I'm starting to hate me but you love me now
Don't have to cry but you smile now
I'm starting to hate me But you love me now
You didn't expect that
I'm starting to hate me But you love me now

I just wanted to cry But you smiling now
I'm starting to hate me But you love me now
Close my eyes But I won't ever get tired
I'm gonna fly away Just to hide it

I know you know me better than I do Oh shit
But I cannot see myself The way that you do
And I just don't know Where to find myself
I'm just looking for help In my life everyday

I'm starting to hate me But you love me now
I just wanted to cry But you smiling now
I'm starting to hate me But you love me now
I swear I won't bother you again
Cause I can't tell if this will change

And I swear that I feel alone And sick of it
I know you don't want me again
But I swear that I will come back
You know that I feel so alone
And so tired of searching you
And you got plans, no I can't change it I run too far away

And when I dream, I dream about a place
Where I can feel like I belong
I'm starting to hate me But you love me now
I just wanted to cry But you smiling now
I'm starting to hate me But you love me now

But you love me now

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Starting 2 Hate Me

Ivan Raiklin served as a Green Beret Commander countering ISIS in the Middle East, Taliban in Afghanistan, MS-13 in Central America, countering Russian aggression as a military diplomat in the Republic of Georgia. He Served 25 years in the DOD, Intel and Special Operations Communities and DTRA as an enlisted, officer, civilian, contractor on active duty, reserves and national guard across five states and five continents in five languages. 

After observing the illegally certified 2020 election, Ivan used his skills and expertise to investigate this constitutional violation and all Federal Government and State Actors involved.

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