i haven't been able to make music recently, and i've had this one for a while so uh, i hope you like it c':

Prod. dercept x jankai

lyrics:
she gon tell me she love me but it's all a lie
feel like i've been dying lately inside
she gon tell me that i been waiting too long
for this to come on
and she don't like the way that i talk about myself
been feelin like i'm dyin and i need some help
won't you lead me to the water i can get some help
i don't really think i need it but ig oh well

FUCK I"VE LOST IT
FEELIN SO EXHAUSTED
I'VE BEEN DOWN THIS ROAD BEFORE
WHAT DID YOU LIKE ME FOR

lost it.

4/8. solo project out now.

lyrics: 
saved up all year to quit my job for a minute i
i need a break
what would it take
to take a breath?
i’ll pay it all
i promise 

half-assed for the last mile, it’s been a while since i was all in  
slow and steady i race 
the pace is keepin me honest 
with myself

the monologues that time’ll tell hit different
when i’m fishin for a distant destination
and fold the cards i’m dealt

efficiency and friction split the difference
when you visit
take a picture
wish me well

i’ll leave a light on
write a note to myself
i’ll set an alarm
and ask for help when i think i need it 

i got a plan
i got a plan
i got a plan
will it pan out?

i got a plan
i got a plan
i got a plan
i promise

stay up stay terrified i missed something
i shoulda noticed
got a short supply
i’ll make the most of my focus
i’ll try to play along and play my hand
the way that i said i would
then coast for a while
but trial and error ain’t good enough 
i shoulda known that 
i’m better off when i stay the course and i
i’m just along for the ride 
lookin out for exit signs
might take one i’m not supposed to 
but i’m not opposed to the scenic route and i

i’ll leave a light on
write a note to myself
i’ll set an alarm
and ask for help when i think i need it 

i got a plan
i got a plan
i got a plan
will it pan out?

i got a plan
i got a plan
i got a plan
i promise

i promise

lyrics:



see u in the backseat

staring out the window

watch the lights keep flashing by

with ur headphones on

i wonder if i should drive faster

but i kind of want this to last forever



and the moment’s right right now

the room stopped spinning

and it’s clear enough to see every single star in the sky


  
barefoot on the pavement

i needed a break from the same old days

ur eyes are a spaceship

that i’m using to get away

from the tourist traps

on the crowded streets

it all feels so new

but it’s the same it’s always been



and the moment’s right right now

the room stopped spinning

and it’s clear enough to see every single star in the sky

tourist traps

i haven't felt alive in like 4 months

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touching the empty side,
i’m learning what it is to die,
day by day,
my hands turn to dust 
whilst i lay next to another stranger,

i fall back down, 
guess i can’t seem to understand why i try
and i can’t move past a single second,
from the single thought that suicide could be the proof of life,

what is the meaning of ‘i love you’?
i can feel the pressure closing on every inch of my neck,
can i close my eyes and be done with this? 

i don’t want to hold on,
my fingers hold a grip under,
just know it’s for the best
it won’t hurt anymore,

when did my eyes die like this? 
just long minutes of last heaven,
restricting blood flow -
eyes leaking of sorrow but relief,
dig your nails into my coffin
but don’t ever speak of my name, 

what is the meaning of ‘i love you’?
i can feel the pressure closing on every inch of my neck,
can i close my eyes and be done with this? 

how heavy is my blood dear?
my suicidal instincts saved you,
so lay me down to rest,
lost things won’t be born again.

———————————————

Wasting Away (feat. Snxffkin) [prod. Daycatcher]

Daycatcher

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