finnaly found this on souncloud been listening on bandcamp for so long

I'm so free 
And I'm so alive
But
I am so confused
I don't know what to do
When I finally know the truth
Why does it faze me
Cause I couldn't take the pain (and be so shady is the only thing I can hear after this)

And the curse has been lifted
But I feel so different
As if I'm more pure and gifted than I was ever before
For this cannot hurt me anymore 

I want all I want is
I just want to die
why am I alive 
look into my eyes in my eyes 
these people probably need to bring my demise 
these people know the truth but don't accept the truth 
and I feel so high that I just want to fly
escaping with desire 

Yeah yeah yeah 
escaping with desire
and that's why I'm on fire
and new flames so high
escaping with desire
And made a new fire
And made a new fire 
it'll take you higher 
the views of a squire (I'm not sure about this one)
There're so many people I killed 
and I did it for the thrill
and I feel so bad
now so many that I killed
now they can't go back they're just some meat sacks 
decomposing in the dirt 
rotting in the earth
and its cuz of the curse
that the gods gave me
it didn't fix anything

 just made stuff more crazy
now all I can do is just mourn
and I wish I could be reborn 

I wish I just want to die 
why am I alive look into my eyes 
people probably need to bring my demise  
these people know the truth 
but don't accept the truth 
and I feel so high
I want to fly to the sky
escaping what the people desire

LUNA

Born To Die

Side A: Slate

stone deluxe - plastic club remix (ft. bmg, johnnascus & afourteen)

FACES - W/ NASCAR X GUAP SENSEI X REJECTEDREYNA X KILLTAK (PROD. TRIPLESIXDELETE)

@diklordefenil + dexavl

i'm such a slave i can't breathe without you

she say she love me
she aint tryna figure me out
and it hurts so bad
and it hurts so good
i know her so well
baby do you wanna change
i know she think i'm deranged
and she'd be right and that's why we keep tight 
we on the same team right?
bitch are u tryna be mine
it's just the thrill i need cuz it doesn't seem right
love what you fuck
fuck what you love yea
u either doin too much or u just remain stuck
and i'll be here if u need to remain unseen
and i'll be here every day u take over me

i'm such a slave i can't breathe without you

and her body takes my breath away
away
away
i think he's onto something now
"i wonder why my baby never come around"

i'm such a slave i can't breathe without you

oxygen (prod. diklordefenil + dexavl)

I AM JOHNNASCUS

Wicked Game (Cover)

20 BIRTHDAY Lyrics
Being: 
JOHNNASCUS, how do you feel? (x2)
I don't know

Verse1: 
Livid 20
2 decades
I've been on and off
Wandering felt lost
I was scared to make a difference
To move out my box
So I stayed complacent
Never fucking changing
Always told myself that this time I would make that change but I flake out last minute
Falling back to the prison
Never opened up to anyone
For any problem I ever had
Kept it all in my fucking head
And my fucking heart
Demigod open up
So
Annoying
I
Say
The Same
Shit
Every fucking
Song
Song
Song
Song

Being: 
Then what are you doing?
You know how to escape.
You're not trying hard enough.
You know the answers to your questions.
You're staying here for a reason cause you're scared.
Don't be scared. Embrace the chaos.


Verse2:
Livid 20
2 decades
I am still so young
I can feel the change
From my actions
Not through words
Words only take you so far
Till you must alter the physical

Verse3:
Tok
Tik Tok (x2)
As I walk (x2)
In a world
I don't know (x2)
cause im scared (x2)
I am scared (x2)
Cause...
Something new..
That I have never experienced
But why
Should I 
Be afraid
Just Go (repeated)
Just see the world (x4)

I see. (x2)
And now you see.
And you know what you must do.
It's all been laid out to you.
You already-
You already taken the first steps.
Just keep going and don't look back.

20 BIRTHDAY

no $$$ (ft. JOHNNASCUS) (prod. Landfill)

h@tr3d! c0v3r XD [untitled_-0002]]

i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all
love all the laws, all the laws
love all the laws, all the laws
love all the dogs, all the dogs
love all the dogs, all the dogs
(but cats are objectively better)

i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all

i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love
I WISH YOU LOVE

but i just wanna care for you, so what do i do
i’ll love you, then i’ll hug you
then you’ll hug me

i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love

 uhm… okay… like…LOVE
but, i just wanna LOVE<33333

“It’s over anon,
you can always take me”

I Luv Everyone + Myself [untitled_0005]]

Everything clips round these parts a town 🤠
featuring Afourteen from Spider Gang 🕷️

IG: @fivefuutfour
IG: @Afourteen
IG: @prod.vilex
Art by: @rakknid

Born To Die

JOHNNASCUS

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