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its like time moves... n i always stay behind
@LXCCA


Lyrics -

ahay -

it's like time moves and I always stay behind 
drownin in my cup now im feeling alright
masked up I never leave without my 9 
these voices telling me I'm out my mf mind
"why do u always say that?"

I don't believe a word they saying 
can't even trust myself wth was I thinkin
these feelings fk my health everyday feels wasted
I do my best to keep a face but I don't wanna feel a thing 
I don't want this shit no more 
leave my body wit these sores
u can hate me idgaf I'm broken to the core
ashing on my true religies gotta wipe that to the floor
gotta wipe that to the-

LXCCA - 

How'd I hit rock bottom in a
years time
Used abused and left to rot
Off these drugs can't See right
Say she love me loves me not
So Close to blowin my head off
When did I become so weak
And If this is my Send off
Please Don't remember me

F43 - 

haven’t felt this way in a minute 
feeling like a fucking burden, i can’t start when i’m finished
yes i love 2 see the flashing lights believe i won’t give in
i don’t even gotta face u 2 walk away living

sick of living on my own
ofc i had 2 pave the road
sick of living on my own
you’s a bitch go catch a bone
sick of living on my own 
ofc i had 2 pave the road
sick of living on my own

instagram <3

stay behind w/ LXCCA & F43 (tgwog & jeunekash)

mixed n mastered by me
prod by @tgwog & @sshinju
lyrics:
ahay- 

all my friends are fuckin dead I stuff em right into my pocket too
I'd stay all in my bed if I ain't had shit that I had to got to do 
living thru the day jus tryna get comfy with all the trauma 
get my life back, 
my thoughts back,
atleast for what I got through 
 
I think I don't Fw no one yall make me feel uncomfortable
"you gotta go ur own way" ... been doing that I feel unstoppable
doing what I did, it felt impossible
hell.. every day I wake's another fuckin obstacle

I can't change the way that you see me 
keep my strains stacked like CDs
make promises I fail delivery on
u shouldn't wanna be me 
I'm trained to go but I'm sleepy 
speak my mind as freely as I want 

get out my bucket here we go 
can't trust a thing you show 
pistol on the stove , who's at the door, can't trust a soul
murder what she wrote , burdens I'll never disclose

LXCCA-

When you livin fast then you know the crash is imminent 
Say they’re open ears but there’s really no one listening
Try to Keep my head Keep my head up Through the Dissonance 
I might Pop myself pop myself just like a Ritalin  
World spinning will you be there when the day it stops 
I could make the whole show stop just like a clot 
All this pain and I only know one way to stop it 
And I try but can’t forget

pocket

insta :3

pocket w/ LXCCA (shinju & tgwog)

My Ex (feat. Yin)

mixed n mastered by me. 
prod @blxty & @tgwog
Lyrics: 
ahay- 
I know everything exists within my pain 
can't keep running, but I never change my pace 
Medusa, there's some shit I'll never face 
there ain't no way I could be rich, my feelings changed 

I don't sleep right 
I don't think right 
I don't act right 
Yeaa
I don't feel right 
on the brink like 
is this sink too high? 
bluhh
Im in that zone again 
everything is closing in
nothing seems fine 
but ima be alright 

just another day 
I disassociate 

at least I changed.. 
you wanna talk about me? 
at least I changed.. 
you always talk about me... 

LXCCA-
Gave me a lil hope and then ya snatched it 
Havent seen right ever since like broken glasses
She was the cause of my decline and it was rapid 
Remember back the words would rhyme I  wasn’t rapping 
It hurt so bad said said how it was I wasn’t cappin 
She wasn’t at fault but was a factor 
I wasn’t at fault but was a factor 
Now I got motion shoutout Kappuh 
Help my dawg out in the field just like a tractor 
Ya I smiled in some faces then adapted 
Ya I smiled in some faces started laughing

I might’ve changed but I evolved 
You stay the same bump on a log 
I always work like a revolver 
Been in the game not far along

medusa

insta<3

medusa / changed w/ LXCCA (blxty & tgwog)

🌙
i’ll be here when you’re ready
yeah when you’re ready
whenever that is just tell me 
yeah just tell me 

i’ll be on call
doing nothing at all
but waiting for you
just waiting for you 

whatcha waiting for? 
whatcha waiting on? 
i’ll give myself to you up until im gone 
and even when it’s dark and i can’t go on 
i’ll bleed myself dry for you till the dawn 

just let me know 
if you want me to go
‘cause baby i’ll go 
even if i wanna stay so badly 
but i wont if you won’t have me 

but fuck, what is the point anymore? 
all i know is there’s feelings here i can’t ignore
between my head and my heart, yeah there’s a war
and at this point yeah i can’t fucking keep the score

feels like i’m chasing you back and forth 
let me know if im just a convenience for you 
do you keep me around just for your benefit?
do you even give a shit,
‘bout how my day went? 

it’s okay if you don’t 
i’m the one to blame 
yeah at the most

so i’ll fall back, fall back
even when i want you to call back, yeah call back

FALLBACK

prod by @blxty @47e @tgwog
lyrics:
me-
let me be real 
i dont know where my heads at, whats the deal
need to process not choke, but i cant feel 

i dont wanna face it anymore
will anybody ever listen to me?

7gs a day i don't wanna fuckin feel a thing anymore ay
get my keys and skate, I just wanna feel the way I used to before ay 
i dont wanna explore a
different kind of escape plan
made it this far i cant wait man 
no more no more
rip my lil brother wish i got ur feet out that door 
now everyday feels accompanied by the past I can't ignore it

medicate (idk) till I suffocate and boy am I all for it x2

LXCCA-
Seeing things, can’t feel a thing 
Tried all the meds there ain’t no healing me 
Know all my friends don’t wanna hear from me
 All the people I wish were here to see
 I don’t wanna face it wanna wake up but I can’t 
I don’t wanna chase her but she got me in a trance
 Don’t care to be famous but still rock designer brands
 Get to the paper to the paper like a stamp
 Hang my coat on my way out
 I won’t need it where I’m going 
The way that things are going now
 Tryna fix it I’m not proud 
And my feelings always showing
 Painted to look just like a clown

idontwannafaceit

idontwannafaceit w/ LXCCA (blxty + exo + tgwog)

thank you ...
           nine inch nails x scythe voorhees

wintertime, a soul dividing season

note to old crone p. cxnscious
lyrics:
Eyes peek from the opening,
drill yo brain wit power tool
Crush you down to mineral
chop you into molecule 
Live my life in bleeding truth
Memories demolish you
All da gods are leaving you
Nothing you thought possible
I've lived inside my head so long
Now I gotta move
Racking up dem profit jewels 
Rats inside a rotten pool
yo evidence is miniscule
Why is yo life pitiful
Everybody sinning now
Masked up I get rid of yall
not asking, this not your choice
open chest like thieving stall
wiremane I pull cords
ripping teeth from bleeding jaw
how you hearing no noise
in the dark I hear it all
crush da pulp I need it rAW
catch the stutter, seamless pause
now I'm on what bp on
endless torture keep it on
bullets make you leave yo home
I do not know how you got this shit going for super long
body rot for extra time the morgue gon leave them parts alone
already know ive been up on a streak for four week strong
talking to the old crone
she said that I've been dead since day zero black rose thorn
bitch you not a hero you the one who stacks low scores
while I stay appearing in every mirror - the glass door form
teach you how to breathe while we huffing on some chloroform
throwing rocks around the block like there is a boulder storm
already know I bought that shit for cheap just to sell it more
eyes they always watch above
as we commit hellish gore
I can get you gone in less than sixty seconds eleanor
locked behind a padded door
that's the walls of my skull
I will never cut you short
I'm gon let you die tall
please come down to my store
never turn the sign off
checking out my wares we got them herbs that replace tylenol
also selling clipped wings of an angel, quit playing
searching through the crypts for some bones with a lit flame
you can call me god cxnscious, that's my fifth name
you will never make beyond it, you'll be restrained
im handing out free pain
if you got our program you can simply pass in three days
I can not relate
because I passed long ago and forgot my deceased date

note to old crone p. cxnscious

Die for you.

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If you guys like more stuff like this, you'll definitely get more of it! All love is appreciated! Going back to the basics with chiptune music has been a fun ride and it lowkey makes me want to make more original melodies again so this will be good practice! For custom beats hmu at thatboibizz82@gmail.com

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