aye senzu i love your voice on this one soo good <33

[intro]

Hold on to things around us
I hope that we don’t rust

[verse 1]

Time goes
with the wind of ghosts
I need control 
of my own soul

Maybe this time is just falling apart 
Everything that I see just turns dark
This is the time that I see red, mars
And see myself with these old scars

Time tells me that I won’t go far
Maybe he’s right I’m behind his bars
Wind sucks up like it is tar
Wouldn’t be surprised if we get charred 

[chorus]

Where the time go in this cyclone
I can tell it’s flying by in this wind though
Then I go home become hollow
Then I wonder where the night went it this silo

Where the time go in this cyclone
I can tell it’s flying by in this wind though
Then I go home become hollow
Then I wonder where the night went it this silo

[verse 2 - lxst boy]

Ghosts are haunting me, they are behind me
Breathing down my back, fire spewing all around me
And I’m just lost in this space you provided me
And who am I to think they wouldn’t lie to me

Demons all on my chest, can’t control my head
Losing all of my breath, I’m probably better dead
Get in position, they got a new proposition 
I feel alive in the cyclone, I hope it raises suspicion 

I hope, I go
Peacefully in December’s snow
I know, I’m gone
Write another poem I’m the right one

[chorus]

Where the time go in this cyclone
I can tell it’s flying by in this wind though
Then I go home become hollow
Then I wonder where the night went it this silo

Where the time go in this cyclone
I can tell it’s flying by in this wind though
Then I go home become hollow
Then I wonder where the night went it this silo

wind from ghosts (feat. lxst boy)(puhf & zekiro)

RIDING ON BLADES (ft popularreject) prod by sharpe

I figured out what love is through your eyes (roku beats)

ig im trippie redd or sumn idk

you called
and im sorry i missed it
im sorry im distant
i need my redemption
im lost
but im scared to admit it
i need my prescriptions
just so i can fit in

to the standards
you hold me to
but thats okay
im sick of you
ima cauterize the wounds to rid of all you put me thru

gunfire in the trenches of my cortex
cerebral misalignment makes it all feel like a vortex
tantalizing sights reduce all of the melatonin
insomnia is takin over awake til the morning

keep on puffin smoke until my psyche gone
ima stare until my sight be gone
no rights or wrongs
hopin one day that u smite me god
strike a bolt into my forehead make the lights go off

im a minimalistic goddess when it comes to my life
sick of copying popular artists like guardin on winter nights
when i cant think of shit to write down on the paper bound
to the seams of my notebook like im bound to whats in this town

let ur body rot inside the mess you made
polar opposites resolve themselves within the pain
feel the smoke enter my lungs and fog out all my brain
when i take a 2g cone rolled up wit purple lemonade

pack another bowl until i cannot feel my soul now
baby im a goner idk if i can hold out
owoowoooutttttttt owowowoouttt

could u be a savior when im boutta flick the lights out
cuz ion wanna end it truthfully but thats just life now
oowowowowowowowowowowo owowowowwwowwwwww
but thats just life nowwwowowwowowowowwwowowowowowowow

cerebral misalignment

Written by Senzu
Mixed Mastered and Engineered by Senzu
Produced by Giovanni

Deadshot (Giovanni)

backyard beetle - blame myself (prod. immortal)

big THANK YOU to pano for the heavenly beat <3 @brxydenk

lyrics:
cast a sigil when i'm with you up in the coop
you ain't gotta worry about me girl, ill be here for you
smoking on that loud, pass that shit to you
imma do it for you,
imma keep my cool

could you wait here?
promise that i'll be back
i know that you love me
but i'll hold you down
i ain't got that much
but i got some love
stare into your eyes,
girl be sent from above

i be getting high on my death day,
hoping you'll be right there when i pass away
wanna give so much, but there's not much left
cause the world is dead,
could you take my head?

say you really cared
it wouldn't matter at all,
say you really cared
girl, what happened to you?
say you really care
but nothing remains
cause it's all the same,
people treat me the same

RMS Lusitania w/ Panotune

produced by lxst boy & tomcbumpz

-lyrics-

lxst boy:
i’m not one for apologies
so tell me what you want from me
cause you can have whatever’s left of me
(you can have whatever’s left of me)
juliet i see you on the balcony 
but it’s way too late to call the calvary
this ain’t a fairytale baby it’s reality
(it ain’t a fairytale baby it’s reality)

i keep hoping you’ll come back home
cause way too often i’m lost on the road
i keep hoping you’ll come back home
and i don’t know where i should go

jxsie:
you ain't telling me but im worth nothing
stop tryna cover it up
im a mess with a smile that shrinks
its a pocket change full of bad luck
and i cant communicate
myself to say im lost
so i'll just stay away
it seems thats what you want

lxst boy:
i keep hoping you’ll come back home
cause way too often i’m lost on the road
i keep hoping you’ll come back home
and i don’t know where i should go

tell me what you want from me
cause you will be the death of me
i live inside your memory 
(i live inside) your memory 
juliet i see you on the balcony 
but it’s way too late to call the calvary
this ain’t a fairytale baby it’s reality
(it’s reality, oh it’s reality)

i keep hoping you’ll come back home
cause way too often i’m lost on the road
i keep hoping you’ll come back home
and i don’t know where i should go

romeo w/ jxsie (lxst boy x tomcbumpz)

~2300~

Lyrics: 
[HOOK]
Same sorrow new day
Safe hollowed out space
In this bed with my fake skin
Just an imitation
Of who I wished i’d be when I was young
I wish you could’ve seen what i’ve become 
Wear pain on my face
This body I hate
Try to show myself patience
Know my limitations
Who I be will never be enough
Feeling free but not deserving of

[VERSE]
Let me down
I know you’ve been used to it
Should be used to it by now
You don’t gotta lie about where you come from 
All that’s gonna matter is the outcome 
Constant in my head
Often the mindset
I came to forget
All of this happened
I’ve grown to be
Your sense of relief
But i’m also in need
There’s nothing for me tonight

[HOOK]
Same sorrow new day
Safe hollowed out space
In this bed with my fake skin
Just an imitation
Of who I wished i’d be when I was young
I wish you could’ve seen what i’ve become
Wear pain on my face
This body I hate
Try to show myself patience 
Know my limitations
Who I be will never be enough 
Feeling free but not deserving of

fake skin

production and composition by: wisssery
written and performed by: popularreject x briz
artwork by: briz
lyrics: 

popualrreject:
…
I’ve been tryin
…
And to be real baby 
I’ve been lyin 
…
So tell me why 
You’re cryin…
I’ve been tryin 
…
Losing you
…
I’ve lost myself in this destruction
I find loveliness in nothin 
Losing you 
It’s so hard to sleep but I’m tired 
Hard to eat when I’m high like this 
And honestly I’m not built for this
But I’ll still stop and admire 

briz: 
But, 
Somehow 
I only blame myself 
And idk why 
Voices in my head 
Say I’m the bad guy 
Losin sleep and I’m tired 
Why don’t you try 
To meet me halfway 
If I asked you stay 
I wonder what you’d say 
…
You’d say 
…

popularreject: 
I’VE BEEN TRYIN 
…
AND TO BE REAL BABY 
I’VE BEEN LYIN
…
I TEND TO SMOKE UNTIL IM PARANOID 
I ALWAYS SEE YOUR FACE
INSIDE THE PLACES THAT I CAN’T AVOID
… 
BUT I’M NOT THAT ANNOYED 
I WENT THROUGH MY HELL 
AND NEVER ONCE DID YOU SAY “ATTABOY”
YOU DIDN’T KEEP THAT IN MIND 
LATELY I BEEN OUTTA LINE 
TELL ME IS IT HARD TO FIND 
ITS SO HARD TO SLEEP BUT IM TIRED 
SO HARD TO EAT WHEN I’M HIGH LIKE THIS
AND HONESTLY I’M NOT BUILT FOR THIS
BUT I’LL STILL STOP AND ADMIRE 
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
YOU-uuuuu

briz: 
But, 
Somehow 
I only blame myself 
And idk why 
Voices in my head 
Say I’m the bad guy 
Losin sleep and I’m tired 
Why don’t you try 
To meet me halfway 
If I asked you stay 
I wonder what you’d say 
…
You’d say 
…

popularreject:
I DON’T WANNA DO THIS ANYMORE 
TEARS FALLING OUT YOUR FACE
ROTTING OUT 
THE FLOOR BOARDS 
DON’T KNOW WHY YOU SAID 
WHAT YOU SAID BEFORE 
IT FEELS LIKE THERE’S NOTHIN 
NOT A THING THAT I’M GOOD FOR
…
It’s time to kick this shit in overdrive 
Feel like a computer and my system needs an override 
…
Hold me close at night 
Please just hold me close tonight 
And if I were to die glimpse of a flashing life
All I’d see before my eyes is 
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
It’s so hard to sleep but I’m tired 
Hard to eat when I’m high like this 
And honestly I’m not built for this
But I’ll still stop and admire

it's so hard to sleep but I'm tired +briz (p. wisssery)

why did you do that, im hurt so i fled
i just wanted to see you again
now the city it hurts, i would try once again
im laying alone, you're the one in my head

i don't want see you to fret
i don't wanna see you dead
i just wanted to be friends now
why are you inside my head?

the pain you left me and stress
keep messing up my days now
ima alone now
you say im silly yeah when i freak out 
its the same

you don't remember my name
im kicking and crying got stories to say
im out late in the night with my friends till its day
im tryna be okay
i want you here to stay
i know apologies will fade now its over

 why'd you break my heart like that
sticking in the knife, now im crying, its the end
pacing back and fourth i had someone to talk again
but your sick inside the head you left me out here in the end

wait a sec
I'm way too gone
i need someone
my heart is alone
*ohh, ohhh ohh*

I don't want see you to fret
I don't wanna see you dead
i just wanted to be friends now
why are you inside my head?

the pain you left me and stress
keep messing up my days now
ima alone now
you say I'm silly yeah when i freak out 
its the same

you don't remember my name
I'm kicking and crying got stories to say
I'm out late in the night with my friends till its day
I'm tryna be okay
I want you here to stay
I know apologies will fade now its over

kicking and crying (prod. AsharpTheOne)

Here to give people something to relate to.

I figured out what love is through your eyes (roku beats)

Senzu ¥

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