Love, A Broken Dream

its late at night
did some things that i regret
now im just thinking about you constantly in my head
i think my emotions are becoming attached to you
even just after these few times that we met

i dont know if i should accept these emotions that take over me
or cease the energy from flowing in the same cycles
so many different times [?]
i dont want to listen [?] freedom
resentment 
this is rejection and resentment 
this is depressing [?] im flexing
im standing alone [?]

im resenting it back, sending it back, sending it back
its late at night
did some things that i regret
now im just thinking about you constantly in my head
i think my emotions are becoming attached to you
even just after these few times that we met yuh x 2

met BUT IT DOESNT EVEN FUCKING MATTER CUZ YOU DONT FUCKING LOVE ME (pitched down moan) YOU FUCK fuck fucking EVEN CARE YOU KNOW WHAT IM DONE WITH THIS LOVE SHIT LITERALLY THE SAME SHIT FUCKING HAPPENS EVERY GOD DAMN TIME NOTHING ELSE FUCKING WORKS i want this fucking emotion ripped out of my fucking body FOR FUCKING REAL (sigh) fuck love man fuck it FUCK ITTT (tries turning off the light i think) why won't it turn off :/

The Last Crush

L0V3? V9

oh yeah, oh yeah yeah

this girl is so far away
but i still confess everyday 
everyday
we found each other alive
but when i try to talk to her i chicken out every time
every time 
and i finally did and it was the biggest moment in my life 
life

there's a girl that i dont love
it was such a big adventure
us smiling at the thing you said 
and i said to her

this girl is so far away but i see her face everyday 
everyday
we found each other alive
when i tried to talk to her i chicken out all the time
all the time
and i finally did and it was the biggest moment in my life 
life

there's a girl that i dont love
it was such a big adventure
us smiling at the thing you said 
and i said to her
but it didn't work out us together
it didn't work out
it didn't work out
you just curved me
[?]
it didn't work out (repeated)

Distance Doesn't Work

Production by BYOU$

when i’m angry, yeah
im gazing at the wolf haley
these people think they know me but they all some fucking strangers
i tried to be popular but everyone knows but they are trynna kill me so i fucking hate myself
im about to do some suicide til i find my dream girl 
she was pretty 
the best in the world
the best in the world
it was going well until my friend told my crush so i got mad at him and gave him a punch 
laying him on the ground got at his head
booted his fucking body so we can never be fo 
so then the same night decided to ask her out
i said will you go out with me?
bravery and growth
but she gave me a one word answer and that fucking answer was no
NO NO NO NO
(a few more no’s)
why’d you have to say no?
i walked away like everything was ok but in my eyes right there wish i could fucking decay
and now i’m just thinking that i’m ugly as fuck 
should went into the streets and get ran over by a truck 
now all i can say to this girl is
i fucking hate you 
[?]

Depressant Of Happiness

this does not go with the story of my other projects

yeah x 28

girl of my world yeah she’s my big crush
you know she’s cool and all of that stuff
i know that was corny 
but i was just trynna be flirty 

yeah x 28

you mean that she’s special
unlike these other humans are dirty
i know that i’ve said this but
she is, she is, she is hot
if i had the courage i would kiss her on the spot
but i’m not that kind of guy
im actually really shy
shy

and i imagine us talking face to face
but reality puts that in a bad place
we see each other in the halls between class
but we dont look we just walk we just pass

[?] and i feel so bad
i wanna jump off a building and be sad
and this girl is in my league
wanna ask her will you go out with me?
feeling really [?] yes or no
[?]
feeling really [?] yes or no
[?]

yeah x 56

Out Of My League

The Training EP

Dream Under Helios

Consume, Perish

go with the EVA

go with the EVA - JOHNNASCUS

L0V3

This song is titled "Unreachable Dream" because I talk about a dream love relationship that I will never have where both of us understand each other and other things like that. Sadly that's just a dream and this is reality. Fuck Love. 
New EP soon titled "Love, A Broken Dream"
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DOWNLOAD: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/love-a-broken-dream

Unreachable Dream

All these worthless humans, dont give a shit
Bout my stupid life, i'll throw them in a fucking ditch
Why do I, even look for help
They do not know me they throw me off the fucking shelf
Yeah, I'll let my anger out
Screaming in the middle of a dark street
Nobody will fucking hear me
Then someone tries to help blinded by caring tendencies
I socket out their eyes then I shove them down their fucking throat

Then it looks like there seizing with the unprecedented amount of foam
Then it starts sleeping, waiting to turn into dusty bones
Then I just stand there waiting to leave this realm
Then I just stand there waiting to leave this realm
Then I just stand there waiting waiting waiting to leave this realm
A realm thats not of earth
A realm where i'll have a rebirth
But for now I'm trapped in this realm
The Dark Side Of Nature is the only realm I really love
It feels like it's apart of my being, a place forever still, never rushed
As i stare at this human that sleeps for eternity,
Maybe i'll be like that at 27 or 93
Who knows what the future will hold

My parasite, is eating my head
In a few minutes, imma end up diseased
Imma say please, to the almighty
Oh wait.. there is none
Imma pull out stupid gun
And shoot it in my little bum
Kundalini suicide, all i can say is "om"
(screams of joy)

Everyone wears masks
Stuck in the future or past
I went to my funeral, I lost interest
Went to my birth, it was creepy but beautiful and somewhat unusual
(talking to myself)

Out Of My League

JOHNNASCUS

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