This track is beautiful, good job bub. I hope we can work together on music soon!!

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It gets harder every time I try,
so yeah I'd say I'm disillusioned,
structure tends to have that effect on me,
or did you forget?
But then again so does lack thereof,
and for that matter, the in-between.
I'm beginning to think I'm predisposed to dissatisfaction.
I need a change, I need a drink,
I need to call my health insurance.
I need a break, I haven't eaten since last week.

I watched a month go by and thought about
when we were reaching for some nameless goal
and sighing with relief when our plans fell through.
It's not okay to live this way,
I know, I've suffered through the same.
It's so easy to tell yourself
"It's got to get out somehow".

Adults on a swing set, gray dusk fast approaching,
you twisted and turned at the slightest approach.
So I braced myself and I did what I had to;
I told you that I'm a girl.
You said "what do you know" and I misheard,
so I responded "yeah, me too".

Your words echo theoretically,
"Grow up, stop shoplifting what you can afford
and call your health insurance!"
"Grow up, stop shoplifting what you can afford
and get yourself fed!"
Grow up, stop sleeping in and assuming the worst,
and call your friends unprompted.
Grow up, stop wallowing in these stupid regrets
and keep your head up.
Take a fucking step forward, and
look them in the eye.
But it gets harder everything I try.
credits
from Cheap Booze, Alone or with Friends (Demo ver​.​),


released August 19, 2020
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living Room Ghost - Cheap  Booze Alone Or  With  Friends (Demo)

In the beginning there was fallout.

we would wander.

It's January 3rd 2009, a cold and blustery winter day, a bunch of high school and college students (and some of their parent's probably) gather in Chris Tremblay's (These Birds Is Dead) Parent's unheated garage. Brave Little Abacus, Kyle Oppenheimer, and These Birds Is Dead played. this is BLA's set. Recorded solely with a pair of mics at the back of the room.

This file is posted uninterrupted, and in full, for posterity's sake. Music starts around the 11 minute mark.

BLA - Tremblay's Garage - January 3rd, 2009 8:45pm

4 wut tho

much to see in both pupils once you aknowledge it

Empty Eyes

say thank you and I don't fuck wit mustard...that shit nasty

The Song

you suck charlie

love this song, can't wait to see em in a month <3

(i used this acapella for it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jmRlIaSyF2)

shelter (porter robinson/madeon)

The last real highlight of the lecture was when he played one of the last beats J Dilla ever produced. He explains how sick Dilla was at the time and that he couldn't really express himself through words. So instead, he would express himself through the beats he made. His last beat samples Funkadelic's "America Eats its Young" record and really symbolizes how he was feeling towards the end of his life.


?uestlove on one of Dilla's last beats

dog with tentacles coming out of the mouth

NEW ALBUM: 

https://thebassbumper.bandcamp.com/album/album-3

dog with tentacles coming out of the mouth

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