he could have just removed jimmy off the song, added a verse and it coulda still have been on departure, but he prob had his reasons

I'm so free 
And I'm so alive
But
I am so confused
I don't know what to do
When I finally know the truth
Why does it faze me
Cause I couldn't take the pain (and be so shady is the only thing I can hear after this)

And the curse has been lifted
But I feel so different
As if I'm more pure and gifted than I was ever before
For this cannot hurt me anymore 

I want all I want is
I just want to die
why am I alive 
look into my eyes in my eyes 
these people probably need to bring my demise 
these people know the truth but don't accept the truth 
and I feel so high that I just want to fly
escaping with desire 

Yeah yeah yeah 
escaping with desire
and that's why I'm on fire
and new flames so high
escaping with desire
And made a new fire
And made a new fire 
it'll take you higher 
the views of a squire (I'm not sure about this one)
There're so many people I killed 
and I did it for the thrill
and I feel so bad
now so many that I killed
now they can't go back they're just some meat sacks 
decomposing in the dirt 
rotting in the earth
and its cuz of the curse
that the gods gave me
it didn't fix anything

 just made stuff more crazy
now all I can do is just mourn
and I wish I could be reborn 

I wish I just want to die 
why am I alive look into my eyes 
people probably need to bring my demise  
these people know the truth 
but don't accept the truth 
and I feel so high
I want to fly to the sky
escaping what the people desire

LUNA

Born To Die

oh yeah, oh yeah yeah

this girl is so far away
but i still confess everyday 
everyday
we found each other alive
but when i try to talk to her i chicken out every time
every time 
and i finally did and it was the biggest moment in my life 
life

there's a girl that i dont love
it was such a big adventure
us smiling at the thing you said 
and i said to her

this girl is so far away but i see her face everyday 
everyday
we found each other alive
when i tried to talk to her i chicken out all the time
all the time
and i finally did and it was the biggest moment in my life 
life

there's a girl that i dont love
it was such a big adventure
us smiling at the thing you said 
and i said to her
but it didn't work out us together
it didn't work out
it didn't work out
you just curved me
[?]
it didn't work out (repeated)

Love, A Broken Dream

Distance Doesn't Work

The Training EP

Lullaby

TakeMeBackTo2014 (feat. Jimmy V) [Prod. Sleepingforyears]

PERFORMED,PRODUCED AND SHITTLY MIXED BY ZPHINKTERR

eeee aaaaaaaa(now now) 
(hell nah)
JUNKIE IN THE MORNING 
WAKE AND BAKING LIKE A CAKE 
ITS STANKING BACON
 SMELL A COPPER 
COPPER SOULOEETTE
THERES YA TEST 
SCORING LIKE A BUTCHER 
IM PERFORMER UR THE BOOKER
BOOKA BOOGA SNIFFING SUGAR 
TO THE ROOF IF WERE IT TOOK HER 
x
CLIMBED A STORY THEN I FAINTED 
WAKE THE BAKER NOW IM FADED 
TAKE IT TAKE IT 
ROOM WAS VACANT 
NOT A PEEP AND NOT BEAT 
OR EVEN BREATHING 
BE DISCREET 
ZPHINKTERR REEK ANOMOLY 
YEA YA SECRET’S SAFE WITH ME
YEAAAAAAA
SWEAR YA SECRETS SAFE WITH ME 
AND IF DONT WANNA TRUST ME GOT SOME WAYS TO MAKE YA SEE 
YA WALK THE ROAD LIKE A PUPPET ILL PUT PHRASES IN YA SPEECH 
AND IF YA DONT WANNA LOVE ME ILL TAKE FACES TO THE BEACH 
(helll nahhhhhhhh)
JOE GEIGER 
GREENSKEEP GO 
RAKE IT UP LIKE SNOW 
IN THE MIDST MIGHT BLOW 
IN THE MIX I KNOW 
FUCK A “bourgeoisie”
I REFUSED MY SLEEP 
STICK IS LONG NO SHEETH 
IT WAS ALL MY BEATS 
AND I KEEP THAT (hellll nahhhhh)
(helll nahhhhh)

joE gEigER

Some unique vibe to vibe too🤷🏾‍♂️🗣️

Samus(prod.1Kwality)

sem despedidas / prod. rollie

The Young Demigod Begins His Next Chapter....

I guess I'm grown now since I've turned 18
But i still feel like a degenerate teen
And between these grown folks what's the difference
I dont wanna be apart of the system
(x2)

Delay... now back to what i say
18 years up on this planet and I've barely made a change
But the small things turn out great
So i guess ill just wait
But I've waited my whole life and now my life has been a waste
So im honing for the kill
Going back to the age of six
When i was outspoken
Not a pessimist, nihilistic bitch
Fucking signed up for the draft
They only see me as digits
Now I'm coming for their life
Hurl them down to tartarus

I guess I'm grown now since I've turned 18
But i still feel like a degenerate teen
And between these grown folks what's the difference
I dont wanna be apart of the system
(x2)

I am the night (repeated)
It's time to go (repeated)

Ay this beat is happy
I am not so happy
Only for a bit
Then depression fucking snatch me
(x2)

Dying of uncertainty, Im dying of uncertainty (repeated)

REBIRTH 18

18 BIRTHDAY

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/out-of-place-as-the-moon-in-the-sky

Music Video: https://youtu.be/kUrGNTMotog

My limbs are chained
They are paralyzed
I can only move my eyes
And i just see the shadow figures lurking in my room
Transform and morphing to my clothes and other objects too
I hear no footsteps someone opens my door
Treads up to my bedside in seconds less than four
It is a woman with no face, a void, a whole
In her hand a knife to impale in my skull

The head floating in the sky
Does it wanna take my life? 
Breathing out black lightning
Showers down like rain
This is alien is red
Are you rage or death?
Ancient monolithic being
The black snakes of black seas

You've ever been dragged to the abyss?
Choke hold on your legs
You cannot, flee
You've ever owned a cathedral?
Have everything you can flaunt but still feel lonely
You've ever killed a man with a katana?
Then get teleported right back to the fog
You've ever had dreams of incest? 
Blurry surrealistic mess
*How do i understand this*
I am a byproduct of my dreams
Dreams are a byproduct of me
You look at them psychologically
Dreams do have meaning

The head floating in the sky
Does it wanna take my life? 
Breathing out black lightning
Showers down like rain
This is alien is red
Are you rage or death?
Ancient monolithic being
The black snakes of black seas

TakeMeBackTo2014 (feat. Jimmy V) [Prod. Sleepingforyears]

JOHNNASCUS

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