Here I go talkin' 'bout heartbeats
Cause when it came to you I could easily say yours resembled an art piece
How could you take away the only thing that gave me my ignition like car keys
Now I'm stranded
Stuck convincing myself that I dont need you 
While I'm doing what I can to remain blissful
But there are some things I shouldn't give two shits to
Falling in and out of love is what kids do
One time I dated this bad thang, broke up
Couple weeks flew, shes with a dude 6' 2"
Goddamn, love is so cold huh?
I guess some people gotta meet their quotas
But I'm the type of guy that likes to picture the future, what the fuck am I gonna do with all these photos
So when your hope and all expectations
Come crashing down with your entire relationship
I dont know what I desire or make of it
I just know I am designed to take the hit
And if I prayed a bit maybe it all goes away
Maybe it's a nightmare that I can escape
Maybe I'm dreaming, created my demons
There's no sense about it that I can make
But I'll be damned if I let it just get to the best of me
There is no perfect relationship recipe
I cannot stand it when these people question me
I didn't plan it to get out of hand
Am I less of a man? Are we better as friends?
Why did we have to end? When can we make amends?
And my phone is so full of texts I didn't send
I'm alone cause I just keep on bending and bending till I'm forced to break
My nightmare is ending and I lie awake
Now I cannot sleep when my thoughts start to fleet and my brother lives somewhere that's 4 hours late
Damn
Really thought this world was ours
I've tasted the hurt, the sweet and the sour
Whoever leaves first, gets to feel the power
You can call me a coward for being afraid of whats next
Anybody else would be upset
We smile, we filter, we flex
To look like the happier ex 
It ain't how I Rolex
I watch, I tick and I tock
Then after, I quicken my talk
I drink and I drink as I sip in my cup
Make you fade away cause I'm sickened enough
Well

I wanted you to know, that I am ready to go, heartbeat a heartbeat
I wanted you to know, now that you're not around, I can't sleep, I can't sleep

Feel like it only took a heartbeat to forget all about me
feel my throat as it tightens, I'm fighting to keep myself breathing
but all these incisions cannot stay inside me
And the chances are all these summer friends don't stay 
And my plans and my dreams Man there's no way
Achieving right after receiving the news we can never turn back to the old days
And I have to be okay with that
I bite my own tongue as I scream in my head please just don't play it back 
All the memories, experiences we ever had
But I still click the button to see what I had 
And I click it again, rewind rewind it
open my eyes because you had me blinded
Remind myself when I had to pretend 
I'd prefer to be friends but I know that it's childish 
I'm right by your side till 3005 and I mean that 
Everything that I said I wish you felt the same but I'm afraid it would only be feedback and I don't need that 

Don't need empty promises or a lack of common sense 
You might take this as an offense 
But when you hurt I also wince
And I am sorry for the tears that I gave you 
Just know that when you get broken down, it's a breakthrough 
You don't need any other person to save you
You just need faith in yourself so be faithful
I hope that we will both figure it out
But don't say you're sorry
I'm just part of your story

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So well part ways, you were a blessing in disguise 
And even though we'd probably fail I think our lessons we can find
Don't know which ones are yours or mine
It kinda sucks I had to hide it
But if I controlled time, I wouldn't change I would rewind it
And play it back, back to better days 
I guess if this was a mistake it's the best one I ever made 
And you know that 
Oh what I would give to go back 
I'd capture moments on my Kodak
I wouldn't have to live in throwbacks

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The Color RooJ