written a few years back
(prod. Bailey Daniel)

LYRICS:

True love has conditions.
Contrary to conventional wisdom
it's just honest 'bout it's convictions
Verse it not hate, but indifference
that's a fiction, cause
indifference is what hate wishes it could be
it's hate with the best intentions
and fear is the glue that grips 'em
everything you wished ripped in an instant
that's fear
everything you built, tipped it
everything you did, scripted
every soul mate a cryptid, so rare
so take care to keep it minted
shareholder never make it liquid
the value ain't intrinsic, it's dependent
on commitment, even if it's incompatible,
or padded with regrets, just
don't ruin that investment 
-
Are we people or are we things?
commodities bought and wrapped up
in two wedding rings?
Over seven with my everything never
tethered in loop, to tell you the truth, it's better
and the evidence proves it
if you need to go then go
cause if you need to know, the hope is
that true love is never over a stones throw and so
if there's an encore then that's the true show
and even if the spot go dim, curtain call
and house lights brim, then curtain draw
and it's clear that's all, is that so grim?
Is that so wrong? Though it didn't last so long?
The question is: did you learn something?
Was there fire in your heart? Did you burn something?
You didn't earn nothing. Were you a better version of
yourself with another person?
If so then it was worth something.

ENCORE (prod. Bailey Daniel)

prod. engless
cover art by me

Lyrics:
Scanner trigger in my fingers every morning at six
The laser hit the paper and I check the digits
lead ticking on the page I see 'em raising in cents
lil glimpses of the reason why I barely make rent
alcohol on the laminate the permanent bleed
plastic dripping with maledict in cursive it reads
$5.99 - a dollar cheaper last week
a year before that the avocados were three
In some era of the past avocados were free
get one in your grasp and take a pick from the tree
Eat it and plant the seed, feed the land
reach down take the soil in your hands, understand where you breathe
now it's dumb, take the money and run
just to spend it on some grub that won't last you the month
so numb checking numbers but I try to have fun
press the scanner to my temple to pretend its a gun
priceless

AVOCADOS (prod. engless)

Written and Produced by me

LYRICS:
This is the point of no regret
Line stepped, prayers met, death set
And you know it now
This is the phlegm up in your chest
When you retch, and arrest, so upset
But it won't come out
This is the culmination
All things, all creation, all waiting
To step on some holy ground
This is disappointment
A Car crash, disjointed, bones smashed
And you're crying out

God save us
False prophets and false promises
Palms on fire and
Tongues in esophagus
Got Pupil and Iris and whites
Circle on circle in shopping lifts
Tired and out of it
so we Lashing out violently
Death mask,
Ivory fangs hawking prep bags
blessed if the next affects brains
And pests infect strains
So instead the blast came, the end
Or maybe you just need a tent
If ya rent lags

Oh God, bad as it was I can't forget that
Oh God, bad as it was I couldn't go
On God, bad as it was I woulda did that
Again looking back at the ones I didn't know


DEATH MASK

I mean every word too...
produced and written by: me
lyrics:

CUT THAT SHIT OFF!!

first time i ever did make up, some people thought I had a black eye
dark palette I shadow box like dodging punches from a past life
its nothing, for real, I get it we stuck in this hell with the stick in they ass types 
bad friction so casual turn to apparitions that you can't fight  
dip in the ink and then and flick it for tipping off lids
slip in a dress and I'm padding my hips
trimming the chin, y'all are just mirrors with grins
I see a prick
they assume but we never been nude
cut off at jeans where they see
but they group me in blue
apparently I'm an exceptional 
dude, but I don't make any for you 
they obsess over dick, pressed over lips, decrepit as shit 
but mentally adolescent like arrested development
twist! 
but they messing with kids and projecting it!
I guess I've just learned to expect it 
the masculine feminine gender in general 
I fuck it all but I'm actually celibate, 
who does it benefit? 
so here come the name change
predictable isn't it? switching my gender by nixing it
now they all Watergate sniffin' as if Ava dick got a trick to it
gotta get on the game change
playing chess with these checkers 
they guessing for leverage 
you kept in the kitchen for nethers? 
hold em real still while I serve em a beverage

whos coming for us, whos coming for us, whos coming for us, who's coming? 
whos coming for us, whos coming for us, whos coming for us, who's coming? 
whos coming for us, whos coming for us, whos coming for us, who's coming? 
cut em off, cut em off, cut em off!
cut em off, cut em off, cut em off!

confession my father in heaven see i am not sorry for what i got off to
my mama think i am not Christian no more cause I just wanna do what I want to
if I had my way there'd be so many names on this body you'd think I was sponsored
I'm with a partner that love me and trust me I'm lucky fuck being monoga-
must be that Ava went slut, she's on her way back
lust is a son of a gun, watch me spray that
to every single Christian who pray for Ava to change back
kneel down and bow your head while I just lay back
I don't mean to demean but i mean is it mean if I don't really mean it
compared to some rappers the mode where I mean it is probably on average right under the median
I do a fraction of laughing at sexual harassment as damage to flex on a plebeian
damn it I can't even yap without trapping myself in a scheme that'll make me look deviant 
it's all connected
sexuality, power, gender
any man with a proud agenda
that don't hate women is a loud pretender
any woman that deifies child bearing is alchemical
fuck your physical
fuck your mental 
fuck the spectrum
I'm agender
this existential 

this shit existential

CUT THAT SHIT OFF!!

CUTOFFS (DEMO 25.02.01)

Lake half frozen but fuck it still dove in!

Produced by me.

Dirty Ass Beach

Just a fun lil' writing exercise. 

LYRICS:

hello again.

I'm like decuple others you can't recognize
unequal features coveted on like a neighbors wife
fuck it, a hundred people stooped under drop tile,
fluorescent lights and a knife on Bradley Cooper's dime
I'm the one, best believe 
I'm the sun, or the moon
or the fungus bloom at your doom
and the tomb run too
no smooth, all goose
strokes a hairy lipped droop like a fu manchu
hypochondria scooped from a human stew 
a pinch of rhythm and Christian blues
Like I was Group 1 Crew

deep cuts.

Flexin' threads (but that's the weight)
still turning heads tho, seven eighth's to go
til I'm dead (that's the bit)
don't remember me, remember them
the crown of snakes with a second skin
crowded brain, hiss en masse
"nice legs"
thank you friends
just shaved
and got a second wind
and rockin' face they'll never see again

yeah its good to be home!

Bradley Cooper's Plastic Surgeon (prod. Stoic)

I now find this song to be kinda cringe, but also kinda good?? But also pretty bad... but at the same time maybe its not THAT bad??? At the end of the day past me put a lot of time and effort into producing this, so why keep it privated? Just because I'm a little embarassed? Fuck that. Enjoy this time capsule.

You're So Special (2017)

The cops are on my tail because I have too many cats!

Music by Retnik Beats:

(https://www.youtube/c/retnikbeatsbe/)

Another Cat!

I'm fatigued...

LYRICS:

Never been the type to front disparage or call
I'm beginning to believe that that's a character flaw
Too many kids who never quit with their imaginary friends
Now it's up to us to babysit all who involved? Nah.
I'm fatigued, it's like every time you sneeze
you gettin' on your knees
and repenting even Jesus like "geez"
it's sincere tho they actually believe
that some fruit from a tree made em evil
they need to get clean
pardon me, but where's the unconditional love
comes with a mess, but you lookin' past the dirtiest parts
mans best bud everyone talkin' in tongues 
of course you never know what's going on,
you might as well just call him "dog."
dont give me that bullshit, I know the pulpit
is a breeding ground for homophobic racist sexist culprits
don't give me them bad apples, that'll just backstab you
cause didn't adam bite that and set the standard? 
you blasphemous pastors, pasture eating sheep
I am past turning cheeks to you fake meek bastards
get with the program you pro-graham evangelists
if hell is real well I hope that you can handle it
Yall mad cause ya haven't caught the vibes huh? 
Talk a lot die a tribe huh? 
Switch O.C.s to double es yall should listen 'for you speak so we don't have to see what happens if your gleek sprays wide enough. 
tongue in cheek, saliva, I hope at least you stick with hyperbole not be hyper-bully either measure tho is probably 
High per bully if you makin' fun or pumpin' the lead
why do those with questions end up dead? 

wasted breath, DUI
oh, you agree that this blows? Do you, why?
Listen, I been in polarized positions
where people twist you paint you in a harsh light now you terrified
so you get in groups, oops, now you bulletproof,
and then poof, all the people that you thought you knew's necks are turnin' shoot
couldn't give a hoot what others do until the truth swoops through and you have to make a move, oof
non-religious hypocrite rats
I'm knockin' lined up pins from your jackets gets me ratcheted
men measure ticks when they whip they clocks out
but when the times up they whip they cocks out
big dicks, figments
All these rappers say that they respect women
Yet they using bitch and other adjectives imaginary friends 
ya'll don't wanna sit with me in competition
Let alone alone in my presence, I'm mic pensive thinking bout your contradictions
And if you call me bitch thanks for playin in
thanks for callin, ill just disregard it
You're the problem
Imma talk about it
Fuck religion, fuck the system
Fuck the yellow brick you follow
And If God is solid then he's too phony to solve it, got it?

Prod. By Homage

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