
and he’s been told
though not by me
to hold it in 
to stay and fight
no matter if he’s wrong or right


And when I see Someone
Seeing him get hurt
and then I see Someone 
who wants to step in
yeah I can’t help but nurture their whirlwind
because the fix for her 
shattered little part
is in the shape of him.

and I might cry all day
and worry all good things are bound to end
but even if these hours are dark
they shine brighter with you friend

and I can choose to let love grow
deep inside my heart 
heal my shattered little part
and show Someone how to love me.

Shattered Little Part

Thunder chasing heat lightening
Moth chasing bright flame
Suffocate me with silence
Then breathe my name

Rain pouring down
But my tears fall harder
You moved the finish line
I’ll run a little bit farther

You don’t deserve my love 
Let me say it again
You don’t deserve my love
But it’ll never end.

You starve me till I’m bones and skin
Then give me a crumb
Reel me back in from where I drifted.
I let you push me way down 
Then with one smile I’m lifted

The one who hits me is more honest
But I’m a fool for you
When we met I thought we were blessed
Now I’m dirt on your shoe
You don’t deserve my love 
Let me say it again
You don’t deserve my love
But it’ll never end.

You put your Queen on her knees
Made me beg you bb please
Gave me a kiss wrapped in more lies
It’s torture seein love still in your eyes.
You don’t deserve my love 
Let me say it again
You don’t deserve my love
But it’ll never end.
You don’t deserve my love 
Let me say it again
You don’t deserve my love
But it’ll never end.

Let Me Say It Again

It’s so dark now
Must be the middle of the night
Move closer to me bb
Wait with me for the light

You’ve run so far
Do you even know where you are
Why don’t you see the dangers I see
Ohh please please stay by me

You think I’m a princess
You called me your queen
But you underestimate
The darkness I’ve seen

I’ve been here before
I clawed my way out
Are you gonna stay with me 
Or what the hell is this about

Will the bottom be rock
Or quicksand where you land
Is there no way but up
Or is this just yr end





It’s so dark now
Must be the middle of the night
Move closr to me bb
Wait with e for the light

We know the day will come
The sun won’t fail to rise
Just wanna be with you bb
See the light back n yr eyes

It’s so dark now
Must be the middle of the night
Move closer to me bb
Wait with me for the light

We know the day will come
The sun won’t fail to rise
Just wanna be with you bb
See the light back n yr eyes

Wait With Me For The Light

I was sad for a long, long time 
made myself small so I could get through
then I met you
& I’m changing my outlook
I feel like lookin forward with you
I might as well be happy
There’s nothing better 
I’ve got to do

So unexpected 
I feel so much lighter
So electric
Forgot I could shine brighter
Nothing’s wrong and I don’t know if I deserve it
Everything’s good and it really makes me nervous

If you can get above the clouds
Or wait for them to clear
There is always a blue sky 
Waiting for you here

Tumbling After

Better than any drug I’ve found and I’ve found many
Higher than planes fly that’s where you’ll find me
Like I’m plugged in to an outlet 
I am turned on easy

I wonder but won’t ask why 
this current flows thru you & me
& currently You’re the only one worth my energy

Come here be still with me
Don’t move once we’re entwined perfectly 

Hold me close like we’re one 
The end of you is the start of me 

Breathe me in like I’m oxygen life giving
Pull me closer now I consent I’m willing

Want you all the time every day from the start
You got time to gimme lemme spend it earning your heart 

Gimme love gimme time gimme kisses 
everything you gimme is better
Keep me up keep me on keep me high 
keep trying to keep me forever

Cloud 9.10

Sun beams through and we feel light
Your eyes glow sea glass green
rare so rare to find
but It’s already a pile of ash in my mind

Your fingers draw me shoulder to wrist 
A calming pattern 
Beat from a heart so kind
still It’s already a pile of ash in my mind

You keep sleeping 
don’t wake and worry
You say you’d rather be blind
But It’s already a pile of ash in my mind

I’ll give you everything
If you can hear my thoughts
Like sometimes I think I can
We hum we’re so aligned 
Tho It’s already a pile of ash in my mind

If a thing goes wrong
If there’s a glimpse of imperfection
If there’s a chance it will change
Light it up and burn it down
I don’t want it to be mine
It’s already a pile of ash in my mind

If it’s beautiful and strong
A thing of absolute perfection
There’s still a chance it’ll change
Light it up and burn it down
I don’t want it to be mine
It’s already a pile of ash in my mind.

Yeah I burned it on purpose
Tho not the plan when we began it
But when our hearts entwined
I held a flame right to it 
Cause it was already a pile of ash in my mind

While the glow was still on us
When we still had a chance to decline
We were already a pile of ash in my mind

Imperfectionist

I didn’t see you coming 
till you were Right. here. 
You were wild-eyed 
I had wildflowers in my hair

I told you I cannot stand still (I can’t wait)
Still, I love you (I’m always late)
and I always will (why fight fate)

Have you ever been free (feel that wind on your skin)
The way you are when you’re with me (the most alive we’ve ever been)
Our souls connected bb (if we don’t give up we’ll win)
Without this love where would we be (all my life where’ve you been)

I can’t handle anything these days
But I can handle you and your ways
I can take more than I oughtta
If getting through now says I gotta
These are difficult times
Ain’t nobody okay
But in these best of hard times, I love you more every day

The lines on our faces
Came from different places
The pains in our hearts
Didn’t have the same start
But my biggest fears are nothin to you
I’ll think I’m stuck but then you pull me through
Bb when you lose all hope inside
By my love may you be fortified

Have you ever been free 
The way you are when you’re with me
Our souls connected bb 
Without this love where would we be
Without this love where would we be
Without our love where would we be

Fortified

Even in a whisper 
It’s impossible to say
Can’t even paint the picture
All the eyes have ears these days

Friend is a word in a dead language
I’ll never listen to another word you say
I never realized how much you loved my anguish
I watched you go outta your mind 
Just to make it stay

Got my hearts ripped from me
I walked dead for weeks
Got my face grabbed roughly 
Your nails dug in my cheeks
You held my eyes wide to make me see
Your fucked up reality
The fucked up way you think of me
And I thought it was love
When I’m someone you could not think 
Less of







You transformed before my eyes to a monster
When the sun came up 
You stayed the same
Expected me to cry 
Oh God I’ve lost her
But I realize I have only gained
A clearer view from behind your eyes
 A little window to your brain. 
You’re the worst one now I’ve ever loved 
May you live and die 
In pain

If you get counted in the lucky
It doesn’t make you worthy
You can wash till your skin splits bloodied
Bitch you’ll always be dirty

If you get counted in the lucky
It doesn’t make you worthy
You can wash till your skin splits bloodied
Bitch you’ll always be dirty
Bitch you’ll always be dirty
Bitch you’ll always be dirty

Jesse's Girl

A choice was made for you 
When you wanted to choose
You deserved a win
But had way too much to lose
You’ve been awake at night
Counting days that slip away
You’ve been called a monster
Though you’re loving every day
Don’t listen
If someone says you’re lacking
Don’t listen
You are perfectly enough
I promise
It won’t always be this tough

We won’t go looking
We’ll make trouble find us laughing
In your arms in the dark
I get the giggles
Trying to keep my mouth shut
In your arms in the dark
I see the future
All these tangled vines are cut

We are free and our heads are thrown back
We have everything we need
Bathed in light pouring through the cracks


Growing is what we do
When we get to choose
We’ve been caught in a whirlwind
But we’ve not been disabused
All the sleep we’ve lost
All the tears we’ve paid
Are nothing next to the the dream delayed.

Just listen 
It’s the heartbeat of our promises
Just listen 
That’s the music of our love
I promise 
We will rise above 

We won’t go looking
We’ll make trouble find us laughing
In my arms in the dark 
You get the giggles
Trying to keep your mouth shut
In my arms in the dark
You see the future
All these tangled vines are cut

We are free and we have each other’s backs
We have everything we need
Bathed  in light pouring through the cracks.

Find Us Laughing (final)

A choice was made for you 
When you wanted to choose
You deserved a win
But had way too much to lose
You’ve been awake at night
Counting days that slip away
You’ve been called a monster
Though you’re loving every day

Don’t listen
If someone says you’re lacking
Don’t listen
You are perfectly enough
I promise
It won’t always be this tough

We won’t go looking
We’ll make trouble find us laughing
In your arms in the dark
I get the giggles
Trying to keep my mouth shut
In your arms in the dark
I see the future
All these tangled vines are cut

We are free and our heads are thrown back
We have everything we need
Bathed in light pouring through the cracks


Growing is what we do
When we get to choose
We’ve been caught in a whirlwind
But we’ve not been disabused
All the sleep we’ve lost
All the tears we’ve paid
Are nothing next to the the dream delayed.

Just listen 
It’s the heartbeat of our promises
Just listen 
That’s the music of our love
I promise 
We will rise above 

We won’t go looking
We’ll make trouble find us laughing
In my arms in the dark 
You get the giggles
Trying to keep your mouth shut
In my arms in the dark
You see the future
All these tangled vines are cut

We are free and we have each other’s backs
We have everything we need
Bathed in light pouring through the cracks.

We were just delayed
They thought we weren’t coming
But we were just delayed
Just delayed
They thought we weren’t coming
But we were just delayed
Just delayed
They thought we weren’t coming
But we were just delayed
It’s never too late
It’s never too late

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