Dont Wanna Die (2019)

i hate your face ft i love snow days

I hate my fucking life

prod. @realprezmeow

blackout, might blackout
and you're losing me
open my body
and reach into me
i feel uneasy
in your company
feel like
im drowning
with your hands on me

let me fucking go
jus let me fucking goooo
come and give me what you owe
i dont feel it anymore

nah i dont feel nothing
with all these pills in my body
i dont like who im becoming
split your brain into two
so i can have a part of you
all to myself
all to myself

i aint letting go (im not fuckin letting go of u)
i aint letting go of you (im not fuckin letting go)
cus ur all i fuckin need to function (all i fuckin neeeeedddd)
i dont need to hear your fuckin assumptions
(im so fuckin tired of it)
(i dont wanna hear u speak)
(all u do is put me down)
(why am i putting up with u?)
(i dont really fuckin know)
(so attached to you tho)
(freezing cold up in the snow)

blackout

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Lyrics:

I'm gonna say it when I look at you in ur eyes
you reek of pity and thoughts that u can never change
i always hated u and all ur friends can fucking die
but its okay because I'll kill u in a shooting range
and I cant judge u I know that ur an asshole
but all ur friends are fucking losers that'll never change
u can try but deep down u know it never works 
but cucking guys that shit is something u should never do

this isn't an emo ass rock song (but it could be)

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Lyrics:
Your parents hate me 
And I wonder fucking why
Thoughts throughout without a doubt 
Started to see u as somebody else and not like the other guys
Your parents hate me

Your parents hate me

i feel the drugs kicking in my body
ill rot alone like a fucking zombie (oh no)
i’ll loose a girl like i loose a house key
now im home alone without the girl that really cared for me
i feel the drugs kicking in my body
ill rot alone like a fucking zombie (oh no)
i’ll loose a girl like i loose a house key
now im home alone without the girl that really cared for me

i love how you rot
and your times well spent but mine is not 
your mouth is screaming omg
my corpse is laying in the yard
what do you expect just give me space and i’ll be fine
i’m so sick of this im so obsessed i want you mine

you can do wtv u want jus dont waste my time
i love your lips i love your hair i love your face oh i love your eyes
she’s told me im pathetic
she’s nice just for the aesthetic
her life is so upsetting
she’s drunk but i just let it happen 
FUCK

(prod peril.)

she really cared huh..

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was it worth
what y call love
why you so cold
y know something I dont know
Im so worthless
choking wont work, dont
make an esforço if y wake up 

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