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✞✞✞ NOT MINE ✞✞✞

Lyrics:

You’ll never understand until you’ve been there.
Been down so much, that all you can manage to do now is sit there.
Thinking back at all the choices that you made to get there.
Pumping a fist to the sky telling god “it ain’t fair.”
But yo, we ain’t there.
How could it be with all this devastation and desperation surrounding me.
So put me in the ground ‘cause this life has just been pounded out of me,
The only reason I ain’t sleeping now ‘cause I got mouths to feed.
Why can’t I catch a break?
Why can’t I step away and wake up one morning and think that things wont be a mess today.
I gotta break the cycle somehow,
Sick of this pain, I'm sick of living this way.
Okay, I’m done now.
Not having fun now, there’s just so many reasons.
Feel as if my soul’s a broken puzzle and I’m missing pieces.
It’s real easy for you to judge them when you see them,
But you’ll never truly understand unless you’ve ever been there.
A place where hope was thin in the air.
If things are gonna get better tell me a ‘when’ and a ‘where’.
Sitting and staring in the mirror, nobody’s there,
That I know, feeling so alone and I’m scared that nobody cares.
My nights consist of so many prayers.
I once had so many dreams, I once was going somewhere.
Try and following steps before you start to compare,
Me to you and you don’t know me, now you think that that’s fair?
I never thought my path would lead me to the point I’m at now.
But before they get up, some people gotta fall down.
Some fall harder than others, they thought they had it all down.
Me, I take these experience and jot them all down.
But how do you cope when you think that hope is nowhere around?
How do you know where to go if you haven’t been found?
Yo, I’m saying it’s draining living this pain that I’m in.
You’re quick to judge me but you haven’t been the places I’ve been, c’mon.
You’ll never understand until you’ve been there.
Been down so much, that all you can manage to do now is sit there.
Thinking back at all the choices that you made to get there.
Pumping a fist to the sky telling god “it ain’t fair.”
But yo, we ain’t there.
How could it be with all this devastation and desperation surrounding me.
So put me in the ground ‘cause this life has just been pounded out of me,
The only reason I ain’t sleeping now ‘cause I got mouths to feed.
Why can’t I catch a break?
Why can’t I step away and wake up one morning and think that things wont be a mess today.
I gotta break the cycle somehow,
Sick of this pain, I'm sick of living this way.
Okay, I’m done now.
Not having fun now, there’s just so many reasons.
Feel as if my soul’s a broken puzzle and I’m missing pieces.
It’s real easy for you to judge them when you see them,
But you’ll never truly understand unless you’ve ever been there.

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In the cold and frosty beginning of 2013, Trouble & Bass brings you another black and devious package designed to blow up discerning dance floors. The No Future EP contains five quick and dirty tracks brought to you by Strange VIP, the production alias of T&B crewmember The Captain 666. As Strange VIP, he combines his background in the East Coast hardcore scene, his love of black metal and horror/Sci-Fi movies and his obsession with modern-day rap and R&B into a haunting future hiphop vision that’s strictly for the possessed.

No Future kicks off with the moody alien invasion of “Funeral at Skyland Mountain”, a wet dream starring Agent Scully, clever flips and a snake pit full of crispy-ass snares. Things only get harder from here, as “Back to H3ll” warps your mind with monstrous synth stabs and samples that already sent Freddy and Jason running back to the parking lot. “Take Me From Heaven” continues the onslaught, warping heavy riffs into a driving trap banger perfect for your dropped Caddy or Juggalo funeral procession. Medieval movie choirs—on some Angels & Demons shit y’all—give “When I Die” a huge dramatic flair that will shock the ravers, before the EP closes out with the seriously cinematic “No One Left”, just over three minutes of murder and mayhem set to a Dirty South tempo.

Shot through with screams and scary laughs, this is one release that’s more twisted than Bushwick Bill’s worst nightmare, with not a “Hey” or “Damn son, where’d you find this” in sight. Strap in and join us on this bizarre ride to the dark side, but don’t forget your security blanket.

Strange VIP - When I Die

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