Rafters (rough)

I know there's a double standard but I think you're overcompensating(rough)


I keep the lights down low cus that's how I'm feeling
I'm all alone I just needed an evening to think to myself
I collect my thoughts through scribbles on paper
I'll pour this heart out sooner or later
All to you

I don't identify the meaning of life
I'll figure it out with only a minute till I die
What a waste of time
When I'd rather stay up late, wait for the sun
And see how many drinks it takes til I'm having fun
Til I'm fucking done

I wish I didn't kiss you so I wouldn't have to miss you
I wish I didn't kiss you so I wouldn't have to miss you
Sometimes I look up to the sky and pray for no more pain inside
And other times I wish that I could climb up and kill your God

It was written in stone when he was breathing down your neck
Telling you how he don't give a fucking shit who your boyfriend is
or where he's from, what he did
I bet you made up something

The Hypocrite

Chorus:
This is my time
Why will is be ruined by the ghost of autmuns past
Reliving being left behind 
And I am sick and tired of how every facet of my life
Just Circles back to you
Just like you'd have it do

Fall is still my favorite season 
Even though the scent that the cold brings in
Gives me sort of uneasy feelings
When scenes of a happy Me 
Play through thoughts like a tired tape
Hand in hand and twin smiles ear to ear
Then disappear, I already know their fate

Chorus

And now this time of year I can't do what I do best
I kill myself with caffeinated cancer cool downs
A self indulgent rest
Always unsure if every word I ever said
Truly hid just what I meant

Chorus

And early sundowns used to lift my spirits high
I haven't seen one yet through these sudden blinded eyes
We both know I've tried
I though collecting hearts was the worst thing you could do
You took my favorite feeling too

Look what you did you ruined us 
And now you've ruined me
I've grown composed now 
So don't be confused when I don't ignore
'Cus I couldn't hate you more

Chorus x2

Look what you did you butchered us 
And now you're killing me
I've grown composed now 
So don't be confused when I don't ignore
'Cus I couldn't hate you more
I couldn't you more, I couldn't

TheArtifact