nightmare10/15/20

pic by Rodney Gainous
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give it up

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lyrics:
[Intro]
Two, two, three, four

[Verse 1]
Slipped out of focus
Weight of the stars
One thousand locusts
No, we aren’t getting far
Tried to reach, I really did
Dreaming of the water’s edge
Where I lie
A fear of flight, and a leap of faith
The winding roads, and the summer rain
I fell in love
Sky came crashing down
Hell from above
But impassive now
Moved on, somehow

[Pre-Chorus]
So this is how it feels
To be somewhere you love
Unsure of where you’re going
Yet you know enough
Oh I’d do anything, please don’t go
Hardly anywhere, feels like home

[Chorus]
So celebrate it, the life I’ve left behind
From the moment you walked in
I made up my mind
I’ve come too far, don’t let me down
Six thousand miles, I lost what I found

[Verse 2]
You were the muses in my head (In my head)
Still, I find some things better left unsaid (Left on read)
Tried to let it go
Yet I fall right down against
I lied and said I won’t
But I felt my knees give in
Laying down by the lakeside, I
Tried to stall but it ain’t worth my time
And I was in heaven then
My dream was irreverent, no
Somewhere so familiar
I stand, and stare
Like “how’d I get here again?”

[Pre-Chorus]
So this is how it feels
To be somewhere you love
Unsure of where you’re going
Yet you know enough
Oh I’d do anything, please don’t go
Hardly anywhere, feels like home

[Chorus]
So celebrate it, the life I’ve left behind
From the moment I walked in
I made up my mind
I’ve come too far, don’t let me down
Six thousand miles, I lost what I found

[Bridge]
Yeah, that sounds about right
Yeah, sure
Whew

[Verse 3]
Hazy views of peaks
I rocked myself to sleep
Swing-set dreams
And it’s all that I really need
It’s all that I really need from you
I been up for too long
Tried to find where I went wrong

[Verse 4]
Empty parking lots
Nose bleeds from vertigo
Visions idolized
Hurricane, over the coast
Soil swallow me whole, I don’t wanna go home
Garden on the wall, don’t take me away from you
I’ll be back someday
I don’t wanna fade out
I fold under the weight now
There's something in the way now, oh no
I’ll be back someday

[Bridge]
Tried to shout, but I can’t talk
Higher cliffs, farther drop
“It’s hard, isn’t it? Letting go, I mean. Whatever.”

[Outro]
You told me “it won’t be forever”
Yet I’ve been wasting forever away
Told me this “wasn’t a goodbye”
And “I’ll see you another day”
Those were the last words you said to me
And they’re words I wish you didn’t say
Though time heals all eventually,
It’s time I’d rather waste
Waiting for you

garden on the wall

whisper

echo

https://soundcloud.com/prodbyaustyn
https://soundcloud.com/corefish
https://soundcloud.com/swazyhq
https://soundcloud.com/oldcollin

[austyn with a y]
cause when the world collapses
and the sky it falls
i’ll be the last remaining
till the curtains close
it’s so exasperating
when my feelings bubble up
so sick and tired of fucking up
yea, i think i had enough

[corefish]
the Sun's bright
the sum ain't right, I don't know why.
I'll tally up all the Adderall and take my time
you left me blind my sanity is somewhere dying
you tore the lines reality is just a lie

face down on the tarmac
hope they find me downtown with a rucksack
I won't be lying roots down I wanna tame that
I just wanna find a loose crown
Maybe step up out my house x2

[swazy]
fallen grace feel my heart beating out of my chest
i can always go up but i cant lie i always be scared of descent
i been way too up i can feel the air taking my breath
you can take my face away i dont really care about the people ive met
what i been seen cant tell no one
finna die on my own time and probably tell no one
its just the way that i move
sorry if i hurt feelings over the things that i do
i be so damn tempted to jump from cliffs
if you see me in the sky just know i got through

[oldcollin]
it always gets worse before better ill give it some time
was it something i said or maybe did something that you didnt like
how the fuck am i supposed to help when you when all that you say is that youve been alright
didnt think i was learning my lesson when you turned the question into a fight

if you want it you got it im not tryna piss you off
paranoid but nobody is stopping the way you talk about all that you lost
was it really that hard to just tell me what you want
only hit me up when you been falling apart

[yungmaple]
never really felt this lost
worst case happened yea look what it cost
everything fell apart
felt so safe right in ur arms
now my world is collapsing
i flew too close to the sun
my wings burned up in ashes
god damn im just tryna hold on
hold up lemme flex right quick
not bought, just brand new whips
never thought itd end like this
your're gone, im fine, not missed
bout time im finally happy
now that ur outta my life
switched up got a new bad bitch
now im not wastin my time

fallen grace (austyn with a y + corefish + swazy + oldcollin)

“fear of heights" 🦉

Featuring: 4cf @dead4cf
Prod. Bond. + Stoney + Kari + Dez Forman
@prodbystoney1 @karimusicc @dezforman
Cover art: @suhzeyy (IG)

Lyrics:

verse 1:
my head fell right through my hands
i can't even catch myself when i stand up
should've saw the look in your face
i swear you saw a phantom in my room
i don't wanna haunt you
then i said that I'd be home soon but i-

Chorus:
fell over the edge right into my mind
always been afraid of heights
i see you in a flash of light
but i can't hear a sound
i don't wanna waste my life
see you when I close my eyes
i don't know if I'll be alright
i don't wanna hit the ground

Verse 2:
i don't know how to focus
i know I can't stop fallin
swan dive right into your emotions
why is everything i touch broken?
and i almost crashed on the bike ride home
just don't wanna spend my nights alone
i flew too far from home
i can't respond
no i can't respawn
where did you fall?
i don't know where you are

Verse 3 - 4cf:
i think i'm in over my head and i need oxygen
i’ll start it over with some confidence 
cut all my connections, avoid the argument 
came back with more than what i started with 
i treat misdirection as an option and i-
can’t trust the target
got paper planes set in chains and a locket 
i took my name, switched a lane now i’m wanted 
that fear of falling, i can’t change how i got it

Chorus.

STREAM!

Acrophobia ft 4cf

Tamia Cover

Prod: @siemspark

Yeah
I'm fucking up myself
Thought you were someone else
Thought you were someone else

You do nothing but drive me crazy
I got you calling me baby
But I know you ain't my baby no
Thought I might've learned after last time
I gotta learn from the past I'm
Hypnotized in a trance by you

She take control she gon do whatever she want
I ain't got time for things these strings attached but they ain't holding strong no
Feelin like I'm riding the back seat
Always hiding to ask me what she want

I'm living life like I ain't got nothin to lose
You know you got so much to prove
Hiding your past dont got a clue

Last night was moving so fast I
Kept losin track of the time oh my
No you cant be doin this

You got me doin all the shit that I ain't wanna do
No dont apologize I only ever wanna hear the truth
You lookin bad but I know that I cannot trust its really you
Don't wanna get led on again but I know I have done it too

She take control she gon do whatever she want
I ain't got time for things these strings attached but they ain't holding strong no
Feelin like I'm riding the back seat
Always hiding to ask me what she want

She take control she gon do whatever she want
I ain't got time for things these strings attached but they ain't holding strong no
Feelin like I'm riding the back seat
Always hiding to ask me what she want

She take control she gon do whatever she want
I ain't got time for things these strings attached but they ain't holding strong no
Feelin like I'm riding the back seat
Always hiding to ask me what she want

Hypnotize Me

If I Had You

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Learning how to make music , idk what the hell im doing 
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Tamia Cover

The Enigma

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