LYRICS

Verse:
My stomach drops when I hear your name.
I can't breathe when I see your face.
I can't speak when I hear your voice
My body senses danger, I know
That you're no good for me.

Chorus:
My pulse is racing
I can't keep facing
Complications
Having nightmare memories.

These feelings in my body.
Trapped, cant be sorted
I can't believe you had me.

Torment me with your toxins
I'm hooked on you
Singing
Is this what you wanted?

Verse:
I can't think when, your mind haunts me.
I don't know why, I let you ruin me.
You never really knew, love its obvious
My friends never liked you, I know
that you're no good for me.

Chorus:
My pulse is racing
I can't keep facing
Complications
Having nightmare memories.

These feelings in my body.
Trapped, can't be sorted
I can't believe you had me.

Torment me with your toxins
I'm hooked on you .
Singing
Is this what you wanted?

Chorus:
My pulse is racing
I cant keep facing
Complications
Having nightmare memories.

These feelings in my body.
Trapped, cant be sorted
I can't believe you had me.

Torment me with your toxins
I'm hooked on you .
Singing
Is this what you wanted?

Is This What You Wanted? Demo 4

Lyrics:

Doesnt Matter

Verse:
I can't escape
From my mind 
Not in sleep
Nor in daytime
Signals firing all the time

Will I ever be okay?

Medicine 
I've tried them all
Nothing seems to stick
To the wall
Tried everything in the cabinet

Will I ever be okay?

Chorus:
Doesn't matter
Doesn't matter
It doesn't matter

Your fates sealed
The done deal
Never to be revealed.

Doesn't matter
Doesn't matter
It Doesn't matter 

At the end of the day
Nothing I say, oh no
It doesn't matter


Verse:
Doctors don't
Seem to care
Physical, emotional
I don't have the pay
Chalk it up to my chemical imbalance

Will I ever be okay?

Coping skills
Going nonstop
By 50 I
May have stopped
A brain can only take so much

Will I ever be okay?

Chorus:
Doesn't matter
Doesn't matter
It doesn't matter 

Your fates sealed
The done deal
Never to be revealed.

Doesn't matter
Doesn't matter
It doesn't matter 

At the end of the day
Nothing I say, oh no
It doesn't matter

Bridge:
Doesn't matter
No no
It doesn't matter
Oh no
Doesn't matter.
Its okay.
It doesn't
Matter its okay.

Chorus:
Doesn't matter
Doesn't matter
It doesn't matter

Your fates sealed
The done deal
Never to be, revealed.

Doesn't matter
Doesn't matter
It doesn't matter 

At the end of the day
Nothing I say, oh no
It doesn't matter

(Doesn't matter its okay.)

.



Doesn't Matter (Demo)

Lyrics:

Verse:
You love to tell your stories
Yeah you like to play the narrator
Weaving weeping willows
As you kill their trees
 Mockbirds 
(sounds like you're coming for me)

Because our pain is more than picture frames
Singing about your shallow "pain"
But its something you could never conceptualize
Every story you said was full of lies

Chorus:
You're just a mirage of pain.
Feeling of no shame, shame
You're just a mirage of pain.
I don't know if you'll ever be sane.

Verse:
Your true feelings are finally
showing off, poisoned with fake love.
Hurting others with your knives and lies
Only to claim you're a pure soul and mind

Because our pain is more than picture frames
Singing about your shallow "pain"
But its something you could never conceptualize
Every story you said was full of lies!

Chorus:
You're just a mirage of pain.
Feeling of no shame, shame
You're just a mirage of pain.
I don't know if you'll ever be sane.

Bridge:
Here comes the part,
Here comes the hard part
Where I call you out
For all your doubts
Casting your petty spell.

You've played with our hearts
Now our souls crushed to dust
And you dont care, couldn't be there
That girl was screaming everywhere!

Oh false friend
This is finally the end
Lied about it
Tried to prend it
Never happened
Or that you were part of it
But I remember all of it.
I remember it.
I remember it.
(You've been called out b!tch.)

Chorus:
You're just a mirage of pain.
Feeling of no shame, shame
You're just a mirage of pain.
I don't know if you'll ever be sane.


Mirage of Pain (Demo)

Lyrics:

Verse:
Yeah it took a minute but now I see it
How far truly I've come from the mental prison 
you kept me in, damn I didn't notice
All the scars that formed on my body from escaping
The daggers of your mirage
But now look how far I've come

Chorus:
Oooo
I'm so far from you now
Baby, 
I ran and had to hide
Find my safety, find myself inside.
and now I'm so far away.
Thank God
 I'm so far from you now.

Verse:
I never knew how far along I was
On this lightless path that I travel
Over and over, again and again.
But now suddenly it is dawning on me
The distance of strife you put on my life
Never stopping, crawling, dragging myself 
To get away 

Chorus:
Oooo
I'm so far from you now
Baby, 
I ran and had to hide
Find my safety, find myself inside.
and now I'm so far away.
Thank God
 I'm so far from you now.

Bridge:
Far away
 so far away
Far away 
so far away 
far away 
So far away


Chorus:
Oooo
I'm so far from you now
Baby, 
I ran and had to hide
Find my safety, find myself inside.
and now I'm so far away.
Thank God
 I'm so far from you now.

Outro:
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away




Far From You Now (Demo)

Lyrics

Verse:
6am and I havn't gone to bed 
The twighlight colors stream in
This isn't new or even weird for me
My brain doesn't like it when I sleep.

The feeling of shame comes again.
Never can exsist without it creeping in.
Insomnia won't stop the nightmares.
I have to go to The Realm again. Not fair

Chorus:
And its scary at first
Just kidding, it always is
The feeling of brokenness
I'm constantly trying to
Reset.

Verse:
12pm and I woke up again
Seems like this is my morning routine.
Golden lights coming back in
But the feeling is sickening.

Clawing my way out of this bed
Just to be hit in the fcking head
With flashbacks of nightmares
From past and present. Not fair.

Chorus:
And its scary at first
Just kidding, it always is
The feeling of brokenness
I'm constantly trying to
Reset.

Bridge: 
I'm trying to reset but the buttons broken.
Nothing works but I'm constantly hoping.
I can't sleep at night, don't want to be stolen.
I can't comply, the wounds already open!


Chorus:
And its scary at first
Just kidding, it always is
The feeling of brokenness
I'm constantly trying to
Reset.

Outro:
I'm trying to reset but the buttons broken.
Nothing works but I'm constantly hoping.
I can't sleep at night, don't want to be stolen.
I can't comply, the wounds already open!

(My brain doesnt like this.
Reset.)

Reset (Demo)

Lyrics:

Verse:
You humiliated me
Took my dignity
Sold my soul for a
Bucket of pennies.

No remorse ever came
You still remain the same
I've got the scars to show
From all the years ago

Chorus:
I'll keep saying my truth
As you dangle the noose
But I'm tired of living in fear
One day the clouds they will clear

I'll finally escape this landscape
Of hell you tried to keep me in
But I'm done and I'm breaking free

Verse:
You keep throwing rocks
And I throw stones back
I guess that means
I'm the one to blame

Nothing hurts you
Why don't you feel shame?
Keep changing your personality
I hope they can leave
peacefully unlike me.

Chorus:
I'll keep saying my truth
As you dangle the noose
But I'm tired of living in fear
One day the clouds they will clear

I'll finally escape this landscape
Of hell you tried to keep me in
But I'm done and I'm breaking free

Bridge:
Never knew a betrayal like you
And I know now I never will
Learned my lesson next test passed it
Keep your fire burning me
And my hair is flowing free
You have no power over me

Therefore

Chorus:
I'll keep saying my truth
As you dangle the noose
But I'm tired of living in fear
One day the clouds they will clear

I'll finally escape this landscape
Of hell you tried to keep me in
But I'm done and I'm breaking free

Outro:
Never knew a betrayay like you
And I know now I never will.
Learned my lesson, next test passed it
Keep your fire burning me
And my hair is flowing free
You have no power over me




Breaking Free (Demo)

Lyrics:

Free from the Shame!

Open:
I freed myself
From the shame!

Verse:
My eyes are wide open now
I've read the history
Live in the present day
And I'm gona make my future proud

The only one to have dominion over me
Is my own god damn loving self
I found the truth, discovered for myself
And I'm ready to live it proud

Chorus:
I've broken the chains
And I'm not afraid!
I've run with the wolves,
escaped the lions den!
I know myself better than anyone
And I'm gonna live it til I'm dead!

No one can stop me 
No one can claim me 
I'm free baby 
Because I freed myself
From the shame!

Verse:
I claim myself as a woman
The most powerful being
I won't be quiet or stay away
I'm fully in it to win the game.

My soul is my own
And you can not touch it
Speaking in tongues
Cause you never knew this love.

Chorus:
I've broken the chains
And I'm not afraid!
I've run with the wolves,
escaped the lions den!
I know myself better than anyone
And I'm gonna live it til I'm dead!

No one can stop me 
No one can claim me 
I'm free baby 
Because I freed myself
From the shame!

Bridge:
Free, free
No more shame
Free free
No more shame
Free free

Chorus:
I've broken the chains
And I'm not afraid!
I've run with the wolves,
escaped the lions den!
I know myself better than anyone
And I'm gonna live it til I'm dead!

No one can stop me 
No one can claim me 
I'm free baby 
Because I freed myself
From the shame!

Outro:
Free, free
No more shame
Free, free
No more shame

Free from Shame! (Demo)

Lyrics:

Chorus:
That building doesn't exist anymore
Its gone now girl
You don't have to worry
That building is gone now hun
Goodbye scum!
Those memories should go with it-it too!
OoooO
You don't have to worry 
That building doesn't exist

Verse:
Yeah its gone
And you can relax now
Don't let those memories last now
You're finally free at last!

Yeah its weird
But in a good kinda way
Done with leading astray
Maybe I can finally breathe now

Pre Chorus:
Its gone and I can be free
Its gone so I should be free!

Chorus:
That building doesn't exist anymore
Its gone now girl
You don't have to worry
That building is gone now hun
Goodbye scum!
Those memories should go with it-it too!
OoooO
You don't have to worry 
That building doesn't exist

Verse:
You don't need to keep thinking
About everything that happened
You can just let it go
And not let it show, oh

You don't have to worry
Theres no more hurry
Let go of the fury
It only makes things blurry

Pre Chorus:
Its gone now I can be free.
Its gone so why am I not free?!

Chorus:
That building doesn't exist anymore
Its gone now girl
You don't have to worry
That building is gone now hun
Goodbye scum!
Those memories should go with it-it too!
OoooO
You don't have to worry 
That building doesn't exist

Bridge:
Why does it still bother me?
Why can't I let it be?
Why do you still haunt me?
A building to never be seen?

Chorus:
That building doesn't exist anymore
Its gone now girl
You don't have to worry
That building is gone now hun
Goodbye scum!
Those memories should go with it-it too!
OoooO
You don't have to worry 
That building doesn't exist

Chorus:
That building doesn't exist anymore
Its gone now girl
You don't have to worry
That building is gone now hun
Goodbye scum!
Those memories should go with it-it too!
OoooO
You don't have to worry 
That building doesn't exist


Building Doesn't Exist (Demo)

Dedicated to Carol Schmitt & Janay Bunbury.
🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

Lyrics:

Intro:
And he walks with me
And he talks with me
And he tells me I'm his own
And the joy we share
As we tarry there
No other has ever know.

Chorus:
Carry her gently
To the heavens above
Carry her home

Verse:
Shes done everything she can
Worked all day and night
She never gave up
On the fight
Of life

She did her best
When she was put to the test
Now please let her rest

Her loving embrace
Her smile of grace
Her stunning face

Please lovingly...

Chorus:
Carry her gently
To the heavens above
Carry her home 

Verse:
I know you'll come and
Take her by the hand
Guide her up 
to the promise land

Where only love breathes
And she will gladly see
All her children smiling
Back and giving thanks to thee

Oh how sweet
Oh how beautiful
Of a paradise
That was always yours.

Please lovingly....

Chorus:
Carry her gently
To the heavens above
Carry her home.

Please lovingly...

Chorus:
Carry her gently
To the heavens above
Carry her home

Carry her home.
Carry her home.



Carry Her Home (Demo)

Lyrics:

Chorus:
They don't like us women talking.
They know we know that their lying.
Silencing us with their violence.
They don't like women talking.

Verse:
Its taught at the moment of birth 
If you're a woman your a slave of the earth.
Your body never belonged to you.
As a baby they will sexualize you.

They say you're crazy for speaking the truth.
They hate you won't keep them amused.
Everyday you're being seen as prey.
And will break you with their abuse.

Chorus:
They don't like us women talking.
They know we know that their lying.
Silencing us with their violence.
They don't like women talking.

Verse:
We've been talking since the beginning of time.
The hands of man never being taught right.
They never want you to question their ways.
If you do, they will make you pay.

I've always known this of the world.
That I'm nothing more than a terrible whore.
Doesn't matter what I actually do.
They've branded us the moment they saw us.

Chorus:
They don't like us women talking.
They know we know that their lying.
Silencing us with their violence.
They don't like women talking.

Bridge:
Women talking
They don't like us women talking.
Women talking
Keep on talking.
They don't like us
Women talking.

Chorus:
They don't like us women talking.
They know we know that their lying.
Silencing us with their violence.
They don't like women talking.




Women Talking (Demo)

Lyrics:

Chorus:
And now you're the ones with the flashbacks
Like a car crash (like a car crash!)
Whipping in your mind instead of mine
Deja vu calling hold the line

I bet the calling out of your life 
Gave you such a terrible fright
People finally looking at you
I bet it gave u deju vu!

Verse:
I didn't have to do anything
I didn't even have to speak
I didn't have to say your name
But still everybody now knows 

I didn't have to get mad
I didn't have to even think
I didn't have to remember
That you used me for a kink

 I bet it hurts to fall from grace
Leaving your name in disgrace.

Chorus:
And now you're the ones with the flashbacks
Like a car crash (like a car crash!)
Whipping in your mind instead of mine
Deja vu calling hold the line

I bet the calling out of your life 
Gave you such a terrible fright
People finally looking at you
I bet it gave u deju vu!

Verse:
I didn't have to play mind games
I didn't have to spread rumors
I didn't have to create stories
To make me look like a nice person.

I didn't have to try and lie
I didn't have to make shady deals
I didn't have to masquerade
Everybody knows you cause pain.

My pain was your game. Ew. 

Chorus:
And now you're the ones with the flashbacks
Like a car crash (like a car crash!)
Whipping in your mind instead of mine
Deja vu calling hold the line-

Bridge:
Is this what you wanted?
Illusions haunted.
Red glitter tainted.
From the hate you painted.
On me, not me, this is on you.
Deja vu. 
Deja vu.

Chorus:
And now you're the ones with the flashbacks
Like a car crash (like a car crash!)
Whipping in your mind instead of mine
Deja vu calling hold the line

I bet the calling out of your life 
Gave you such a terrible fright
People finally looking at you
I bet it gave u deju vu!

Outro:
OoooO
OoooO
OoooO
Deja Vu!
OoooO



Deja Vu (Demo)

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