produced by the boy with the black dog

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what's the weather outside, i ain't seen it in days
i been at odds with the sun, think he's hiding his gaze
went the whole damn winter never showing his face
does he live in a palace? or is it a cage?

flew up out the nest to get away from the cold
now the winter comes around and he's up missing the snow
something like a summer now he's sellin his soul
lived a lot of different places couldn't call one a home

i been feelin weak for over seven days, anyways
i been feindin awful made a call so i can medicate
coppin product bumpin renegade
till it's meghan trainor's serenade

sacrifice a sinner, keep a grip on the glock
if the bitch is on my hip you know she loaded and cocked
nose itchin, neck scratchin, watch him tick like a clock
black sheep of the flock, another theif on the cross, singin

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jesus please just ease my mind
let me breathe just one last time
if i give you all control
will you save my heathen soul?

-

i met the devil yesterday he sold his soul to me
hand arounds my shoulder said nobody'd be as cold as me
hoping that no one notice the gaping hole that's controlling me
guiding idle hands in their search of some vital dopamine

cause truth be told i've always been a quitter
i never miss makin out with the shitter,
but clarity left me nothing but bitter
pitiful pictures, my actions far from heroic
stones are clutched in your hands
and you're sayin you never throw it?

no, no, no...

i never been a fan of what you're sayin to me
but i'll listen to it anyway
i'm prolly better off without all the attention you bring
i'm addicted to it anyway

long nights, longer days,
livin free, in a maze,
running circles in my brain
burn it out or fade away?

nothin to say,
i think i'm outta cliches
summon up all of the power that's within me
king me

checkers

produced by the boy with the black dog

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i thank god i'm off the benzos
remember pins in my pocket next to the lighter and the headphones
my shaking hands around my temple
tryna duck out in public to go and wrestle with my mental

wait for it, go to seek solace in the rainforest
do you take comfort in knowing you're not to blame for it
i fell in love with all the crystals
i keep her locked in a dresser next to the picture and the pistol

tell me what you think of me
promise it doesn't matter
work yourself in a coffin
live happily ever after, right

i'm back to talkin to myself now
momma on my cell now
callin me worried about my health now

wait for it, go to seek solace in the rainforest
do you take comfort in knowing you're not to blame for it

silver on me like i'm second
hilfinger like the third
finally spreading my wings
as ashes fall to the curb, and i

wait for it, go to seek solace in the rainforest
is there any comfort in knowing you're not to blame for it

she don't wanna fuck me cause i'm filthy
fall back to the real me  
feel like the medicine finna kill me

wait for it, go to seek solace in the rainforest
do you take comfort in knowing you're not to blame for it

playing all my cards to get my hands on some wealth
planning everything on the corner i'm saving the hope of saving myself

ippiki okami

from the archives

all hail doom << black snake root >>

rest in power

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it's been that way for days now
prolly gonna stay for weeks
i lay my weary head down
praying that my soul to keep
the holy spirit's over me
and that devil's never not close to me
ignoring what i told older me
when she's knocking at my door

and it's like she never left me
i feel her touching me gently
my conscience is getting heavy
i love it when she gets breath on god

leaves are falling like it's autumn now
if only for a little
birds are soaring to their warmer towns
if only for a little

black bic and the slates again
change of pace needed legs weak from the race again
finna hide my face again
decide to spend my life in my room all day again
we can pray we can play pretend
and all my memories will finally define a life
that i was never truly meant to live
thoughts pierce like a twisting shiv

and it's like she never left me
i feel her touching me gently
my conscience is getting heavy
i love it when she gets breath on god

leaves are falling like it's autumn now
if only for a little
birds are soaring to their warmer towns
if only for a little

afterglow

4/1/19

two years since i last saw Kingston...


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produced by the boy with the black dog

https://www.mediafire.com/file/5yk8khy6865cejs/the_fool_%28again%29.wav/file

it's all the same, really
right
day after day let the ceiling fan get
away from me

moments of clarity all
swallowed up in my angst
work for life for no thanks
methylin in my lemonade
got lemon haze in my dank

i'm just showin up to show off
i fuck with her to get lost
i'm showin up to show off
i fuck with her cause i'm lost

and i'll lie to all of my friends
i'll cancel all of my plans
i'll laugh it off and i'll the play the fool again
i'll the play the fool again 

youknowthatallmyblindsclosed ~ laugh it off shut up
youknowineverleavehome ~ laugh it off shut up
youknowthatallmyblindsclosed ~ laugh it off shut up
youknowineverleavehome ~ laugh it off shut up

get this cur from off of my body
get this tar from outta my lungs
and i knew she wouldn't be loyal
when my cock had tasted her tongue

get these serpents out of my head
these angels out of my bed
those vibrant hues
i promise you
you'd do the same in my stead

i'm just showin up to show off
i fuck with her to get lost
i'm showin up to show off
i fuck with her cause i'm lost

and i'll lie to all of my friends
i'll cancel all of my plans
i'll laugh it off and i'll the play the fool again
i'll the play the fool again

the fool (again)

produced by the boy with the black dog and @mostxhigh

http://www.mediafire.com/file/0deqtdqfc62n3sr/darkstarwallet.flac/file

4 blue pills in a darkstar wallet
ziploc bags in my mudcaked fallens
half smoked roach where the bugs still crawlin
try to lay down but the dead keep callin

4 blue pills in a darkstar wallet
ziploc bags in my mudcaked fallens
half smoked roach where the bugs still crawlin
try to lay down but the dead keep callin

1 pill 2 pill shit don't make a difference
i took 3 pills 4 pills hours goin missin
woke up in the shower drivin to college for flower
pissin out the powder slumped up offa suboxin cause i'm a coward

nine lives, white lies, sick of all my bitchin and my
noose tied, pigs fly, psuedo my religion
a voodoo buying magician a fool for trying to listen
resupply was the mission i crack the seal as it glistens

4 blue pills in a darkstar wallet, i got
4 blue pills in a darkstar wallet, i got
4 blue pills in a darkstar wallet, i got
4 blue pills in a darkstar wallet, i got

shiver

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