can u hold my blanket while i going work?

me and sleepy eyes

@sorrow & @no.cape - change our reflection (prod. eric godlow)

@sorrow - sidepiece (prod. yusei)

written by Lxst Boy, Cavasoul, and soku
produced by Riddiman and oldboyy
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
cover art by futoh
out on all platforms

-lyrics-
(Hook: Lxst Boy)
finish up my homework then I write another song
why does everybody hate me I swear that I did nothing wrong
got like 20 messages everytime I check my phone
but i will never answer them, I hate this feeling its getting old

(Verse 1: Lxst Boy)
try to tell me that im not ok
but cant you see the smile thats plastered on my face
like come over sometime and find me dead at my place
im sipping on this coffee praying that this pain would go away
the solitude is nice but I'm sick of being alone
walked a million miles on a path they call the lonely road
pondering my consciences, the deepest part of my soul
but hey im just a kid so what do i really know

(Hook)

(Verse 2: Cavasoul)
i hate this feeling, feeling horrible
is getting old
im losing meaning, meaning everything is seeming horrible
I'm conceited, seated at a table undesirable
I know that she could ruin me because shes so adorable
I fall asleep and I see images of violence
I see a side of me incite a riot
swear my head is never quiet
I'm craving death, it tries to overtake my fear of dying
I'll just go to bed so hopefully I can stop fucking crying
i hate this feeling that I feel whenever I open up my eyes
and now my lungs have started hurting as result from getting high
it gets tiring when you always just feel like you could die
now I'm breaking down again, just for today is the third time

(Hook)

(Verse 3: soku)
it's getting old, I'm growing old and I don't know if i could stay
every time you look my way I just turn and look away
I don't know if I could stay in this place
with this feeling that I hate and it won't go away yeah
yeah my voice is sounding stupid and my grades are going down
everybody else around hating me I feel the frown
on my face yeah I'm a waste yeah
telling everyone I might just take a break yeah
I finish up my homework then I go and cry alone
everybody hating me  and so I walk the lonely road
got like 20 messages every time i check my phone 
but that's not quite reality I hate this feeling it's getting old

(Hook)

@cavasoul
@soku_music
@prodriddiman

S T R E A M

i hate this feeling w/ cavasoul & soku (riddiman x oldboyy)

Written by: Thomas Reid & Fog Lake
Produced by: boyfifty

Discover Thomas Reid:
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Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/thomasreidmusic
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Lyrics:
we were always miserable together
riled up and underneath the weather

i been running away for so long
got everybody asking me where i’m from
i couldn’t even tell you
tell you
i got nowhere to go now

and i been running away from myself
got everybody saying that i need help
i couldn’t even tell you
tell you
cause i know you’d just run out

and i got no one
no one
nobody left to talk to
it’s no fun
i wonder where highway
might lead
if i just started driving

and i got no one
no one
nobody ever calls now
they moved on
i wonder if i’m breathing
maybe not
if no one can see me
no one can see me

we were always miserable together
(together, together forever)
riled up and underneath the weather

i been running away for so long
my lungs are curled up and i’m slowing down
i wish that i could tell you
tell you
i’m too tired to move now

and i been running away from the past
the finish line’s empty when you’re in last
i wish that i could tell you
tell you
but i know i’d just run out

and i got no one
no one
nobody ever calls now
they moved on
i wonder if i’m breathing
maybe not
if no one can see me
no one can see me

running down your face and on your sweater
something I've been thinking for forever

no one can see me (prod. boyfifty)

@akumuh - no favors (prod. dopeboi)

All Around Me (miller)

life in a locker (feat. Jomie & Skinny Atlas)

Baby Plug - Beast Mode

Love Letter

Spaceship (prod. butterwrld)

lyrics:
I've been down so long
i forget to breathe in sometimes
to breathe in sometimes
although we try so hard
dont forget to breathe in sometimes
to breathe in sometimes
to breathe in sometimes
to breathe in sometimes
to breathe in

(verse - powfu)
I think that we've been working
to hard its time we put it down
lets go on a walk and we can
explore up another town
hold on to my hands and look
deep inside of my green eyes
lets just take a breathe
we'll make it through alright
I forget to breathe in
all i do is breathe out
stress up in my head
hoping that I dont freak out.
Lets take a break take a rest
baby lay down.
Put you head on my chest
feelings break out.
We can make it through
baby hold on.
You're the one I've been
wanting for so long
We can make it through
baby hold tight.
Free your mind with the 
stars in the night sky

I've been down so long
i forget to breathe in sometimes
to breathe in sometimes
although we try so hard
dont forget to breathe in sometimes
to breathe in sometimes
to breathe in sometimes
to breathe in sometimes
to breathe in sometimes
to breathe in sometimes
to breathe in sometimes

Breathe In [ft. powfu]

Lyrics:
Honestly I’m too scared right now
Got a lot to do
I don’t care right now
Yeah I’ve been the lid to the cup 
How I bottle it all up 
But I got a lot to share right now
I’ve been thinking that 
Life might be better without me
I try to do better
But I always doubt me
I wanna be happy
My head won’t allow me
Who put all this water inside of my room
Bruh I feel like drowning 
I’ve been staying in my head too much
I’ve been in my bed 
Feeling dead too much
Haven’t had a good day 
Its been two months
Man I’m losing motivation 
And I cannot take this
It’s way too much 
Bro where is home?
Got friends 
But I’m so alone
I know God’s tryna call
I can hear the phone
But I’ve been hitting decline
And my heart is cold
God I’m sorry I’ve been gone 
But I need you close
Oh yeah I’ve been tripping
I say that I’m a Christian 
I say that I’m Godly 
But acting so different 
I’m needing repentance 
Got lost in my living 
I know that He’s risen 
It’s time that I listen 
I’ve been afraid
Deep in the waves
Deep in my guilt
Now I’m feeling ashamed
I need some prayer
To heal all the pain
Fixing my heart
While He’s breaking the chains

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket 

I feel like I’m buried alive
I don’t got nowhere to hide
I fill up my mental with lies
And all of the time
They tell me I’m fine
Or they just tell me to quit
Tell me I suck, and I start giving in
Rip all the pages I wrote with this pen
My doubt builds a casket
And throws me within
Running away from all the pain
I can never escape
No matter the pace
The place 
I can never erase 
Running circles around myself
But never winning the race
Instead running from my pain 
I probably need to go pray
Why am I breathing?
I feel like a demon
I know I’m alive
But I don’t know the reason
I’ve been overthinking 
And God you’ve been telling me
That you’re enough
And I finally believe it

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket

listen on spotify!

closed casket (prod. raspo)

ALL CREDIT OBVIOUSLY GOES TO MY FAVORITE ARTIST OF ALL TIME, POWFU! 

I fucking love you <3

(Powfu) Acoustic Songs Pt. 1

I'll Be Alright

I'll be alright

KID E$S

feellike

no.cape - R U N A W A Y (stream_error)

Here to give people something to relate to.

All Around Me (miller)

Senzu ¥

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