Been getting into making music recently and this is my first track I'm willing to show to the public ;D Enjoy!

Lyrics:

I come from isolation
The place you locked me in
And I begin to wonder
What was my actual sin
But you don’t hold the answer
It simply isn’t there
So they can never notice
You buried in right here
And now I’m digging now I’m digging cuz I finally see
It made me question made me question my own sanity
And now found it now I hold right above my head
The damage you have done has paved the way for you ahead
Any kind of self reflection probably went away
I’m not sure if you started without it or lost it on your way

Come on make me
Come on hate me
Isolate me
But I will never be part of
Your stupid world
I can’t deny
I didn’t come to fortify
Your worldview

Tolerance was what you preached
But what we got was hate
Your narrow-mindess left no room here for us to debate
And after all the struggle
And my external shame
I bet you haven’t noticed you’re the cause, the one to blame
I am the one that settled outside your little bubble
I call on you come on burst it and you will see
All your opposers don’t intend to get you into trouble
It is you who always tries to pick on me
And thus I mobilize all that I’ve got to wear you down
I take your cheap tricks and I make them all my own

I’m calling you out
I’m calling you out
You shallow fucking cunt I’m calling you out
I’ll always raise my voice for your own kind to see
I challenge you come take a bite from me 
No need to try you can not talk me down
I’ll share my views just to make you frown
You can’t contain me no matter what you try
Your whole self-awareness is a giant fucking lie
I would laugh about it all but you’re anything but harmless
I sowed my seeds of rage and now it’s time to harvest
I’m calling you out
I’m calling you out
You shallow fucking cunt I’m calling you out
So I guess this means war now

Moral High Ground

Some experimental track I did after I listened to some Metronomy. 

Lyrics:

She is wild and free and doesn’t care too much
You know she’s gonna break with a single touch
Her flimsy dress waving through the night
And you know damn well she won’t put up a fight

You lost it all this time
You didn’t think it’s gonna end that way
You never crossed the line
But suddenly you wanted her to stay
That’s when the hunter falls prey

Time flies by and you forgot to leave
You’ve settled down caught up in misbelieve
But suddenly you’re losing ground
You try your best keeping her around
You grab her by the throat but she manages to break free
And you keep pushing, you keep pushing, you keep pushing

Defeated? Again? It just seems like… It seems like what?
It seems like that she is stronger than I exspected
That is not the first time you’ve fallen for it, you’re weak
Now get out of my face. I’m taking over now

I lost it all this time 
Not what I had in mind
I fell for it again
That‘s what you call Romance

What You Call Romance

Just a tribute song to the Artist "Nachtmahr". Didn't put much effort in it

Nachtmahr

A song about being hurt and mistreated. My most ambitious track to date. That thing was three months in the making.

Lyrics:

Yeah here we go again
I fucked it up this time
And I keep wondering
If I had missed a sign
So I embark on the quest
Never set for me
Just a dead-end road
Nothing here to see | No one here for me | Damnit
As if you love to see
How far you’re pushing me
When you tell lies to me
Just to redeem yourself
But I can see right through
Your words which means for you
You can’t escape the nightmare you trapped yourself in for good
Don’t wanna act like I don’t care while tearing up inside
Don’t wanna smile and be composed like everything’s alright
When in reality your recklessness just maddens me
Am I the only one that hasn’t lost his sanity?

With every breath you take I’m getting closer to
The edge I can’t believe what you made me do
I’m freezing from within just to protect myself
And I can’t help noticing that the cold is what I should embrace
And that is such a disgrace

And now it was your turn
To make me finally see
That I am in the wrong
But you failed miserably
Sincerity and tact
That’s all it takes for me
But you were lacking both
Last one of my kind | Still got left behind | Damnit
So I built brick by brick 
The wall that’s standing here
Between us and I see
I see it crystal clear
What has been done is done 
And what I’ve done is right
So back the fuck off now
You’re standing in the light
Don’t wanna act like I don’t care while tearing up inside
Don’t wanna smile and be composed like everything’s alright
They say stop acting all dramatic and just let it be
But who else is gonna break it to you if not me
Who else will it be?
Who else?
With every breath you take…
Your words are nothing but a cheap excuse and once you’ve hit the wall I’m sure that you’re going to lose what you pressure the most
And when your time is up you will be out of luck you will be screaming for attention but there is no going back
There is no going back
With every breath you take I’m getting closer to
The edge I can’t believe what you made me do
I’m freezing from within just to protect myself
And now you all watch me drown as I burn to the ground
What is left here of me so you finally see
That the child you have raised is the fear you now face
And the cold that we all now embrace
And that is such a disgrace

Disgrace

Lyrics:

Black or White
Left or Right
I am the holder of the truth
I’m living here in my own temple on a higher ground
Come be my guest, take off your shoes
You will not need your own two feet while being shown around
My place seems comfortable at first
Make no mistake I don’t consider you as a close friend
You’ll get to know me at my worst
And when I’m done with you your stay here will come to an end

We just see black or white
There is nothing in between
There is only left or right
It is all about how loud you scream
Black or White
I can’t hear a single word you say
I am right
And your opinion doesn’t matter to me anyway

Now let’s head over to your place
From your excitement I can tell that it has been a while
Watch me now rant and misbehave
I’m going deaf while putting on a false pretentious smile
The time you start screaming my name
I’m getting overly excited and I scream along
Do you think this is just a game?
This is my world you’re shaking and you’re doing it all wrong

We’re falling down, the fight is lost
Not aware of what it cost
We went to war, we sailed the sea
But can’t forgive our enemy
I can’t forgive

Black Or White

First single from the upcoming album "Dying Lights"

Lyrics

The sun is setting down for the both of us
And the night comes in waves for no better cause
Than to slowly make me drown
And as my mind goes blank, I think back to my final call
Empty promises that sped up our fall

Too many times I tried to save our harmony
Too many times I hoped you'd lose your apathy
In my search for a light you left me in the dark
I pushed and pushed and fought until you sank and drowned the spark

And when the guardians of desire come to see
How the forces of my inner worlds collide
I run as fast as my two feet will carry me
To the horizon where you hide

The sun is setting now

The reckoning made me realize
How my ignorance's blight covered my despise
For all the little marks
You tried to have me with
As if you only saw in me a faulty monolith

Too many times I tried to save our harmony
Too many times I hoped you'd lose your apathy
In my search for a light you left me in the dark
I pushed and pushed and fought until you sank and drowned the spark

And when the guardians of desire come to see
How the forces of my inner worlds collide
I run as fast as my two feet will carry me
To the horizon where you hide
But now I'm sensing the approach of my defeat
Please tell me this is not where our legends die
At last I have no other option than retreat
To sing this lonely lullaby

The sun is setting now

Discharge
Discharge
Discharge
Was it all for nothing?


Written, produced, recorded, mixed and mastered by The Distortionist
Voice sample by James Mesiti

Horizon

Electronic beats with heavy vocals and a touch of goth

the Distortionist