Honestly...

[LYRICS]

So far from your gaze I have stayed
Holding too long onto something I
Thought I could just stand to gain
From patience and virtue but every time
From taking the long way round
I’ve fallen down again
But something in my mind said that I would find a friend 
Even when I don’t think I can stand it anymore
Even when I don’t hold you like I did before 
Even when you think yelling and screaming won’t do it
You choose to stay here and get through it
And don’t get the wrong idea
Baby you
Baby you know

Yeah you know nobody’s leaving
And I pray that I’ll still be here
When we say you that don’t know how much you mean to me
And you know my life’s for you
And you’re trusting yours to me
I can see the flowers growing
No matter where we’re going

It don’t matter 
It don’t matter 
It don’t matter 
It don’t matter 

It don’t even matter 
It doesn’t even matter, babe
What I need now 
Is another brighter day
I can hear the sound
I can hear the waves around crashing and falling they’re calling for you and I baby
I don’t care what we been going through lately 
I don’t care who knows cuz you drive me crazy
You got me whirling and spinning and twirling I’m dizzy
And I don’t, I don’t care

Yeah you know nobody’s leaving
And I pray that I’ll still be here
When we say that you don’t know how much you mean to me
And you know my life’s for you
And you’re trusting yours to me
I can see the flowers growing
No matter where we’re going

So far from your gaze I have stayed
Holding too long onto something I
Thought I could just stand to gain
From patience and virtue and every time...

Flowers

[LYRICS]

They ask me Eli how you doing how you been
I don’t really have an answer, I’m cloudy and that’s the end of that conversation 
I don’t mean to be so obtuse
By my senses aren’t too acute 
So I’ve turned into a recluse 
I’m as brown as they come
And it’s gotta be something 
Maybe I’m feeding my demons and starving my tongue 
I just figure that if I lie low 
Times goes wherever I go
Man, if I could control it father time would never ride slow

But tell em we bound to be bound so we bounce the rest 
On the east side in my mind the sun shines the best
Don’t miss out cause time moves too fast I’ll attest 
Got a brother out in Carolina making out a way yuh
Told em if I never make it bury me and press
Whoever let em pass me by and aim it at they chest 
I’m a King across the board and I refuse to be check
Bless (bless)
Bless (bless)

If you see my blessings washing over me
Please don’t see my presence as anything but me
And I’ll sing oh forever and ever
Until I cannot breathe 
All I need is good enough for me
Oh well

I’m walking in faith and my demons should be mortified 
Like who is this nigga with halos sitting fortified 
I’m tossing my gift and singing like no one listening
Christened when I was born so I’m sitting right on my kingdom 
Doubt it you getting dropped like we was playing with cinders 
I’m stepping all on they neck but they breaking with just my fingers
I’m calling for a way out 
And if you hear me then tell me don’t let me stay down

If you see my blessings washing over me
Please don’t see my presence as anything but me
And I’ll sing oh forever and ever
Until I cannot breathe
All I need is good enough for me
Oh well

Single

Over Me

[LYRICS]


Get these shackles off my feet 
And put my crown about my brow
Even royalty concedes that this was made for me
Oh I’d preach to the choir 
If it would take me higher 
I’d scream until my lungs ran out of air

If the answers are more than unknown
And the questions insane on their own
If I believe in other things you can’t find
Would you look at me and change your mind

Hey 
My crown is here to stay
Oh they can’t take that away
I’m a king in my own way
Hey 
My crown is here to stay
Oh they can’t take that away
I’m a king in my own way

My father was once a wise man but decent words never found their way up out his mouth
It seem like
Once I figure out what life is I’ll understand why he never shared what it was about
And even if I would have said your child would live with some clout
I guarantee he wouldn’t care and I’d resent him about 
Not loving what I love enough to lose sleep or cut out
Friends and friends of friends that you been living without
Hey I feel some type of way 
Your time ain’t worth the wait
I’ve fallen into place
And I won’t wait on you
Your worry worry don’t go away
So hurry hurry out my way
Your comments are not worth their weight in gold

If the answers are more than unknown
And the questions insane on their own
If I believe in other things you can’t find
Would you look at me and change your mind
Hey 
My crown is here to stay
Oh they can’t take that away
I’m a king in my own way

My Own Way

Riot (Feat. Yo Dougie)

Nothing But Love

Lazy Love

Floating

[LYRICS]

Me and my niggas frequent the parking lot
Yeah we be spitting but we don’t talk a lot
Kicking frees in front of the Mickey Dees
I know it sounds trivial but it’s special to me
Was a blessing to me uh
Wasn’t free them boys invested in me
Aero put me on and B kept it a G
Listen
Don’t expire but best kept on a beat
Used to 86 niggas we stress test in the kitchen 
Weed on the breath and yugioh in detention 
Made it real clear we wouldn’t follow a pension
I know my niggas good cuz they following a vision 
And pray they be the way for glowing gold chariot 
Knew the game was bad but wouldn’t marry it
And I dare say that even on my best day in it 
Being seen on a Tee was the worst day with it
And I feel for nigga
The type of shit that make you kill for a nigga
Poker face when I deal with you niggas
But don’t forget I’d walk the field with you niggas
It’s all love
Know the kinfolk boasting the most from rain clouds
So when it pours even more we let the pain out 
Painted streets with our sweat and blood riddles the memories
Dreaming too much attention to our enemies
Cuz now I see the holy spirit without tending to it
Could be my time or maybe just my soul sending for it
Guess whoever running routes is hearing the empty shouts from a group of blue blood begging to sub em out

It’s all love 
It’s all love 
It’s all love 
Hmm hey
It’s all love, hey

I wanted to call my boy up just yesterday and ask him what would happen if shit really hit the fan
I mean I know I’m not the smartest the obvious never hits me right
But I didn’t call 
The vibe just wasn’t sitting right
I had to get up 
Take a breath and sit up
I was shaking at the thought of what he’d spit up
In his mind did we die a few times
Being in the wrong spot did he cry a few times 
Was I kin 
Did I ever cross the line a few times
If we faced the chopping block would he lie a few times
This ain’t movie but I know we dropped a line a few times
It ain’t a secret that we ain’t see eye to eye a few times
You know we brothers right?
But that’s another fight
Could see his toes peaking through the soil like
Rooted in the legacy of one another 
If I’m the bar we never had a chance to pass each other 
Noir

It’s all love 
It’s all love 
It’s all love 
Hmm hey
It’s all love, hey

All Love

Farewell

I’m feeling the weather 
Ran through the storm
It came through the window
As dusk hit the dawn 
Steamed up the pavement 
The sun rose alone
The evening has waned as dew hits a broken stone

Falling from your eyes my guilty conscience hits the floor
Wooden promises are heavy soaked on hazel shores

On the window pane this whiskey sits on dusty paint
I’ve drank the pain away 
So much it hurts to say

I’ll wait
I’ll wait
And stare at open wounds
I’ll stay when you leave
Watch the sun caress the moon
I’ll wait 
I’ll wait 
I’ll be here when you go
Cause forever don’t mean nothing if I leave this life alone 

So farewell
And goodbye
With every step another tear falls in line
Farewell wish you the best 
A million ways to stay but you chose the rest

Seen you yesterday 
Lord knows I’m patient 
But when you turned to leave 
My soul started shaking

As I Wade through the memories 
I thought I drowned long ago

My window still frozen 
Sun rose alone and 
Then I remember why I was hoping
We both were chosen
Love goes to show that
Even the storm can’t reverse devotion
The whiskey and lime can’t give back the time
But maybe just maybe I can change your mind
I’ll mop up this floor 
I’ll toss up the tables
Anything to dry those beautiful hazels 
But just as I hear a knock at the door I run just to find my heart on the floor

So farewell
And goodbye
With every step another tear falls in line
Farewell wish you the best 
A million ways to stay but you chose the rest, oh

I’ll wait
I’ll wait
And I’ll take care of all these wounds
I’ll stay when you leave
Because I’m getting better too
I’ll wait 
I’ll wait 
And I’ll still be here when you go
Cause forever don’t mean nothing if I leave this life alone 

So farewell
And goodbye
With every step another tear falls in line
Farewell
Wish you the best 
A million ways to stay but you chose the rest, oh

Farewell

[LYRICS]

Do It My Way

What do I wait for
When it could be so simple
Rain is dancing off your face
Fading too fast our fire begs to rekindle 
Let me nurture oh this flame

Call my name
And let it trouble and wake
Every crystal falling from on high 
Call my name
As fog begins to wane
I’ll be running to your open arms 

In this venture nothing gained 
Spilled blood all in vain
Oh now I say that we do it my way
You say passion loves to change
And I know the same
But love, I say that we do it my way

Oh, now I say that we do it my way
Oh, now I say that we do it my way

Waving goodbye to Lady Antebellum 
If I need you now then who would run and tell em
And this dew down but the war is never settled 
I keep loose crowns in the front pocket of my sweater
Lie
Lay low looking lost laden with loose legs
I Intertwined our ivy introduced it to
Evenings etched easy we were too blessed
So just confess

In this venture nothing gained 
Spilled blood all in vain
Oh now I say that we do it my way
You say passion loves to change
And I know the same
But love, I say that we do it my way

Oh, now I say that we do it my way
Oh, now I say that we do it my way

Oh, now I say that we do it my way
Oh, now I say that we do it my way

Do it My Way

Don’t Know My Name

(Lyrics!!)

Look out my window pane
And take another sip of this coffee
They say
Some things will never change
But everything shifts so often

Get dressed and stare at the mountain
I've made it inside my head
Take one step forward cause rain won't keep my head lowered

I think I'm living a dream
I don't wanna wake up from
So I just talk to the sun

So why can't I stay in line
I know that it's safer here inside
And how do I find that time
To look out my window pane
Look out my window pane

Swear I will leave my couch
But why do I feel so exhausted
Now
Can't find my iPhone now
Don't even wanna know where I lost it

Yeah
Get dressed and stare at the mountain
I've made it inside my head
I've got the climate instead

I think I'm living a dream
I don't wanna wake up from
So I just take that and run

So i can stay in line
I know that it's safer here inside
and how do I find that time
To look out by my window pane
Look out my window pane

Look out the window let me see your face
The willow trees hide your features in a different space
And if the winter breeze ain't as cold as it seems

Let the leaves be green
and let the king speak free
In balance
More
More money more power

More problems seem sour
That's why I choose the flower
To let it bloom and stain
The weather looms in vain

The rain will never bother me
So I can stay in line
I know that it's safer here inside
And how do I find that time

To look out by my window pane
Look out my window pane
Look out my window pane
Look out my window pane

Look out my window pane
Look out my window pane
Look out my window pane
Look out my window pane

Window Pane

[LYRICS]

Leaves long fallen to the ground
But is it that simple?
(Is it that simple)
How the old ones are shed
Leaving new ones instead 
Is that simple? 
Can you lay it out right in front of me
I may not be too clever 
But you can’t deny
If there’s one thing I know bout that star in the sky
That is simple
Oh that’s simple (simple)
And that’s the way it makes you glow

Not a cloud in the sky
When the breeze starts to sigh
How it’s searching for something 
Then again so am I
And I can’t get it off of my mind
How you shine 
In spring time

The sun and I 
We been in conversation 
Contemplating on whatever we call amazing 
I keep you in the mind and she too is divine 
But she saying you are needing no confirmation 
Anyone with any sort of eyes can beautifully see
The kiss of the sky whenever she’s speaking to me
I’d never advise you look to her eyes
But saying I hadn’t would become a bellow of lies

The season started to rush in
The blue in the sky is easy 
Know it does to 
Me
I dream of diamonds falling from these opal spars and laying perfectly refined 
And I can’t get it off of my mind
How you shine 
In spring time

Not a cloud in the sky
And when the breeze starts to sigh
How it’s searching for something 
Then again so am I
And I can’t get it off of my mind
How you shine 
In spring time

And I mean it woah
You’re the reason woah
I’m breathing waiting on this season woah
You’re meaning of 
A gentle breeze brushing past and kissing on my knees
And everything I said will never be a lie 
Judging from the your glow you’d make truth look bright 
You know they say that water brings the gift of life 
But when it’s spring your fountain always bring the gift of light 
I said it like

Not a cloud in the sky
And when the breeze starts to sigh
How it’s searching for something 
Then again so am I
And I can’t get it off of my mind
How you shine 
In spring time

How You Shine

(LYRICS)

Oh oh oh
Hey 
Mhm

Say less
Say less 
Say less

Keep seeing your teeth like something wrong 
Just keep that aggression off my phone 
Been way too long and we too grown
To keep it a bean I’m gone
To keep it a bean I’m gone
And I keep my pillow warm just fine without you
Wake up on my own just fine without you
Leave it all alone
You’re taking way too long
Can you pack your bags and go 
And all I hear is

Say less
Say less
Say less

Keep that minimum bag
It’s alright I don’t want that back
Heard you telling your friends 
Wanna tell em how you hurt your hands
Hell nah we ain’t making amends
Hell nah we ain’t taking a chance
Hell nah you ain’t ending my plans
Hell nah
And I keep my pillow warm just fine without you
And I wake up on my own just fine without you
So just leave it all alone
You’re taking way too long
So can you pack your bags and go 
And all I hear is

Say less 
Say less
Say less

say less

[LYRICS]

Show em I flex 
Shit I go off in the west
Show em don’t tell em whats next
I’m playing my best
Leave that all on the court
I’m pulling up getting that wet
Yes
Flex 
Yes I’m beating my best
I did it 
You dizzy I’m winning
Ain’t no guess less you seeing my chest
I beat it, I beat it, I beat it
Yes

Ooh 
Throw that pass
Stop playing with it yeah throw that ass 
I ain’t lying
Crack like Kodak Black
If you ain’t fucking with it yeah I know that’s cap huh
Don’t fumble that bag
I got a couple niggas that’ll toe that tag
I got a couple niggas that’ll blow that clap
My b I ain’t know it was all that bad woah
Uh-huh
Beep beep beep
If you don’t know what the beep mean
Move out the way for you see me
Beep beep beep beep yeah
Yeah who that man
Know the whole block look when I move the van huh
Sue that man
I guess they don’t know what to do with the man

Show em I flex 
Shit I go off in the west
Show em don’t tell em whats next
I’m playing my best
Leave that all on the court
I’m pulling up getting that wet
Yes
Flex 
Yes I’m beating my best
I did it 
You dizzy I’m winning
Ain’t no guess less you seeing my chest
I beat it, I beat it, I beat it
Yes

See you with ya foot in your mouth 
Better not bite down and ya tongue twist out
I 
Been scheming 
Plotting on my two feet and 
Sinking is not an option that why I been 
breathing easy
Floatation been waving by and nah I don’t even need em
I promise you I been eating
Seven courses an evening 
Looking down at my plate and I bet you don’t need to clean it
I’m riding and fully seated 
I’m black and I’m undefeated 
The berry ain’t always ripe but I promise you it’s the sweetest 

Show em I flex 
Shit I go off in the west
Show em don’t tell em whats next
I’m playing my best
Leave that all on the court
I’m pulling up getting that wet
Yes
Flex 
Yes I’m beating my best
I did it 
You dizzy I’m winning
Ain’t no guess less you seeing my chest
I beat it, I beat it, I beat it
Yes

Yes (Flex)

Top Down

Lyrics!

[Verse:]
Yeah 
We walk the yellow brick road 
But click your heels three times you see we will never get home
I told em Todo ten toes will never anchor your soul
Ankles touching in some red bottoms eventually gets old
And so you fill you tin can thinking you made a ten man
But all you got was hollowed out without a brain to withstand 
All the Stans think you the man and you begin to expand but your lack of courage left you lion (lyin) knee deep in the sand
I mean
Receive what you can
I see uncertainty in your smile 
Better be careful with that shit 
Keeping the peace is not as easy to post an emoji kiss
Nah
Yeah
You been coasting on soberness 
And I see it
You rolling over for no one
I see it 
Yeah 
You been folding over and over 
I see it
Yeah
Poker clover been blowing smoke and your ace in the hole has dug itself six feet deep
And I see it
 
[Bridge:]
And I see it
There’s something about that smile 
You been faking for a while
I just want to know if some of you is open for some time
I can see you cry from that mask hide behind
But stars align and asteroids fly when all you do is smile

[Pre-Chorus:]
Are you running from
Are you running from it 
Are you running from it I just want to know
Will I see the Summer sky 
(Will I see the summer sky)
Been here so long my tears run dry
(Tears run dry)
I realize that there can’t only be me

[Chorus:]
I wanna be
Closer, closer, closer
(Aye, aye)
To you
I wanna be aye
Closer, closer, closer
(Oh woah)
To you
I wanna be
Closer, closer, closer 
(Oh, oh)
To you
I wanna be aye
Closer, closer, closer
To you

Closer (prod. By Aso)

@lindecis

[LYRICS]


And when you come around 
I feel like everything you screaming never made a sound
And when you come around I wanna beat to the emotion that my heart would pound 

I wanna take all my follicles and tear them out 
And let the essence of my being sift away the sound
I wanna 
Evade your sight and break away from crowds 
I wanna put the sky in my pocket to defeat the clouds
And even that would still remind me of the deja vu
And if I had dollar every time I think bout you
I’d put the thought of McIntosh into the grave I drew 
And every picture that I have can never say I do boo
And I been sitting 
This vigor to write something else
Is like a fire a burning furnace within my chest
My arteries are filled with you 
I think I need some rest
I attack a beat and wish your bloodstream the best
But I don’t think that’s what you wanna hear right now
Wow
Back on your bullshit
Come kill that cow
I don’t wanna hear that shit
But baby please sit down
Cuz I just wanna tell you something 

I love you even if you’re not around 
I love you even if you’re not around, oh
I love you even if I’m not the person you want me to be 
All of my worse fears coming to me
All of the worse tears drop to the beat 
But I love you even if you’re 

I love you if you ain’t in it
I love you if you a menace
I love you into the winter 
Even if seen to a sentence 
Even the scene could diminish 
I love you until the finish 
I love you until the finish

Not Around (prod. By L'indécis)

Thank you so much to Aso for letting me use this fire cut to create this. @aricogle

Give Me A Listen (prod. By Aso)

@jalentyree for this bop of a track
@cat_naps

Ode To You ft. Jalen Tyree (prod. by cat naps)

4getMeKnot w/ emysprout (prod. NVTHVN)

@juniordbeats

[LYRICS]

[Chorus:]
Love
Love
Love
Love

[Verse:]
Reminiscing of a love that has gone away
It’s reminiscent of a dove that has gone astray
In the event I don’t make it 30 baby
I promise you that the memories of loving won’t be vacant
I
Ha
Remember summers in the hotter states
The river flows whenever we taking pictures oh
And millionaires could never be any richer
Cause my golden girl is paramount to any of your mentions oh
Aye
We been cruising right for the hell of it
My motives pure my actions been acting celibate
Aye what you telling me lover
You out your element
It’s overwhelming we need to address the elephant
Living on sidelines
I’m living on sidelines
Even though my time you aging like fine wine
Even though right now I taking it lying down
I promise you’ll be mine
Just give it some time now
I been thinking bout

[Chorus:]
Love
Oh I been thinkin bout love
Love
Oh I been thinkin bout love oh
Love
Woah oh oh oh
Love
I been thinkin bout love hey

[Bridge:]
You are only star see in sky at night
You are the apple of my eye
I will never blind
The way you stare down at me
You’d think you’d never go
My heart is beating lovely
Your pulse I’ll always love

[Chorus:]
Love
Love
Love
Love

Thinkin Bout Love (prod. by jrd.)

[LYRICS]

You know they say that kings aren’t born but made
And maybe I’d agree if I weren’t born this way yeah
I know that sometimes I don’t have a lot to say but this scepter has my name inlaid 
Sometimes I think my castle is crumbling down
Torn asunder 
Now I think my crown is gone
And I’d like to see my kingdom flourish in this field of daffodils 
Someday father knows I’m coming home

Yo
They tell me I’m the one the realest in the game shit
I guess they half right 
The proof is my name woah
I ain’t throw it but these rocks breaking windows in this
Glass house
And this brass mouth is melting uh
I’m a snitch on myself yeah I’m a tattletale and this battle well
I ain’t start it man he did yuh
Yeah this king ain’t afraid to save face
My comedy and tragedy in the same place 

There's something bout these doves
They’re flying and I love
Sometimes I wonder why 
We all wanted fly so high
I wonder why
There's something bout these doves
They’re flying and I love
Sometimes I wonder why 
We all wanted fly so high
I wonder why

Man ain’t a thing change 
But the crown on my top
So picture me wait
It ain’t a throne but a rock
You hearing me say that I’m mopping up shop
Standing on top of the world so I had to let it drop
And I been christening the stop just to beckon to the top
Every day I’m sowing closer to the blessing of this crop
And every color of the world is addressing what I got
Man this spirit is a blessing 
And this blessing isn’t naught yo

Oh my 
Father this sunshine 
You know I wonder why heaven calls
To the wretched but I learned 
Oh I 

You know they say that kings aren’t born but made
And maybe I’d agree if I weren’t born this way yeah
I know that sometimes I don’t have a lot to say but this scepter has my name inlaid 
There's something bout these doves
They’re flying and I love
Sometimes I wonder why 
We all wanted fly so high
I wonder why

Wonder Why (prod. Noden)

@marcthepoet
@crime-tech

This song has a whole lot of myself in it and it's very raw. Marc came with an amazing featured verse as always and I'm forever thankful to have him on a track. 

Huge thanks to crimetech for this absolutely brilliant instrumental.

From the Sky ft. marc (prod. crimetech)

@kiyro

[LYRICS]

Tell me baby
How many times have you said that
Said that
Said that
And honey
How many times have we been there
Been there
Been there
I’m so tired of waiting 
I’m so tired of running
I’m so tired chasing
I’m so tired of being your liability 
Drowned in Hennessy 
How many times have you loved me
Loved me 
Loved me

Oh love
I’ve heard that shit tons before
Saying that you want me more
I’m not believing a word
That you say to me 

Killing me softly 
Lauren Hill I live vicariously through you 
Killing my softly 
Without love, how exactly would I make it through 
Get the enemy off me
Girl you ain’t better just grab the tail and follow suit 
I just wanna be lost in
The feeling is awful

Oh love
I’ve heard that shit tons before
Saying that you want me more
I’m not believing a word
That you say to me 

I don’t know
How to proceed anymore
Please just step away from my door
Cuz I’m not believing a word
That you say to me
Baby

A Word

Wonder Why

Friends

LYRICS

Woah
Man there’s something bout a cumulus cloud
Assuming ain’t looming a cumulonimbus to soon end it
Woah
The grass greener where I come from
They don’t ask if you’re an angel they just love some
And this grass is some magic
Tagged in the bag is a staff with my draft pick
Active and avid
Classic and antique
Careful I’m antsy
I’m dancing in rays of the sun on the bay
Kicking back and I’m basking
Laughing and asking if everything is cool
Man you dapping the maverick
Looooord
If you understand the board
The trees are waving back at me
And my leaves behaving adamantly
I’m just soaking in the sun rays hey aye
Aye let me hear it one more time for Sunday

Open up your mind aye yeah
Let it radiate
Let it the sun in, sun in
Let the sun in
Open up your blinds
Come on let it shine
Come one let the sun in, sun in
Let the sun in

Keep the bonfire burning yuh brush away the bricks
Bet the bruises on your wrist ain’t nothing for you to resist
Existence is somber living
Symbolism is a privilege and conveying all my sins is something deeper than this
Deep the abyss
Steeped in the pits
I’m leaving the crypt
Zipped and dipped in the belly of the beast eating chips
Receiving the whip
And I got something to say

Aye let me hear it one more time for Sunday
Open up your mind aye yeah
Let it radiate
Let it the sun in, sun in
Let the sun in
Open up your blinds
Come on let it shine
Come one let the sun in, sun in
Let the sun in

Single 

Sun In

Complaining

[LYRICS]

Maybe I’m just a mess and you made me this way
I could try to impress you but my brain and words will never obey
Just scramble my words leave them sunny side up
The smile on your face means my tongue’s tying up
And maybe I’ll eventually give it up
But given my luck I’m not giving too much
And maybe I deserve you but
Lately
Hiding from virtue won’t make me
Run away from you
Oh I just don’t understand

Because they say the grass is greener on the other side
But I don’t believe a word that they say
I won’t pay them any mind
Oh I just want you to know
That If don’t really show
How I feel
Just know that it’s real

Yeah
Maybe I just don’t get the message
Maybe I’m just a lonely mess and
How the breeze fumbles with your dress is
Another reason I’m hypnotized
See the amazon in your eyes
Dream of ways I can stand beside
Be your sun when the rain subsides
I just want you to know

Because they say the grass is greener on the other side
But I don’t believe a word that they say
I won’t pay them any mind
Oh I just want you to know
That If don’t really show
How I feel
Just know that it’s real

Ain’t a soul brighter than yours high beams down the highway
Looking for a better thing wouldn’t happen even if I tried it
All of my words tripping over obstacles and hurdles
Tryna find a way to speak to you is eternal
I pull up in the driveway too nervous to respond to your message I’m sorry
I know that I don’t deserve you
But Lord knows I love you

Because they say the grass is greener on the other side
But I don’t believe a word that they say
I won’t pay them any mind
Oh I just want you to know
That If don’t really show
How I feel
Just know that it’s real

Real

[LYRICS]

People are fickle
They love you then they leave you
Simple as that
Niggas be acting regal
Knowing damn well the plan fails if your brand stale
Know the stans ain’t your friends even in fan mail
Yeah
And your fearing about the opposite
When you counting be proud of the pot in which you piss
Cuz when the plumbing go bad and you knee deep in shit
Them numbers gone be small in the shit that you see em floating in
Hah
It’s funny
Brothers become estranged
Sisters are better but still don’t sound the same
And mothers are common in every one of them but even when you pray the demons gobble up their sons again
Shit
But who am I to judge fate
Lucifer hunt any given Sunday
Dreading the hour I perish one day
But who am I to judge fate

I have seen my sea
Swallow all of me
I’m so done with being under water
I can see my face but I won’t hesitate to keep my head down under oh the water oh

Diving deeper ain’t always a bad idea shit
Diving deeper ain’t always a bad idea
Keeping the water low and keeping the spirit higher
My flame is forever burning
My kindle pages are fire
My embers are ever churning
My furnace never expires
My wick is running hot so it never shortens or tires
Over talking and fighting
My fists are bearing my bones
I’m over barking and biting
My teeth are whittled and gone
Shit

Maybe drowning’s not so bad
Finally some peace and quiet
Maybe if I close my eyes
Everything will be alright
Maybe drowning’s not so bad
Finally some peace and quiet
Maybe if I close my eyes
Everything will be alright

I have seen my sea
Swallow all of me
I’m so done with being under water
I can see my face but I won’t hesitate to keep my head down under oh the water oh

Maybe drowning’s not so bad

Under Water

[LYRICS] 
Wake to a fan and a stuffy nose
Tell me
How many years have I been gone
I mean
My pillow talks are all alone 
(Where did all my sunshine)
And where did all my sunshine go
Oh I could just hold it my hands
And even when the clouds were low
It was so easy to understand 
That everything goes up and down
No matter how high you get off the ground
But I won’t worry bout that now
No I won’t worry bout that now

Oh everything goes up and down
Don’t worry about every cloud
Oh everything goes up and down
I hope that you come back around

Yeah
A silver tongue that I never show
A silver lining that I’ll never know
I mean
What good is it when you’re all alone
Oh I remember when my head didn’t hurt
And I remember when a lesson was learned 
How many times did I make the same mistakes
Over and over again
But everything goes up and down
No matter how high you get off the ground
But I won’t worry bout that now
No I won’t worry bout that now

Oh everything goes up and down
(Up and down)
Don’t worry about every cloud
(Every cloud)
Oh everything goes up and down
I hope that you come back around

Eli Noir

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