Lighter Test

In bed all day feels bad
But nothing can feel worse than
How all the indie heartbreak movies
Feel like the first person
It seems the only thing
Every movie can get right
Is the realisticness
Of people when they fight
And it's fucked up.

And I fucked it all up because
I believed that Catholic lie
That love in it's strongest form
Means a lot of sacrifice 
And now I'm seventeen 
Singing songs about loss
And Im not sure what love is
But it's sure not dying on a cross 
So crucify me.

And I know I'm not that funny
But it's the only thing I try 
My humor's not the best
But I just want to see her smile
Maybe take her on a date
And hold her pretty hand
But I'm too awkward to be
Any kind of a real man
But it's okay.


I'd Listen to Blink 182 With Her Anyday

There had to be some sort of niche for this. 

Ash Ketchum

I smoke myself until it feels like there's a friend behind the mirror
When I'm alone and cloud my mind, I think it gets clearer 
Men are buying you drinks and you are getting fucked
I just hope you're not carrying my child when you get this drunk 
And who needs to worry about this 
At this age
When you're with other men, I get
Filled with rage
I know I really shouldn't care too much
About this stuff
But I can't grow up and Im stuck feeling 
Puppy love
You're so far away and getting into so many flings
But I'm working twelve hour days and not much other things
How the table have turned and how they're so funny
That you're the one finding passion while I'm finding money
You're sick and tired of me
And moving away
I'm keeping to myself for the most
Of these days
And when I hear from you I can feel
My stomach crack
But you're the only one who I ever
Will give a call back to


thecubanmissilecrisis