Tiramisu!

prod. @ibr
mix. @ibr
art. @headhaunter

Down and down it goes...

Lyrics:
I try to forget we happened, I try to not think of you
but all my thoughts still take your shape and imitate the things you do
there’s shades of you inside the lake beneath a static gibbous moon
can’t shake the stubborn memories from our romantic interludes

can’t escape the melancholy as the spiral’s turning downward
it’s a bed of blooming orchids and a pyro burning flowers
it’s hours that turn to weeks, our dates replay in random loops
upon the surface of these two vortexes gazing back at you

I’m just a fool who thought he was clever with plans in motion
romantic notions, who would handle rejection and withstand corrosion
(but I’m a) gossamer web of canceled connections 
dismantled affection, (and you’re a) haunted house of mirrors with scrambled reflections

it’s a rampant infection of doubts, the clouds that veil my face
shrouds of shadows that flit over me - a crown of pale light rays
it’s the inhale and the plunge below the memories I’m submerged in
it’s the nice view from a month ago, when everything was perfect

I try to forget we happened, try to think of something else
I tried to drown the entire thing inside a drink but nothing helps
it’s hell, affected mental health, I tried to tackle the feelings
take a sledgehammer to your pedestal, but can’t manage to swing it

(Cuz I was) infatuated with you, it’s that forks of lightning tingle
it’s that feeling of my heart exploding forth in brightened pixels
it’s the feeling of losing that feeling, feeling like I fucked it up
the thoughts evolved, they’re peeling off the ceiling tiles to run amok

don’t hear the silver linings, it’s unbearable, it’s bullshit
having you here right beside me is the only scenario I’m cool with
I don’t want to forget but I have to, I know I should just move on
delete the socials, and our messages, then I’ll be good with you gone

cuz I know that just because I felt it, that doesn’t mean it’s real
I know the reasons you told me, but not the ones you keep concealed
I got too comfortable with you beneath a motionless moon
I just hope as time oozes forward that I’ll get over it soon

Downward (prod. ibrahim)

Featuring a picture my partner drew of us as the cover! I have official music coming soon but for now have this little thingy I made today

Prod. Yogic Beats! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6dfluMaGupTlVxUZccvvCQ/videos

better in love DEMO

song: https://soundcloud.com/middle-east-beats/altura
follow: https://soundcloud.com/middle-east-beats
Coverart: made by me, tried to recreate my phone

Deciding if I should drop the rest of the songs I have. Still unsure.
edit 1/2/17 
i did drop them lmaoo 
https://soundcloud.com/llamawav/sets/letters-never-sent

[lyrics]
She aint steal no heart but she steal them souls 
She got me runnin off the hills and i cant no mo 
I wanna go to a place where it aint so cold
Where the colors shine bright and the mold dont grow 
Im getting back in the function 
I use to want all your loving but now i want it even more 
But it aint never meant be
So i staay sleeping hoping that i catch this dream
I wanna lay in a meadow will it stay green?
I wanna breathe air, without that carbon emission 
Not a man on a mission but a man with vision 
Who wants to see all his children but i be stuck in this fiction 
Imprisoned maybe if i took the time to believe in religion
I wouldn't be so stressed but i got shit on my mind
what happens after i die does time keep going and going
Like Idk where im going 
I see the water it flowing 
So im taking dip but this current dont shift and its a long way down 
I just wanna find myself in this thing called sound
Sometimes i hear this ring 
Like when an angel sings
I don't feel displeased
But then the storms come in 
And when it rains it pours  
I be hiding my tears inside this phone
I wanna keep it movin’ but i cant no mo
I wanna go to a place where it aint so cold 
Where the uh colors shine bright
Where the mold dont grow uh uh uh 
Im getting back in the function 
I use to want all your lovin 
But that ship has sunken and now im searching for something
So i, wonder what wanderer would do in his finals moments
Probably be sippin on something potent 
And when he dies they finally notice
Hes a poet, they bring me back and relive all my greatest moments
In yo hands forever hold em
You kept me gold for the price of my soul 
 im at an all time low 
But i remember the flow 
Where i be dancing and grooving
Life lesson, i am her student 
So im just keeping it moving it
And i dont care what you doing as long as We Keep it movin
The rhythm imma pursue it until i cant  no mo 
I wanna go to a place where it aint so cold
Where the colors shine bright
Where the mold dont grow uh uh
i wanna go, i wanna go..

for someone who won't feel the same [prod. MiddleEast]

Written by: Reed Pake & https://soundcloud.com/atlas

Produced by: Rabbit House (https://soundcloud.com/rabbithouse)

Mixing & Cover Art by: Ibrahim (https://soundcloud.com/ibr)

Mastering: Blindsightmix

Sample Credits: Hidamari Sketch OST (10) Shinmiri (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v30L5S3vX1k)

Aimless (ft. atlas) - Single

Spotify/Apple Music

Aimless (feat. atlas) [prod. rabbit house]

Tomorrow (prod. j'san pandrezz)

Ride My Wave

Written by: Reed Pake
Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/tsii
Album art by: https://soundcloud.com/miiyulky
Mixed/Mastered by: Blindsightmix & John Garcia

Lyrics:

Verse 1:
All I wanna know is if you’re proud of me now/
After you crossed every single one of boundaries, while/
I let you overpower me and devour me down/
I’m cowering almost hourly, but outwardly I smile/
How could I’ve allowed you to sway me to think I’m inadequate/
Yet you’re stayin’ adamant claimin ’ you’re my greatest advocate/
Sayin’ that I’m too passionate to ever create some average shit/
And that’s why your expectations for me are so extravagant/ 
Now and I’ll drown if I try to hit this high-water mark/
Like a starvin’ shark, you circle me ‘till I fall apart/
Tellin’ me I got a lot of spark, to butter me up with your false remarks/
But when I stumble you spit on my art and you rip it apart like ya don’t got a heart/
Yeah, it’s a coin flip and you play me like a joy stick/
But it’s pointless to avoid it, when you’re poisoned to enjoy it/
So even though I begrudge it, I’m puttin’ my head to the musket/
‘Cause fuck it I know that you’ll love it, to you I’m nothin’ but a puppet/

Verse 2:
So I’m dressin’ to the nines to feel closer to a ten/
And when I’m fleshin’ out my lines, I focus on my skeletons/ 
Affection I’m beggin’ for all the time, but no one’s checkin’ in/
And so I’m stressin’ in my mind, relyin’ on my medicine/
To help me cope with the fallout ‘cause I’m all out of steam/
I should’ve crawled out my bed, not just fall back asleep/
Right when I thought I was free, you sought me ought in my dreams/
Where no one could hear me when I called out to scream/
See, I’d subdue you with therapy and flush you out with meds/
But when the times you took care of me came rushin’ back to my head/
I’d dread to share my grief with someone else conductin’ in your stead/
‘Cause there’s no guarantee I’d be better without your punishments/
When I fuck up, you spurt your curses and tell me that I deserve it/
But when you’re pushin’ me to be perfect, blemishes bubble up onto the surface/
And I need to be more assertive, ‘cause you’re gnawin’ at my health/
But is it even really worth it, when I’m just talkin’ to myself/

Can't Catch Myself (Prod. TSII) - Single

Can't Catch Myself (prod. TSII)

Day Dreamer W Rex (By Love-Sadkid) Not mines

prod. @geo_1022
mix. @atwood
art. @headhaunter

Lyrics:
My clones are at the easel and they’re painting self portraits
while I try to fly casual with a brain that’s left orbit
so that fading appeal won’t penetrate my AT field
I’m Unit-01 sans pilot eating angel’s fresh corpses

but the gas mileage on my trusty flying car is dreadful
had to push it past dying star to buy a jar of petrol
living in the moment making timeless art is stressful
so I get even on the reg’ to defy the odds and explode

sorry, no origin story for you on the next panel
and you can never hitchhike on the road that’s less traveled
after every wake and mourning like to have my jets scrambled
in a dish that’s best served cold with a handful of red capsules

that’s a dose of reality in the front seat, as something in the trunk screams
and you just sit there as your imagination runs free
but I’m an anti-hero with a cause, you can trust me
you’re nothing, not appearing on my walls so...

Look, you were never in my gallery 
I don’t need a nemesis to hang up for my masterpiece
don’t touch the exhibits in this menagerie
and don’t display any feeling that you’ve been capturing
x2

Lone hunter in Canada as the legend states
so don’t forget to add the second “a” when you spell the name
it’s Headhaunter, and I robbed a federal bank ‘cause I had no choice
then used my dad’s Rolls Royce to make my getaway

on my last bender like the Avatar I let the spirits talk
neat or on the rocks, I blindly toss ‘em back with ease like Toph
drinkin' moonshine like Sokka, 
then treat tomorrow’s hangover with the lots of water cure all like Katara

doing drugs I’m being told I shouldn’t glorify
along with weird stuff I hope is eventually normalized
with a headspace my psychiatrist couldn’t organize
driven insane by intrusive thoughts that took me for a ride

I look immortalized as I lie asleep
with two inter-dimensional portals where my eyes should be
while you fought the forces of boredom in superhero spandex
I threw hands with Norse gods and those were barely rivalries

Rogues Gallery (prod. Garrett.)

Mixing and mastering by @dustbunnybedroom
Produced by @jadenokay

Lyrics:
Gumising ko sa umaga, just waking up in the morning
So boring, simple kind of story, but it's kind annoying

You never seen your favorite rapper never do this, do that
It's that cool lick, boom bap
The overused shit, screw that, but

The silly witty kid sitting alone in class
The one you always thought would never get his head out of the past
But its

A little different than that, a little different than class
All he wants is to kick it back and relax
I got

A lot of problems but I'll never see a therapist
I'll only go if they put up with all my arrogance
My head's up in the air again, sorry I'm getting scared again
I'm just a little kid with expression using a pad and pen

But I ain't different
I ain't a gifted kid
I'm just like any other who's spittin and wishing, and killin' it

The trillest kid, he just wanna be like who the illest is
But now he's losing focus on his work, when will he finish it?

Momma be getting angry, Papa be getting scary
Hard to tell if they be caring, all this is so hard to carry

Nevermind that
I was getting busy tryna live my life
Playin games all night
Hopin none of this will bite back

I fight that
Decline that
But despite all of the times that I made it back alive
I just hope the right decision is the one that I decide, but

I gotta find out what the hell I gotta do with this
It ain't the kinda plan that I was thinking of for provin
That I'm better off alone, cuz honestly I'm kinda losin it

Hell if i remember all the times that I was cruisin
With a smile up on my face and showin off
Like I was coolin it

All these different paths that lead to nothing else but ambiguity, full of confusion, tell me
What if I'm just used to it?

I don't got the time for making guesses
I don't need another question
Best believe it when I say that...

If I go, I wanna make it
Got so many aspirations
I've been chasing stars above
But man I feel like that I wasted

Time, and money, precious energy
Livin a life of treachery, livin inside a lie
Never listened to what they said to me, got

Lot's of memories, premonitions, they telling me
Future's looking better than ever, so many entities
Of love and positivity, makin up my identity
Only way to stop me is making myself an enemy, so

Before I go, I'm tryna find some peace and quiet
Happiness in life, man i'm sick and tired of these riots
I don't wanna try and worry, all i wanna do is celebrate
Makin fame, animate, activate, finna dedicate

Lately, i've been strugglin and sticking with the grind
Now it's stuck inside of my eyes, stuck inside my tiny mind
Thought [The World] was still in check but I'm losing my track of time
Even if I do survive

I'm still afraid to live it like that

Day Dreamer W Rex (By Love-Sadkid) Not mines

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