you’re lil attitude on you’re voice got me in love.

so sad i only found you now. thanks Brakence reposts ❤️ 💙 💜

I spent too long inside my mind 
I took to much I’m paralyzed 
The life I want was all a lie 
Ik exactly what I want 
I didn’t  mean to cut you off.
I couldn’t keep a promise you hear it in my tone 
my heart is in my poem but baby girl you know
just how I felt 
My minds loose  
Confused 
What’s wrong with me ?
So I’ll throw my head against the wall 
don’t wanna have to run from you
you know I do 
but you would tell me breathe 
you taught me how to breathe  
I don’t know what it means 
the past is obsolete 
and I won’t let it , hold me closer
let it  pull me under 
All the things I wish I could undo
I fold another time , Ik it’s do or die  
you see it in my eyes
 you know I’m paralyzed.
You know I hurt you , I didn’t mean to haunt you
you said it wasn’t all my fault , 
but why always say my problems aren’t the cause of drama , 
when my time is all I misuse
And so I’ll breath , 
as long as I just breath
Ik this isn’t me 
I felt it I’m too weak 
too weak
I start to realize 
it’s all a suicide 
spent 3 months in the back of my mind 
just tryna make it feel right 
I start to haunt  you 
you know I didn’t want too 
the past will always cut through 
the pain will always relapse  
but I don’t think you see it
no I don’t think you know my life
A lie
and I don’t know 
if this is what I want
or who I have to be
this isn’t what I see 
but baby don’t you lie
don’t lie 
don’t lie 
don’t lie

https://open.spotify.com/track/1jso3yWBgbZbCTpA5x65ln?si=0f2810c4021e4943

Orpheus

reprod + cover of harmtails - parking lot
synth line midi by finnn
everything else by me

prkinglot

thank you @tevinmichaelr for support and help :>


you have got it figured out
what’s this transformation about 
i wish i knew what you knew
i wish i do what you do
maybe casual and in passing
but i reckon i’m just wasting too much time

and now, would i make you my boo thing
and you’re asking me why like you’re clueless
cuz i got feelings and the truth is
i want you to be mine
so stop playing around with me
my hearts breaking can’t you see
all the love you want, i’d give it to you
but when it’s my turn, you’re acting brand new 

what can i do, if i’m not the one
do you rather want me on the road, if i’m not the one

think i could be your boyfriend
the one who’s too afraid to sing
cuz i see you often 
trying to do the same thing, as me
waiting for you to ask me
the part that i could have played
that i could have played 

and now, would i make you my boo thing
and you’re asking me why like you’re clueless
cuz i got feelings and the truth is
i want you to be mine
so stop playing around with me
my hearts breaking can’t you see
all the love you want, i’d give it to you
but when it’s my turn, you’re acting brand new 

i can do better, be better

brand new

I hope one day I'll sleep enough
Living my life so dangerous
Losing control is all I know
20 clicks down a one way road
I know I've been responsible
Holding my dreams approximal
When will the highs become the lows
20 cliques out, I'm on my own

I think I'll burn some bridges till I drop
I'll drink and turn some stitches into knots
Let's link up all the gears and twist the locks
I think I'll die to Mithras if I stop

So save me
Before I fall alone
I said save me
Before I fall alone
So save me
Before I fall alone
I said save me
Before I fall alone

Twist me, make me feel my
Existence, so my fears leave
Coz you're outta my sight, so get out of my mind
Said you're outta my sight, god just give me a vice
I long to hear a voice from void
But all I get is perlin noise
The brink of life leave essence rosen
The guillotine has just deployed

I think I'll burn some bridges till I drop
I'll drink and turn some stitches into knots
Let's link up all the gears and twist the locks
I think I'll die to Mithras if I stop

So save me
Before I fall alone
I said save me
Before I fall alone
So save me
Before I fall alone
I said save me
Before I fall alone

I feel too empty
To you
To you

cliques/gears

out now everywhere <3 

prod. aras moon & ass7 + july.
mixing + mastering by july.


lyrics ~

divide moment into sections
provide points that've been neglecting 
have a gallery i hoard like collections
this chain of memories
scattered with the essence of depression
im the barer of a curse
positively delusion i make it work
cause i know that im built for this 
breaking down the walls like a silver fish
so baby you can stay if u wanna
u ask me bout my passion 
imma own it
i'll see it all through till it's over
so tell me if you still want me to hold ya

i know i sound insane 2 u
but if u look deep in my eyes
you'll see everything i've yearned for
watch them glow up like 2 stars (oh ooh)
cause baby i've had this dream
and i won't ever let it fade away
it's at the center of my heart
a collection of my thoughts
and it's so hard to explain
i'd rather keep it to my self 
so u can call me insane
with this judgement in ur face
and maybe i feel ashamed 
but its only cause we don't mesh
like i wish we could

should of told me sooner
before i fell so deep in love
i waited for you baby
now i don't see no type of fate with you 
it's crazy you're fading
i've been sitting here tryna please ya
now i'm so lost i feel hopeless
don't you leave me out here alone
when i revolved my world around you
i got a future that's waiting for me
i almost gave it all up
just so i could be with you

insane2u

I had a choice in life
when I met you 
I was a rotten mind 
What did I do 
You said your sick 
of all the shit I did (do)
But I admit 
this thing is something serious
I just want to know if my mind is wrong 
Just talk to me 
tell me what your thinking
Honestly, I wish I’d never need it 
Hollow me 
I never thought I’d do you so wrong
Just talk to me (talk to me would you listen?)
tell me what your thinking
Honestly, I’ll give another reason (honestly I’m scared of distance) 
baby please (ill be on my way ) 
I never thought I’d do you so wrong
Fuck your life imma worry about mine 
Took 2 more just to ease my mind
Fucked up once with a careful lie
I won’t learn from my own advice
high every night and I’ll tell you why
Fuck this life 
it’s a prison
I don’t need much 
just a little time 
But Time ain’t shit 
when you clear your mind 
Fucked my brain with a little lie 
Tell me why this shits alright 
Just hope and pray ,
That things will get better everyday 
This shit just overwhelms
My heart , with pain 
Praying for the day I die 
My minds so gone , I need some help
My life so awful yea I know
My minds so gone
My minds so gone 
My minds so gone 
I swear 
Just talk to me 
tell me what your thinking
Honestly, I wish I’d never need it 
Hollow me 
I never thought I’d do you so wrong
Just talk to me (talk to me would you listen?)
tell me what your thinking
Honestly, I’ll give another reason (honestly I’m scared of distance) 
baby please (ill be on my way ) 
I never thought I’d do you so wrong

https://open.spotify.com/track/0C04d0TcdH8P4fAwkjNloq?si=c51da8c6af3e4570

Dionysus

Linoleum

Stream

lyrics :

i stay with you now if you wanted something
wasted tears every nights over nothing
and im scared i'll be alone without you darling
protect you and me at all cost

i know that you want my acceptence
you think i had a choice for my balance
it's over for us when you turn it around

i can't sleep at night
cause you're waking me up
unless the sound of dynamite
it's all over the house

you're like a diamond shining bright
glowing up in the clouds
to say i'm not the type to fight them 
over it's all my head

over it's all my head
and every second i will be here with you
and the struggles that you're going through

i miss you more than life
i never wanna let go
everything we made it for ourself
no one will ever trying to break it

whatever you do
i'll stay safe
forever our eternity is left out
gone with my ability to save you
outside your misery

and i hope that i see you again
see you again
and i hope that i see you

and thats all that we got
it's a taste of a luck
right before we're in love
cannot tell you with words
i might leave it with us
all the things that i trust
can you keep me closer to you

and i know you might not get it
with the way i step inside
never had all these emotions
since you came into my life
wish i get to know to more
it's what it takes to be alive
and i hope that i see you again

i know that you want my acceptence
you think i had a choice for my balance
it's over for us when you turn it around

i miss you more than life
i never wanna let go
everything we made it for ourself
no one will ever trying to break it
whatever you do

i miss you more than life
i never wanna let go
everything we made it for ourself
no one will ever trying to break it

whatever you do
i'll stay safe
forever our eternity is left out
gone with my ability to save you
outside your misery

and i hope that i see you again

Ray Of Sunshine

All platforms: https://ffm.to/dr355

Vocals by: https://soundcloud.com/aftrrs
https://soundcloud.com/luvkurtis

Cover by: https://www.instagram.com/m.organscott/

Production/Composition by simon m***** 

c) The protagonist uses his dusted off skills to attempt his first hit. Success fuels every decision. Rubbing off against perfection, but attainable enough to be enviable. An attempt to please the masses while retaining enough manufactured heart to be taken seriously as a creative.

Dionysus

The Enigma

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