On The Other Side

You are caught
In two minds
For no reason at all

You're fucked up
and undone
You're waiting to be alone

You're broken
You lash out
At the ones that you love

So lay back
and smoke up
But it doesn't help no one

In my head and in my heart
I fight the war for nothing
My mind is cruel he won't hold back
He takes it all or nothing

I found my way through disbelief 
Although it's not the right one
My mind is cruel he won't hold back
He takes the front seat or nothing

In the wake of fake release
It's just the same shit every day
It's not so easy to undo 
Give it up for these simple ways

Throughout the night until day
Sleep is wasted on me i'm right
in a daze of real relief 
and I'll let it be for another day
and i'll let it be for another day
...yeah i'll let it be

Loudmouth

Moon B

part one

instinctively, we are all control freaks
you cannot change that

just make sure that what you're trying to control is internal

My Mind Is Clearer

lyrics:

There are angels
coming to get me
but the devil wont let them in

there are angels
trying to get me
but the devil wont let them in

but the devil wont let them in
no the devil wont let them in
but the devil wont let them in
yeah the devil wont let them in

there are angels
out to get me
but the devil wont let them in

there are angels
coming for me
but the devil has saved my skin

yeah the devil has saved my skin
yeah the devil has saved my skin
yeah the devil has saved my skin
oh the devil has saved my skin...
(Just like you)

Un Démon 

Un Démon

let the back of your head open up like a cracked egg
let the shadows flow out like a cloud of dust
turn around and breathe it in
inhale all that you are and hold it

ask yourself:
am i bitter, or sweet?

Plume of Shadows

Plume Of Shadows

lyrics:

a half-charred soul, i am
could never be what i wanted
a half-charred soul, i am
could never see what i wanted

crazy beliefs wont say
what you said to me that day
it weighs heavy on my
swollen mind

A Half-Charred Soul

The Song That Birds Sing

Lyrics:

Hearts on the line
I never told no lies, before now
but what's the difference?
when what you say's the same, the same, the same.

Our time spent confined
had only helped us fall apart
but what's the difference?
when what you say's the same, the same, the same.

To me its all the same, the same, the same
To me its just the same, the same.

Hazel eyes, broken grin, 
Half-realised, Half-drawn-in.

You've gone the wrong way, babe
you've lost control
but it's okay, we're on a roll
You've taken all the plans
and passed them on
but it's okay, we're on a roll

...yeah we're on a roll

I'm still walking
even though i grew wings
and i know what i hear
is the same, is the same

To me its all the same, the same, the same
To me its just the same, the same.

Hazel eyes, broken grin, 
Half-realised, Half-drawn-in.

You've gone the wrong way, babe
you've lost control
but it's okay, we're on a roll
You've taken all the plans
and passed them on
but it's okay, we're on a roll

You've gone the wrong way, babe
you've lost control
but it's okay, we're on a roll
You've taken all the plans
and passed them on
but it's okay, we're on a roll

I'm still walking
even though i grew wings
and i know what i hear
is the same, is the same

To me its all the same, the same, the same
To me its just the same, the same.

All is taken from me
All is taken from me
Like a light upon sore eyes
...I am waking up

Waking Up

in the sky 
where i lie 
and fall 
where i can see 
the big blue 
and white plumes 
that show me 
but what am i supposed to do? 

while i soar 
with closed eyes 
the wind burns 
and i can hear 
the white noise 
and terror 
that surface 
its slowly catching up to me 

but what am i supposed to do? 

when your eyes realize 
this is not just any hound 
pour my thoughts into the street 
i lose... but what am i supposed to do? 

when im not waking up 
when im facing doubt 
when i almost make it out 
i lose... but what am i supposed to do?

The Copper Hound

What Am I Supposed To Do?

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